Super Spidey

Not everyone is meant to make a difference

last modified Nov 29, 2004, 6:45

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How could this happen to me?

I havnt posted in here for a LONG time, lots has changed since then..but I'm sorta bored now, and in a big thinking mood.

I'm not emo or anything, not happy either.. just plain ole mellow. It's difficult to explain, but nonetheless Ive been thinking a little too much.

Being the sapp that I am.. Saturday was my grand-parents 50th wedding aniversary. lol made me kinda emo cause im like well then.. I can't even stay in a relationship for more then a year! I dont know, I can't wait til September starts and I wont have to think about this anymore.. well I'll be too busy to think about this!

Moo, i like listening to music.. lol, :D

146240 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:03 | [0] have touched my special place

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boredom..

Well im uber bored.. so im going to post a bunch of surveys.. im kind of emo too.. but hey i havnt posted in a while..

Seven Deadly Sins Style

Wrath
Sworn at your parents? Yesum
Hated them? no.. you cant stop hating something unless theirs like a miracle..
Been furious with a a friend? definetly some people are so stupid
Angry at someone for no reason? I duno.. well yeah.. kind of..
Hated a friend? no
Held a grudge? lol probably
Sought revenge? meh
Yelled at a friend? Yes several times..
Hit a wall in rage? lol oh god yes

Greed
Had desire for excess money? lol who dosnt.. if i had all the money in the world, i could spoil everyone i cared about
Wanted more of something when you had enough? yesum
Kept to yourself instead of sharing? im usually pretty good for sharing
Wanted more than you have? oh yeah

Pride
Bragged to someone? Not purposely
Had an ego trip? lol hell ya, im so sexy ;) lol, jk
Felt better than those around you? some.. not really my good friends.. but some hypocrites.. lol
Felt "too good" to do something? no
Felt like you didn't need offered help? Nah..
Talked about yourself too much? I doubt it
Basked in your accomplishments? basked....?
Felt like nobody was as good as you? lol ew no

Envy
Wanted something a friend owned? lol yeah lex's computer which can play WoW and now Janis's xbox with Fable lol,
Felt jealous of a friends talents? yeah,
Felt envious of someones accomplishments? nah more proud of them
Or of their grades? lol oh shit yes!
Or their salary and or amount of cash? definetely
What about someone else's clothes? lol i duno?
Appearance or looks? Probably!

Lust
Ever liked a friends bf/gf? lol yeah
Had dirty thoughts of someone you werent dating? Yes all the time!
Been in a suggestive situation with a friend? I think so
If so, whom? dont member
Had dirty thoughts of your bf/gf?everyday lol
Been to 1st base? lol, course..even with just friends! ;)
2nd? yeah
3rd? *nods*
4th? being gay.. I've done it MY way, lol,

Sloth
Put off a huge project till the last day? EVERYDAY lol,
Planned your day but not acted upon it? only if someone cancelled
Thought of something but didn't feel like doing it? oh yeah
Ignored homework in a class your failing? oh yeah
Told yourself "I'll do it later"? hahaha yeah, made me feel better..im retaking gr 12 english for the.. 7th ? time now? lol jk!
Slept in past noon? :D yesum
Sat on the sofa for hours on a beautiful day? lol, in my room.. playing video games
Not wanted to do anything physical? oh yeaahh

Gluttony
Pigged out? wow, yes
Till your stomach hurt? :( yeah
Blown your paycheck in one day? ha.. your assuming i have a job..
Wasted your money? all the time
Spent a lot on yourself but not others? nah.. i like spending money on other pplz
Hogged something? the xbox at janis's! lol
Kept doing something even though you told yourself to stop? oh yeah

Who was your crush in..
1st Grade: Andre, lol oh yes boys n girls! Seline at one point in time liked boys! :O! *gasps*
2nd Grade: Andre
3rd Grade: Joel, Andre and Eric
4th Grade: Eric, Joel, Mitch
5th Grade: (5ft grade is the conversion of all years!!!) Nat W and Nat M
6th Grade: Nat m, Kim
7th Grade: Nat M
8th Grade: ... i dont think anyone
9th Grade: Chantal,
10th Grade: Chantal, Lise, Karyn, Caitlyn
11th Grade: Lise, Sam, Ry, Dominique, Chris *shudders*
12th Grade(both years): Lise, Sam, Ry, dominique, lol.. Alex, Jocelyn, Marie, and potential crushes steve n lexington
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Yesum
If so, were they ever one of your crushes: lol yeaahh ry!
Do you have a chance with your crush: .. RY

IF you were a vegetable, what kind of vegetable would you be and why? hmm... CARROTS!, mmmm roasted carrots..

IF you were an animal what kind of animal would you be and why? hm.. a sloth.. cause im so damned lazy! lol, OOO!!! O!OO! I can be the sloth from ICE AGE!!!!

