~Shar's bio~
Nicknames - Shar
B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you
Gender - female
Zodiac - virgo
Chineese zodiac - dragon
Fave color - blue
Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC
Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry
Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw
E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com
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10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK
"i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?"
we raise our glasses to a girl that would never say thank you, but would always be thankful, broken past is future experience
"I am the way that I am... but you made me this way..." - me because of you
"...walk with me... for oblivion follows close..."
Apr 2007
bad news, bad news, i'm always the last to know, no matter how severe the terms, a loved one or two could be lying on their death bed, and would i get a call or anything at all to let me know? of course not... and i thought that things were bad before, i thought that the grudges were there to stay... but i guess that i've been included in a feud that i was never part of, nor do i know the whole story behind it all, i just want one hour of one day where i can be in a state that i honestly believe that things are going to be ok, utopia and bliss are what i dream of, misery and pain is what i get and deal with everyday, i'm tired of fighting this losing battle, and my mind threatens to give up on my heart, every inch of my body is screaming and crawling... my insides are trying to break free...
Apr 2007
another long week, it seems like whenever things start to go good, they can never be that way for very long, an example of how much things suck, this week i've gotten nothing but bad news and alot of heartbreak, every single day after work this week, it has been something different and totally unrelated, and yet i still haven't given up on these things, its stupid, soo not like me, i've been bitchy and moody and hating all but a select few, and those select few seem to agravate me the most, i'm thinking about taking off, where to? i haven't a clue... but maybe i'll go and find an old friend... she was never able to get under my skin quite like that...
Apr 2007
falling again...
so you think that you've fallen once again, into that pit of doom, and its gotta feel great, a friend once more than a friend, has surfaced again, only to find that your not over her, she threw you out, she'd never let you cry, or sleep alone, cuddle closer than anyone, no comparison to any other good feeling, yet why is it wrong? theres really no answer, it just is, so grow and live, let the past be past, cause theres somethings in this world that you just can't change, the scars once so deep, you are free to talk about, theres always those things that just don't make sense, hear her voice, see nothing but stars, your world freezes, move a muscle and she'd run, she'd leave you again, so feel this darkness closing in, try to be hallow, but its impossible, she makes your whole world go around, so shes got you... falling again