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dan jendela pun berbisik...
"Life is not about what you've gained, but what you've done" - Wong Ka Kui (1962 - 1993)
"I disapprove of what you say but I will defend to the death your right to say it" - The Friends of Voltaire, 1906
"A dirty mind is a terrible thing to waste" - Anonymous
"If you read, you will judge" - Kurt Cobain
last modified Mar 17, 2005 at 0:17
if you asked me whether there is such thing as friends forever one or two years ago, I would probably say yes, i believed in them. but since last year, i no longer believed that friendship is for forever. maybe to a few lucky people yes!
but i do have a few good friends left that i trust with my life. the muse is one fine example. she is so nice, words can't described how nice she is as a person and friend.
she was there for me when i was all alone and confused last year. despite being busy with her wedding arrangement, she had always find time to check up on me especially at night as i was living alone at the time. and the little gifts that she always bought for me had also started last years and had become some sort of a tradition between us.
i suspected that all the gifts that she had bought was her way to cheer me up. when she went for outstation or even for a holiday, she always bought for me gifts. sometimes, it was a just a little notebook for me to write my deepest thought, or a keychain, a small bottle of fruity tea and even tudung. hehehe...the one i treasured the most was the book that she got me while holidaying in perhentian island last march.
the book was entitled The Motorcycle Diaries, a story about che Guevara younger days. the book was left by one of the tourists there at the chalet. it was so lusuh, i think so many visitors at the island had gone through it. but the muse went a step futher, she bought the book from the chalet owner because she said the book made her think of me. she knows how crazy i was about che guevara. last year, when she went to iran, she bought me a mug with a che guevara face printed on it. i was so happy. haha...
it's not about the gift you know, it's the gesture that was the most important thing to me. so, last thursday, i bought her a new novel called P.S. I Love You for no reason but simply to make her happy. i know she wanted to buy the book for a long time already. so when she opened the wrapper and read my little note inside, she started to cry but then i told her, the reason i bought the book for her is to cheer her up not to make her cry. we ended up hugging and laughing like crazy in the office. macam drama swasta pulak aku rasa.
the muse is two months pregnant now. it's not going to be an easy pregnancy, so the doctor told her. i just hope that she will be allright and will be able to carry the pregnancy to full terms. i wish her all the best and she knows i love her because we said it all the time to each other. and if there is one friendship that i want to last forever, it will be this one. insyaAllah!
kawan aku the muse dan husband dia zane selalu sangat ajak aku lepak kat rumah dia orang kat puncak tu. lepas habis treasure hunt tiga minggu lepas, dia orang jemput datang rumah, ada barbeque kata the muse.
sida dengan husband dia datang bawak mash potatoes dengan puding laici. aku pulak tak bawak makanan tapi bawak gitar buruk aku untuk our entertainment. hahaha..menu malam tu simple aje, barbecued lamb dgn chicken, pasta dan keropok. hahaha...and coffee yang the muse beli kat sweden. sedap gila.
aku sukakan suasana yang macam tu, santai sangat-sangat. persahabatan aku dengan the muse baru masuk tiga tahun tapi aku anggap diri aku lucky sangat-sangat sebab tuhan jumpakan aku dengan dia. sebab tu aku tak berapa kisah hilang kawan yang lain sebab aku dah jumpa sebutir permata. and then sida pulak aku kenal tak sampai setahun tapi kita orang dua orang boleh klik. dengan husbands dia orang pun aku boleh masuk jadi persahabatan yang terjalin tu semakin erat.
adalah dekat lima jam lepak kat rumah the muse yang dipenuhi lukisan-lukisan zane yang aku tau aku takkan mampu beli tu. lepas tu, aku, zane dan husband sida, horatio bergilir-gilir main gitar. masing-masing taklah terer sangat tapi main untuk suka-suka aje. macam-macam lagu kita orang main. part yang paling aku suka bila zane sketched aku masa tengah main gitar. ada lagi sketch tu kat rumah, nanti aku nak framekan. hehehe...
masa nak balik tu dah dekat pukul satu pagi dah. masing-masing dah mengantuk tapi hati masing-masing puas dengan the small party of five tu. maybe someday there will be six tapi aku lebih selesa being single for the time being.
aku cuma harapkan persahabatan aku dengan mereka-mereka ini akan terus terjalin erat. mungkin kerana persahabatan ini bermula ketika usia aku sudah dewasa, jadi kematangan perhubungan itu menjadikan persahabatan ini lebih menarik.
To the muse and sida,
Io Ci Credo - I Do Believe...
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