IF you were a celebrity what would you be famous for and why? Music, cause ill do it naked ;)

IF you were stuck on a desert island with two other people of your choice who would they be? Ry and Sam, and well have 3somes all day long.. lol, hahaha or Ry and Marie cause they both rock

IF you woke up one morning and your leg was missing who would you call first? the disability pension people! lol, haha,

IF you woke up one morning and you were lying in a million dollars what would you do? have sex with it.. no, uhm.. go buy all my friends things.. and not tell them i was rich.. buy all the instruments i want.. and travel around the world with like a dozen of my friends

IF you woke up one morning and you were 25 years older what would you do? Laugh, go to the bars

IF you had one wish what would you wish for? For my friends and gf to be happy

IF you had five extra tickets to your favourite bands concert who would you take? Ry, Marie, Sam, Alex and Lex! Alex and lex could bring pictures for joce and steve.. lol, :D

IF you had a special power and you could only tell 10 people who would you tell? Ry, My mom, CBC news(lol), jocelyn, ben, marie, sam, lex, steve and alex

IF you could be on one reality TV show which one would it be? amazing race

IF you could change one thing about yourself what would you change? lol, my belly

IF you won the lottery what would you do with 10 million dollars? give 100 000$ to all my friends, bank 5million of it.. spoil myself and friends and everyone that deserves it with the rest

IF you could pick out of being able to turn back time, being able to fly, being irresistable to the opposite sex or owning a money tree which would you pick? turn back in time.. and probably not do a couple things..

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? None,
2. What religion were you raised as? Catholic
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? Both..
4. Do you believe in magic? Nah
5. What was the last promise you broke? Dont remember
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? I dont pray.. but if i ever do, ill mean it
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? in their own way.. not a perfect human being, but perfect as in you love everything about them including flaws

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? Yeah, I got everything I ever wanted last summer..
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? Hapiness,
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? Yeah,
4. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? lol yeah and ry and I went on a like 21$ winning streak
5. Do you gamble? only on lottery tickets occasionally
6. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? Nah

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support? Duno
2. What causes have you given money or time to? Soon to be Cancer Relay For Life
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? Well kinda in nicaragua
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? Meh..
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? Depends, if their like polite and not the stupid aboriginal(not dissing the aboriginal people just the specific few) who stand outside the bus depot and ALWAYS ask for money..
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? If i needed to then I definetely wood!
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? heh.. my happiness? 'Been miserable.. I duno Id do anything for a good friend

FORTITUDE
1. What are you most afraid of? Being depressed
2. What did you do today that was really brave? nothing.. im not much for bravery, lol
3. Who is your favorite super hero, and why? spiderman, cause he can kick your ass lol
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? anyday
5. If you were to face the Wizard of Oz, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? courage
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? Kinda, plays, musicals wow
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? Im a bit of both

JUSTICE
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? nah,
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? If i had to go, yeah Id go
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? Yes, but everyone deserves a second chance
4. Which should be guaranteed legal: cocaine, marijuana, heroin? pot, then it wouldnt be such a big deal.. but im not much for potheads, i think their fuck tards
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? bah.. that man shouldnt be in charge of a country
6. What was your favorite media circus trial? *blinks*

TEMPERANCE
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? health ish
2. Do you collect anything? Spiderman stuff
3. Are you addicted to anything? Internet,
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? naah
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? Cash.. get it done and over with
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: Lie to a couple people.. fall in love with a few
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? probably

PRUDENCE
1. Who is the wisest person you know? I dont know..
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? Nopers
3. Do you take advice when it's given? I try, its hard sometimes
4. What area are you wisest in? people taking care of themselves
5. Do you drive defensively? if i had my g2's i would
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? well.. im gay.. lol, but if you consider wut i do sex, then yeah
7. What did you learn today? That things could hurt for a LONG time, and that I'm really hungry and going to lunch now.. lol,

1. Have you ever THOUGHT you were in love? yeah.. the first two people I dated..
2. Do you think you're ready for love? Yeah, well i hope so.. lol
3. Do you believe kissing is a way to share

142830 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:03 | [0] have touched my special place

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website i need to remember

http://www.d2items.com/skills.php

god im a nerd... woot for diablo!

140309 | Posted by spidey101 at 11:48 | [0] have touched my special place

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Survey...

Full Name: Seline C. Arsenault
Age: 17
Height: 5'6? or 8? not sure
Hair: Dark Brown
Eyes: wow.. okay.. brown, green, and apparently some yellow
Piercings: Nopers.. but ive been thinkin of a eyebrow peircing.. just for fun
Tattoos: nopers
Shoe size: 9 or 10 or 11, depends
Siblings: 1 brother.. formely known as Roach.. real name.. Roch.. 21 years old..
What time is it now?: 7:36

[what you did last....]
You watched: Just for Laughs
Movie you bought: Blink 182: The Urethra Chronicles II
Song you listened to: 3 Evils - Coheed and Cambria
CD you bought: Hell if I remember
Person you've called: My mommy, I think..
Person that's called you: Dad..

[do...]
You have a crush on someone: Naturally
You wish you could live somewhere else: no, if i was somewhere else now yes..
You believe in online dating: Meh, what ever your into
You want more piercings: lol..
You like roller coasters: Most definetely!
You play a sport: Played: soccer and then ringette..
You belive in fate/destiny: Sorta, I thik we have to chose our own though
You write in cursive or print: depends.. neat writing - print.. fast notes - cursive

[for or against...]
Long distance relationships: For.. but it's insane
Smoking: completely against
Gay/lesbian relationships: Geee... I wonder.. if I say against.. does that make me a
homophobic lesbian? *shrugs*

[have you...]
Ever cried over a boy: Sorta.. best friend
Ever had a boy cry over you: lmao.. maybe cause i stole his gf.. hehe
Ever cried over a girl: Most definetely, stupid gurls.. *mumbles*
Ever had a girl cry over you: *shrugs* I wouldn't know.. maybe
Ever lied to someone: Yea
Ever been in a fist fight: Few times..

