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~Shar's bio~ ![]() Nicknames - Shar B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you Gender - female Zodiac - virgo Chineese zodiac - dragon Fave color - blue Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com |
10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK "i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?"
people keep asking me how i'm doing, so here it is, i'm miserable... i'm bitchy, i'm completely pissed off about something and i have no idea what its about, my moods constantly fall back to anger... but what am i angry about? my angel is completely oblivious to me... am i even really there? at times i think i'm wasting my time and at others i'm at heaven in her arms, color me confused... maybe i've really lost you, or maybe i'm just insecure... either way i'm sorry for it...
here it is once again, i've come home from a long time gone, its only been so long but even longer in essence, maybe it just feels like forever
as long as the fighting is over i'm good to go... so please no more fighting... i'm going insane
*cries* i can't be sick... no i'm not sick again... in denial... my bones ache... *tear*.... i wanna stay in bed... upside, YAY guitar hero!!
no more drama, please no more drama.... i'm going insane... but on the upside well kind of, my MRI is tomorrow... its kind of on the upside because it was s'posed to be tonight.... *sighs* slow medical system.... its already been over a month |
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