~Shar's bio~
Nicknames - Shar
B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you
Gender - female
Zodiac - virgo
Chineese zodiac - dragon
Fave color - blue
Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC
Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry
Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw
E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com
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10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK
"i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?"
we raise our glasses to a girl that would never say thank you, but would always be thankful, broken past is future experience
"I am the way that I am... but you made me this way..." - me because of you
"...walk with me... for oblivion follows close..."
Jul 2006
FROGGY!!!!
i found a frog in my pool, he was soo cute, but he wouldn't get out of my pool, so i did what any person in my position would have done, i called Dan, but he didn't know, then i called Tyler, he also didn't know, so i called mommy and she told me to bring it to the creek, so he stayed there and that was my adventure this afternoon.... silly froggy pools are for kids, lol, the kids had fun, and i took a bazilion pictures, fun day :P
Jul 2006
it was unexpected
it came to me while i was watching the sun set, i'm sorry, i messed up and i know it, how much longer will i have to pay for my mistakes, god knows i've been trying to make everything right, but it takes more than just one side to change things, i don't want you back, i just wanna be friends, cause you were one of the bestest once, and could be again, hun i miss you, and now that your leaving for good, i'm crushed, don't let it be over, don't give up on our friendship, cause i swear i'll never give up on you, until the end, my last promise
Jul 2006
my realms
i had a dream, it was of happy times and stary skies, a bliss and a heaven, a place so far away, a place where it never rains and never snows, the grass is greener, the trees are taller, and my heart is whole, this is the place that i visit in my dreams.
but this hell is where i live, the nights pale and the days long, it keeps spinning out of control, all the good, just outside of arms reach, desire only a figment of a broken imagination, and love is but a distant thought.
so i dream of that utopia, and i live in this cruel hades, twisted lies are both, cause one could never be without the other.
Jul 2006
another long day in the life...
my god this summer has to be the worst ever, my vacation got cut short because of a few reasons and everyone seems to be leaving, it has to be one of the hardest things i've ever delt with.... and whats worse, more and more people seem to hate me as the days go by. today itself wasn't soo bad, i spent it strung out, and spinning. thats how i've spent most the recent of my days, it makes the depression and confusion easier.
Jul 2006
Coming to terms
Its funny how I've never been able to bring myself to read more than one of her poems. One of which, left me in tears. I've found my heart, and I've lost my mind with her. I get stuck every day, every moment wishing she didn't hate me. But the truth is there, and it was a hard end to a beatful begining. I had loved her. She was my sun, my moon, my everything, and now that shes gone, i've got nothing left. Sweet serenity in being alone, this is where i intend on staying, alone. Cause alone is where I'm safe. I loved you once, I loved you twice, its the end of our chapter. You'll start a new one, but i'm stuck in my past.