[what...]
Shampoo do you use : Head and Shoulders.. apparently it makes my hair soft *uses Jocelyn for reference*
Shoes do you wear: Since it's sorta.. winter.. my big Nike lugs!
Are you scared of: Loosing everyone important to me..

[number...]

Of times I have been in love?: 2
Of times I have had my heart broken?: 4
Of hearts I have broken?: ... 1? but she got over it within a day.. and dated sum1 else, lol
Of times my name has appeared in the paper? 0?

[do you think you are...]
Pretty/handsome: I'd like to think I'm not hideous. But I can admit I'm not the most attractive person out there
Funny: Slightly,
Hot: well, no not really
Friendly: I try, but i can be bitter (Amanda knows that side.. and I'm sorry!)
Amusing: When I'm really hyper or slow.. very
Ugly: Sometimes
Shy: Only when I'm emo
Loveable: I'd like to think so
Caring: Depends towards whom.
Sweet: Doubt it
Dorky: Yesum!

[favorite...]
4 letter word: Fork.. it's just so amusing..
Cartoon: Family Guy
Cereal: Froot Loops
Chewing gum: Anything really..
Color: Red and Blue, can you guess why? goo Spiderman!
Color nail polish: Gee I dunno...
Day of the week: Thursdays (CSI night), and Saturday's.. only this one sucked
Least fav day: tuesdays and wenesdays
Flower: White roses I guess? I'm not one for flowers unless its buying them for someone else
Jelly flavor: hm
Jewelry: not one for jewlery but I like the weird lil necklaces
Summer/Winter: Winter for snowboarding at BLUE MOUNTAIN (/bragging) Summer.. relaxing.. no school
Drink: Coke and Fruitopia

[person who last.. ]
Slept in your bed: Me? I'm assuming, and Ry ;)
Saw you cry: Probably Ry
Yelled at you: Going to vote... Mom
Sent you an email: Ry?
Hugged you: Ry

[have you ever.. ]
Said "I love you" and meant it?: Yes
Kept a secret from everyone: Indeed
Cried during a movie: Probably
Planned your week based on tv: Only thursday cause of CSI
Been backstage: too many times.
Been to California: No
Hawaii: I wish
China: no
Canada: hm.. thats a toughy..
London: probly not
Asia: nope
South America: wait.. if that's where nicaragua is, then YES
Central America: wait.. i think nicaragua is in this one
Africa: noo

[this or that?]
Apples or bananas: Apples..
Blue or red: BOTH! spiderman duh..
Walmart or target: Walmart rocks my socks
Spring or Autumn: Autumn
What are you gonna do after you finish this: Well.. probably.. sleep.. or.. just sit here some more..
Are you bored: I sure am
Last noise you heard: TV
Last smell you sniffed: Uh.. i dont know? I farted not to long ago? but I'm sure you didnt need to know that

[friendship/love]
Ever been in love, if so whom:.. 2 ppl
If you were stuck in an elevator name 2 people you'd want in there with you : Ry and Sam.. or maybe Jocelyn..
Ever kiss someone of the same sex:.. Almost everyday
Would you do it again:I sure hope so
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Meh, kinda
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: 1, Sethekis Alexandre Bifficus Cornelius Macleod... isn't it brilliant
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Of course
Have you ever kissed one of your friends Ex's?: lmao, oh boy.. *cough* okay.. Lise cheated on glen with me, and serge(sorry budz)..

[other info]
Do you speak any other languages: French, a bit of Spanish
Last book you read?: A Pagan's Christ..
Something in your bedroom you like?: All my spiderman stuff :) My big comforter.. or maybe the big pillow.. *drools*
Nickname(s): Sexy (Jocelyn), Sexodicus (Ry)
Initials: SA
How old do you look: 16? No idea
How old do you act: Hyper - 2, Emo - 17
Glasses/Contacts: No
Braces: Use to..
Do you have any pets?: Nopers
You get embarrassed?: Not really..
What makes you happy?: Ry and Friends
What upsets you?: Almost everything but Ry, lol

[finish the sentence...]
I Love to... play music, be with ry
I'm Annoyed by... parents, school.. bio..
I Want to be... a university student..

[Which of ONE of your friends]

Tall: Adric
Short: Sam
Cute: Lexington!
Funny: Ry :D
Nerd: Ry
Loser: Sam
Annoying: N/A
Sexy: all of them!
Good in bed: *nods* all of them ;)
Good Listener: Ry, Serge, Marie, Jocelyn
Great for advice: Ry, Serge, Marie
You miss the most: Eric...
Good Kisser: Well then.. Given the fact I've only kissed like 3 of them.. Ry
Best Hair: LEX! cause its curly!
Best Clothes: Jocelyn.. soft pants
Smart: Ry
Sporty: Alex maybe?
Likes Math: *blinks*
Relationship Material: Ry, Jocelyn,
One night stand material: I dunno

[Bold the ones that apply to you]
001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning..
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of Canada
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my girlfriend!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had someone threaten the cops on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Danchan or Livejournal.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089: I love my best friends
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".

