~Shar's bio~
Nicknames - Shar
B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you
Gender - female
Zodiac - virgo
Chineese zodiac - dragon
Fave color - blue
Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC
Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry
Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw
E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com
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10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK
"i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?"
we raise our glasses to a girl that would never say thank you, but would always be thankful, broken past is future experience
"I am the way that I am... but you made me this way..." - me because of you
"...walk with me... for oblivion follows close..."
Mar 2007
CHOKE
this strange big world is disasterous, and hazardous to me, keeps trying to swollow the air around, making unfriendly silences, you sleep and you sink till you hit rock bottom and you choke, that hit just went stale in your lungs, coughing up harsh res and little pieces of your insides, scream and struggle you'll never win it back, cause everything you had, you just lost cause you choked and it all blew up, right in front of your face, the glass shatters and gets inside your eye, the only way to your soul, break you down from your insides out, starting with your mind, the insanity you seek is only temporary release, from the cruel words you heard in your dream, wispered from a distant voice, whom you can only recognize as being a ghost, any empty hole in your past, you hit it again just to be sure, and no doubt your choking, its like nothing around you makes sense, everything that just happened, happened for no reason, accept your own greed, which you can't deny, never mind this child that stands in front of you with her heart shining bright, some heavenly form, my angel come to rescue me, and save you from yourself before it gets too late, forget it, your hollow, nothing in your mind makes sense, everything you say is real, and everything that you believe is is a lie, you inhale and you choke once again it might be your last time, with your last chance, hanging in the balance, you plumet to your death searching for the words to desccribe the thoughts that run through your head, as you choke for your vey last time, a statement made with only memories at mind
Mar 2007
i'm afraid, and i'm running away from everything, but what am i really afraid of, wait! no i know, maybe its the fact that my friends seem to be less and less, i'm not saying its not my own fault, but aren't friends the ones that are supposed to be there through anything, so i keep getting kicked, its like i call and i call, but they've given up, and soon after, i've followed the trend, i've given up, this rut is never ending, search for peace, finding only loneliness and solitude...
Mar 2007
home sweet home? well i'm back in sudz after two weeks of being away, the only upside is that i have energy... needles to say, i missed everyone sooo much, it almost hurt... home sweet home...