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~Shar's bio~ ![]() Nicknames - Shar B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you Gender - female Zodiac - virgo Chineese zodiac - dragon Fave color - blue Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com |
10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK "i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?"
fucking ehh, with the lack of goodness, blah blah blah, yay for ses ganja, you keep me almost sane, the worlds falling apart, and i'm caught on a shringking edge, lol, big laughs there, there's soo much going on, but can i write? no, nothing, i can't seem to string more than 6 words together, its totally trying my patience... fucking fuck fuck...
so i guess all in all it was a happy thing, the smiles just keep coming, but then morning roles around, and things have to go back to the way that they were before, before the truth came out, before, i tried to come between something that could hurt more than just me... but a person that i really do care about, so in her confusion, i've found my own, do i let her stay, or do i help her move towards better things, this seems to be the question that i'm always asking myself...
so i fucked it up again, my job, my friendships, my life, downward spiral *sighs*, it seems that fewer and fewer things can actually lift this cloud that hides my smile away from me... |
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