139096 | Posted by spidey101 at 20:22 | [0] have touched my special place

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How they stood in the rain..

Life is a very interesting game, and it's getting to be alot of fun lately. (Okay.. that was lame.. but hey)
Everything has been going pretty good, I mean I got an 83% average 1st semester. I'm actually doing well in my academics, and I just recently started my biology course in night school. I'm pretty excited about that..

I'm a little bored right now, but Ry and I are waiting for American Idol to start at 9. So it'll soon get interesting, I have a craving for Subway, but i'll get some tomorrow maybe..

School has been pretty uber lately. I'm highly enjoying my Canadian & World Issues class, I have an assignment due soon.. I better get crackin.

Well I'm through with updating, lol, I believe Ry and Jocelyn are my only readers anyways, and well considering Ry practically lives with me, and Jocelyn one of the people I talk to most online.. and I don't really need anywhere to vent. Therefore, this MIGHT and probably will be my last post. Thankies!

Tootlez!

137173 | Posted by spidey101 at 20:53 | [1] have touched my special place

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Not anymore.

Well, this Valentine's weekend hasn't been all that shabby! hehe, got to spend time with my Ry, she's uber and I'd do anything for her. :D

Well for this years Valentine's day, I believe Ry and I are trying something different then what most couples are going to be doing. Stupid mushy gushy day! lol We've decided to treat two of our single friends.. to a night out, and a few minor surprises! Hopefully they could both make it, yall know who you are. :) If not.. well bring it to you *nods proudly* lol,

Well I think im done here.. Whats everyone doing next weekend??

136855 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:44 | [1] have touched my special place

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I meant to be there.

This is awsome, I can quote Spiderman 2, wootage. lol I'm at laurentian right now, Ry's in her Bio Lab and I'm well in the library on their computers cause her laptop battery is dead.. was dead before I even got to it.. *shrugs* Today's going to be a pretty good day, I mean.. Hanging out with Ry.. sleeping in her bio class from 11:30- Hanging out with Lex, Jocelyn and everybody.. it'll be uber! then come home for a nice CSI! hehe
I got a kool computer game for 5$ yesterday!! It's awsome, Castle Seige.. It's kinda not too high-tech, but that dosn't matter 5$ hehe, I was going to get another one but I thought they were 20$ each.. Then I got to the counter and she's like thatll be 5$.. so i creamed my pants... yeah that was fun.. lol jk.
I went to movies last night to see White Noise.. a crappy ending.. "hey i have an idea! Let's kill off the main character!" lol fool.. "AND bend his legs in awkward ways.." eh marie? lol,

HEHE I got an acceptance letter from College Boreal already.. Feb. 1st! That's so early.. *proud* to bad my french is terrible and I couldnt even understand the letter.. lol, I was like uhh... does it say i got in? or thank you for applying you peice of sh*t? hmm... lol, so I got my mom to tell me.. I got in to both prgms I applied for.. wootage.. too bad I kinda just wanna go to Laurentian.. but hey.. I can deal with a ... French.. computers :( .. course... yeah.. over.. drama and music.. I can deal with it.. lol, oh well

Anywho.. I'm gettin hungry.. and if i leave now theirs a chance I might be able to find the Tim hortons somewhere in this school.. and then sit outside the Frazier Auditorium and wait for Biology class!!! hehe Ry dosnt want to introduce me to Meghan cause I told her if Meghan puts ry down one more time Ima beat her senseless.. so now were sitting in the back of the class.. *shrugs* Ill still get her if she puts my Ry down.. *mumbles*bloody Christians.. hehe my new saying.. blame the christians for everything I say!!! lol jk.. it's just fun to say it..

Leaving now..
bye
"Well, there was this one obnoxious usher.. someones gotta talk to that usher *click*"

136469 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:32 | [0] have touched my special place

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Thanks for the good news!

Watchin spiderman 2! I'm in a good mood right now.. I miss Ry, but shes at work, baby sitting. The usual! hehe, but Friday will be our 6 months! Which kicks ass! hehe, best relationship ever. :)

I found a way around my defective keyboard! The stupid disability thing, On-Screen keyboard! LoL... man I'm a dork.
Well I dont have much to update so i leave you with a quote!

"Hi? What's hi? Can I spend it?"
hehe i love this movie

136325 | Posted by spidey101 at 22:40 | [1] have touched my special place

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quiz..2

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to.

003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies.

010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.

013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.

019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.

022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid

025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning..
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of Canada
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
048. I think that I'm popular.

049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.

052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop. need… mall… real mall…
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my girlfriend!
058. I don't hate anyone.

059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone. I still need to learn my number…
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.

073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex. me…. Shy…?
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. 085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Danchan or Livejournal.087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089: I love my best friends

091. I watch soap operas whenever I can. Not my fault! It’s Jess!
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.

104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.

107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.,
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I don't change who I am for someone else. 120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.

123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have once had mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I've drove to a different state to see a band I like.
137. I am the most overanalytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.

