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~Shar's bio~ ![]() Nicknames - Shar B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you Gender - female Zodiac - virgo Chineese zodiac - dragon Fave color - blue Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com |
10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK "i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?"
circles aren't fun anymore... i'm getting dizzy... wow motion sickness...
its not fair... i don't wanna be sick anymore...
everything thats wished for is also denied...
yay for being anti-social, cause social events are soo much better when you throw yourself back into social things, lol, bbq looking forward to, my first of the year...
Dude... I officially love my phone... I can do anything with it, and in a stupid sorta messed up way its fucking amazing
*cries* i don't feel good... blah... apparently mommy likes to read my blog, hope she enjoys and gets over it, cause this is my place to vent my angers and frustrations...
why'd you make that promise... all the while knowing that you'll never keep it... just like me... my words are empty and wrong... the pain i'm in just intensifies my anger... making me more bitter... scream and cry and beg for mercy... you should've killed me when you had the chance...
the wheels in my head keep turning... i can't stop not for a second... im trying to give up everything and everyone that was once near and dear to my heart... trying to burn myself out one 12hr shift at a time...
mother fucking hell... i hurt all over and i haven't stopped whining about it... *cries*
i'm trying to understand and form some thoughts as to why i let it happen... as to why i just can't seem to care, it hurts but it doesn't matter, its like being taken for granted, i guess the pain was better than nothing at all... |
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