139. I don't listen to much music.
140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. I love sex;)
144. I wanna go home
145. I don’t know what I would do without my friends.
146. Christmas threw up in my dorm room and I love it.
147. Friends is one of my favorite TV shows.
148. I'm hungry.
149. I'm watching the weather channel at the moment.
150. I Hate My Life
151. I Hate My Parents!
152: I'm realizing now that people are hypocritical and very fake.
153. I absolutely love the O.C
154. I'm a dreamer.
155. I've met a member of a boy band.
156. I have broken a bone in another state.
157. I hate my teachers!!!
158. I tend to want what I can't have, and when I can have it I don't deserve it.
159. Watch 23 overs of TV straight ever..
160. I hate blog quizes.

136039 | Posted by spidey101 at 15:25 | [0] have touched my special place

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**QUIZ**

Neat little quiz thing:
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Seline
Sexy (oh yeah)
Loser

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
Super Spidey
Mornin Sunshine..
Boo...

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
I can play guitar and drums
I can make people laugh
Ì`ve got uber friends

THREE THINGS YOU HATE/DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Im messy
Lazy
Hungry

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
French
English
*blinks*

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Clowns
The Dark
Ex`s (yes Sam that means you!)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Ry
Food
Air

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Boxers
Ry`s Misfits Sweater
Rage Against machine t-shit

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
AFI
Coheed and Cambria
TFN

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Coheed and Cambria - the Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops song

AFI - Morning Star

Spiderman Theme

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Get a job..
3some ;)
Actually keep my workout schedual

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
Ry
Ry
Ry

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I'm not not gay
I'm 5'3
I like monkeys

THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
lol nothing haha
uhm.. blue eyes

THREE *PHYSICAL* THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
lol, haha,
Long hair
blue or brown eyes
my height or shorter

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Apparently Lie..
Fly :(
Beat Lex at Tony Hawk

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
Video games
Snowboarding
Acting

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Ry
Jocelyn
Dominique

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Musician
Actor / Comedian
CSI!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
England
Alaska
Whistler BC

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Play music in front of thousands of people LIVE
Act in a big production
Achieve something and be known for it

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR [ELSE]...
Uhh..
lol no one HAS to do this.. i was just bored

135965 | Posted by spidey101 at 13:41 | [0] have touched my special place

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Now you know..

**Warning Long Post Ahead**

Well I havn't updated for a long.. long time.. but that's okay cause there is maybe a total of 3 people who might actually read my blog, so thats quite alright.. I'm mainly posting this for RY

I dont get out of school at 1:30 today.. sorry sweetie.. I'll be outside Mckenzie entrance at 2:40ish. If your not there i'll walk home, no worriez. I'll try calling you at the end of lunch, I'm on msn right now.. hoping you'll get on soon.

I finished my music video to Blink 182 - Aliens Exist.. It turned out pretty good, its kinda crappy but for my first video it aint too horrible.. I'll be putting it up on my new site
http://www.freewebs.com/stanleystudios
It's getting there..Soon enough it'll be up and running and updated weekly.. soon as I find a scanner i could use weekly.

This not being an emo post, I'd still like to state that alot of people are assholes. :D Just a random statement in which everyone can relate to. With that said.. I can't wait til saturday..

Winter-een-mas!!! Video games!! Sexy people!! *drools* Hopefully everyone shows up this time! But so far it's looking pretty good, if dad says yes that is. If not, I'm sure I could find a place..
Dominique might be coming that's really awsome, because I havn't seen her in a long time.. and she's really uber to hang out with.. Can you imagine!? being surrounded by Ry, dominique AND Jocelyn??? *day dreams*

lol On a crappier side... Self Inanimate is dead. In my opinion it was dead a long time ago, but oh well. Joe quit, and now Ry and I are looking for a non Christian, guitarist/bassist/vocalist.. If you are any of the above.. and you would like to join a musical group.. who hopes to cover a few AFI, Alexisonfire and other songs.. Let us know? Wootage..
Jocelyn! Me and Ry were thinking.. if you could sing.. and we started a lttle girl acoustic band thingy, you should be our main vocalist *nods* Just a thought.

On the lighter side, my bedroom has officially been spidey'ed up! With the new sheet set, curtains, pillowcase and comforter my room is now gorgeous.. minus the mess on the floor.
Well I think that's all i really need to update, Have a good week everybody!

****SPECIAL CONGRATS' TO JOCELYN AND AMANDA****
Jocelyn is Jack in LoEllen's Musical, Into the Woods
and
Amanda is part of the cast of the STC(or cambrian, i forget)Musical, Oliver!

Good job

135493 | Posted by spidey101 at 11:16 | [6] have touched my special place

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If she only knew..

This is going to be a sappy entry, so if your not into that leave right now. lol :)

I've officially been extremly happy for the past 5 months. It's so much different then any other relationship I've ever been in. It's amazing.. I've never been able to be this happy before, there was always something in the way.. and now Ry is just.. well uber. I never know what to say, and I wish there was something I can say or do, but itll never be enough.. but one of these days i'll find a way.. :) Ry.. I love you alot.. and happy 5 months.. (a day late.. but I spent it with you yesterday hehe)

133597 | Posted by spidey101 at 11:24 | [0] have touched my special place

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Get your pretty little portfolio off my desk before I go into a diabetic coma

Hey All,
Welcome back to school, with a head ache, sore throat, hurting ankle, and uber tired of doom. But I'm still happy, my essay is due tomorrow! I get to have time to go to the library and get those quotes for my essay, i get to come to class.. and not miss drama.

Hurray!! Well, I'm officially doing Green Day - Boulevard of broken dreams for my Com. Tech. Independant project. I'm making a music video, wootage.

well im done here, laters

133265 | Posted by spidey101 at 8:44 | [0] have touched my special place

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I was in the neighborhood

Hey Everybody,
Well that was an entertaining night! LoL Thanks for having us over Alex.. you so funny when your "fukk you" lol

Soo.. left early cause Ry is going to Yanis's.. and now I'm yet again, working on this craptacular essay of mine. All about political manipulation! whooo really cares... bah bah blah....lol, I barely even know what I'm talking about in the essay.. but Ry is helping me so itll be okay!

I'm jamming out with joe, and sleeping at my dad's house, so I wont even have the internet, but video games... ohh the video games.. and Ry im going to bring your acoustic and see if I can come up with another hit song.. lol, *My grandmother's a nazi.. theres nothing i can do* wootage..

well then.. I'm in a pretty okay mellow mood. Just tired I guess? Meh! Havnt seen joe in a while, so itll be fun when we jam out.

With that said, I'm off to try and complete this essay of doom.
Until next time, ;)
Tootlez

133033 | Posted by spidey101 at 10:34 | [0] have touched my special place

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Give this man $100 and a bar of soap

Hey Everybody,
Hope everyone had awsome holidays, spend the last few days having fun! Woot! hehe
My holidays were pretty awsome, best Christmas.. I've ever had. :) Christmas Eve could of been better though, I was so anxious for it too.
See, now that I live with my mom, and parents are 100% divorced, officially and legally, I barely see dad. Not because him and mom hate each other, but because he's always at his little girl friend's house. So when mom asked me to spend Christmas Eve with dad, I got really happy, figured it be just me, my brother and Dad. Soo Ry and I hang out at the house, dad shows up, Ry goes to her house.. but of course, dad isn't alone. When it finally is just the 3 of us, he explains that he is going to get ready so he can go eat supper at her house, with her family, and if we want to we are more then welcome. Usually it wouldnt be sucha big deal, if I wouldn't of gotten my hopes up.. so we open our gifts from dad ar about 9pm Christmas Eve and then we leave.. I get dad to drop me off at Ry's house. Spending time over there is always great, I get along pretty good with all of her siblings, and her parental units. Go me! Dad picks me up at 11:45. I sleep. Wake up at 9am, Christmas morning, by dad telling me he's leaving to go to her house.

Fun stuff eh. Christmas was awsome though. It made up for it, and then some! I love the christmas supper at my grandparents house. Me and My cousins all get along, it's great. :) Me and Matt were playing around with Ethan's (3-4 years old) Hot Wheels tracks he got from our uncle. lol yeah.. he shouldve bought us that toy.. lol,

Well in total, I believe this is all I got for Christmas :

- Spiderman 2 DVD
- Spiderman 2 PS2 Game
- Final Fantasy X-2 PS2 Game
- Big orange hoody that says "Distorted" on the front
- Two T-shirts: 1 that says, "Do not Disturb : Already Disturbed" and the other "I am not a complete idiot : Several Parts are missing"

- A Spiderman Calander
- Spiderman Pillow, towel and face cloth
- Guitar Scale Poster
- Money and Gift Certificates
- New Pearl Bass Drum Pedal
- Spiderman Key Chains
- Broken Laptop in which the keys "c" and "f" dont work
- Spiderman 2 sound track
- Toronto Maple Leafs PJ's
- Candy canes, and picks!

and a snow skateboard, which me and mom are going to buy after the holidays.
lol Thats alot.. more then I needed but I'm extremely happy nonetheless

This is a pretty big entry, oh well. Deal with it :P
I went skiing yesterday. With my mom, Robby and Melissa. Rob's my mom's cuz and thats his wife. Skiing was awkwardly fun.. I rather snowboard, but because I didnt grab it from Dad's and they didn't rent out snowboards.. I was quite disapointed, but oh well. I caught on pretty fast, fell a few times but nothing to bad.. still really sore though.. probably cause I've been VERY lazy during these holidays, and thats the most exercise I've gotten since walking up the school stairs, or last time I went to the gym.

Well then, With ALL of that said. I'm going to sleep, Ry's already asleep and it's been bout 2 hours of that! I've worked on my essay.. well.. as much as I can get done with the state of mind I'm in at the moment.. not very creative.. Soo I'm off to bed!
Happy Holidays Everybody.. Have an Awsome new years.. and the following quotes are either from me, or from various movies I've watched..

"Follow your dreams! Only then will you find the blue monkey"
"Welcome to my new submarine, its long, hard and full of sea men!"
"Would you like a schmoke and a pancake?"
"Sorry I don't speak freaky deaky dutch"
"Why can't we all ...just... Get along!"
"How bout noo, you freak dutch basturd"
"There are two things I cant stand in this world, people who are inconsiderate of other peoples cultures... and the dutch"

gnite

132752 | Posted by spidey101 at 0:41 | [0] have touched my special place

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You sure you want to know

Hey Everyone!
Tomorrow is *hristmas eve!! Hurray! I'm going to be at my dad's house.. *omputerless.. but oh well.. who needs a puter when its XMAS!!! For the first *hristmas in a long time I a*tually have no idea what I'm getting from my parents! It's kinda mysteriously awsome! Me and Ry openned our gifts from Joe, THANKS JOE!!!! Ry got the *SI game, and I got Final Fantasy X-2 .. Wikked awsome! Thanks alot Joe Joe!!

Well if your wondering why there are alot of random *'s in my paragraph, well i you look *losely.. there all where the letter... between X and V is... sounds like "see" lol... well see... my mother keeps pop and drinks around the laptop, and i had a**idently spilled some.. and now that letter dosnt work, and the spa*e bar is a little off, and the F and V need to be pushed hard for them to work lol

I'm sorry guys i havnt been able to really afford gifts for anyone.. Ill make it up to you ;) Jo*elyn I'm gona try to get yu that Little Mermaid movie.. would you prefer the first or se*ond one?
Joe .. Ry and I are working on your gift dont you worry!

well then.. I hope everyone has an awsome *hristmas! Hope to see alot of yous at the TFN basement *on*ert Jan 2nd.
I am off to play FFX-2

132156 | Posted by spidey101 at 20:14 | [3] have touched my special place

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You do too much

Hey Everyone,
Well last day of school.. but it's not really like we have much class, we have 40 minute classes in the morning.. all 4.. Then LUNCH and the Christmas Assembly. Eventful day dontchya think?

Yesterday was fun! My and Ry went Christmas Shopping, then went out to eat with Alex and Stevo at King's Buffet! (Ya'll don't worry about being late, it's all good!) It was funny... cause Ry and I were there about an hour and a half early.. so, we got to play several fun games of hangman, and laugh at the looks we got from the waitress. When we heard about the company being late.. we made even more jokes and more games of hangman.. the second the walked in the door, we ran towards the buffet tables. Mmm mmm.. how good that food was after being around it for so long.. lol and then all back to Nursall's hosue for a fun little CSI RE-RUN PARTY! *shakes fist* stupid re-runs... oh well! It's still CSI.

Now.. I'm trying my hardest to get out of Drama today, by comming to see Mr Pidutti the guidance councelor in charge of University Applications and asking for an appointment during that time.. Wootage

I got a candygram.. lol Thanks for warning me Alex.. I might have been a little scared. "ITS A BOMB!"

Well im off to get that candygram, and my apointment for 2nd period

Tootlez
Merry christmaz everybodys

131619 | Posted by spidey101 at 8:24 | [2] have touched my special place

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Never fails

My Grandmother's a Nazi

I live with my gramma, cause she's closer to school
I know that she'd tell you, I'm living like a fool
Deadbeat, loser, call me what you want to call me
Failure, Late again, nothing will get through to me

(*Insert a 2nd verse here*)

My Grandmother's a Nazi, there's nothing I can do,
She critizes anything and everything I do
No she dosn't worship hitler but I might've been better off
Cause she wont stop nagging,
no she wont stop nagging,
She just wont lay off

(*Insert a 3rd verse here*)

Clean your room, make your bed, take care of your laundry
Do this, Do that, Anything to haunt me
Clean your room, make your bed, take care of your laundry
Do this, Do that, Anything to haunt me

My Grandmother's a Nazi
It's a figure of speech
My Grandmother's a nazi
No.. not litterly

My Grandmother's a Nazi, there's nothing I can do,
She critizes anything and everything I do
No she dosn't worship hitler but I might've been better off
Cause she wont stop nagging,
no she wont stop nagging,
She just wont lay off

*Accapella*
My Grandmother's a Nazi, there's nothing I can do,
She critizes anything and everything I do

*Music Comes In*
No she dosn't worship hitler but I might've been better off
Cause she wont stop nagging,
no she wont stop nagging,
She just wont lay off

131217 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:09 | [0] have touched my special place

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I wish I could tell you how I feel..

Hey people,
Shows shows shows, and more shows. I'm so stumped with stuff to do.. Get a job, Play for my show's, go to Ry's show, babysitt, go to Marie's... not enough time to do this.. bah!
*mumbles* Why is everything so cramped up! Grumble... maybe charity can find someone else, but i dont want to let her down.. maybe i can just say if she dosnt find someone else ill do it. I don't want to miss your show Ry! but I don't wanna ditch Marie either.. ahhhhhhhhhhh she owes me a kiss too!!! and I havnt seen one of ry's shows.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Alright now that I'm done ranting.
How's everyone? Good? gooD? I didn't mess up crapshooters yesterday.. were playing crapshooters, bushel and a peck and take back your mink in the music n motion show.. and guitar ensemble.. lol im sucha nerd.. "grab your classical guitars and music!" wootage! lol

Have a good day everyone! Hopefully your schedual dosnt smash together like mine!

130709 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:01 | [3] have touched my special place

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Ladies and gentlemen, fasten your seat belts

Hey peoples.
I'm finally doing something in recitals. Chris, Charity and I are going to present the short musical skit... My Grandmother's a Nazi. It'll be funny, i like it. Well Im officially hooked on the Xbox, it's kind of funny.. if i get bored of sims i can play halo 2.. lol, Wootage!

Ry, je t'aime beaucoup and I can't wait to see you in the variety show, youll rock my socks! Cheer up emo kid!

Well I'm gona go,
tootlez

130603 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:20 | [1] have touched my special place

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This is why only fools are heroes..

Hey Everyone,
This have been a little rocky lately, been busy with everything.. But that's gonna change.. hopefully. I'm officially helping in the planning of a 7 day cruise with / for 6 of my friends.. I know it's kinda a waste of money, but hey it's like the last time pretty much I'll be able to hang out with these friends, and I've never EVER "spoiled" myself before... so.. here goes nothing eh? So far, it is, Chris, Charity, Joe and I.. Trying to convince a couple other people.. lol,

I've been mellowed out lately, it's a little weird.. i mean, I have no reason for it.. but still it's there.. *shrugs* It really brings me down though.. I've been so exausted lately.. and I havn't been doing much but I guess subconsciously I MUST be doing alot for me to be worn down like this..
Tomorrow we are officially beginning the shooting for our music video of : "Underneath It All" Beginning with the class room scene.. it's gona be pretty cool..

I went to my dad's house yesterday.. He lives on a lake.. and has a really nice view from the living room window. I like it..
Well, I think im done for a while
ttyl

Tootlez peoples..

"You had me at dick fuck assholes"

130348 | Posted by spidey101 at 8:54 | [4] have touched my special place

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Here's the real truth..

Too much things to get done, not enough will power to do it all. I have to get this music video on the road.. start doing the class homework in Tech, practice my guitar stuff, do my english independent study, and do all the work i have in drama, catch up.. figure out if my play is being pulled from mini's figure out who reese chose to be the actors, Get 15$, buy christmas presents.. be creative.. finish a song before recitals..

I could probably do something more productive now, but well today wore me out.. I missed class because I had to go to my great uncle's funeral. That was fun. It was nice to be around family though, but would have been nicer if I didn't need someone to die to come hang out with my family.

I'm extremely sore, and I have no reason for it. My right shoulder and bicep is just killing me, and the pain only started to kick in after mom and I got home from the funeral and lunch at Vikki's. Weird...

I can't wait for this all to pass, *mumbles* Chris is taking his X box back.. just when I was getting good at the game.. oh well. I can't wait to get my own.. I've become an addict for the game, It's almost like a stress relief. Creeeppyy..

Ry is at school until late.. Kinda poopy, but i get to spend time with her tomorrow *dances* Thursday, my favourite day of the week, because no matter what, I usually get to see Ry.. CSI! is on.. it is just generally a great day..

Well this is quite a long post.. I think I'm done for the night.

129890 | Posted by spidey101 at 18:38 | [1] have touched my special place

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Not everyone is meant to make a difference..

Well this weekend has officially been very tiring.. Not from doing much but the emotional stress I suppose? There seems to be something wrong with my family, everyone is either suffering from depression, some kind of disease, and the small percentage of us are actually happy.. Even the ones that seem like there happy.. one minute there smiling, the other there buried 6 feet under..
Another one bites the dust
I'm not really emo, or even slightly upset.. Just makes me think alot, that's all. Is it wrong to not be sad in a situation like this one? Instead of spending time with my family and help them cope, I sit at home with a friend or two playing Halo 2? I don't know, my mother seems to think so. The disapointment sound in her voice..
"So.. your not going to come to see the family with me?" .. "no.. everyone is depressed, i don't need to be around that..." .. "Okay, See you later"

Meh.. Well, Chris is comming over.. This is gona boost my energy level, Tootles everyone.

129483 | Posted by spidey101 at 13:19 | [2] have touched my special place

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Can I do anything for you?

Hey everyone!
The show is OVER!! ITS OVER!! bruahahahaha!!! I have a life *dances* 90% average here i come.. lol, I didn't mind the show, but it was dragging, and I was exausted.. Finally have time to just chill and calm down. Amen,

Anyone got plans for Christmas + New Years? Anyone want to make plans for them holidays? Huge party of some sort or what not? *shrugs*

Anyone selling any ps2 games? Or games for the following systems or the actual system, N64, super nintendo, GameCube, Xbox, Dreamcast, Virtual Boy, Nintendo DS, Gameboy Advance.. LET ME KNOW DEAL?

I gotta go, mom has decided to treat me with good food! Tootlez

128692 | Posted by spidey101 at 18:21 | [0] have touched my special place

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She looks at me everyday.

Wenesday, the longestmost dreadful of all days. The only good thing that happens today is.. I get a telephone number! Though I don't remember what the # is now, but I have a telephone tonight! Tonight is going to be a FFX night.. most likely alone. Ry has school until 10ish. If the phone dosn't get connected, I have no way of communicating with the outside world, other then Ry's cell phone. Though I don't want to use it, and rack up minutes on her phone.

I have a matine today, with Guys and Dolls, had one yesterday too. Friday is going to be my worst show, lol, EVERYONE is coming to see it on that day: Mom, mer(grandmother), Ry, Grammy(her grandmother), Marie.. hopefully!, maybe Lex, Jocelyn, Adric. LoL I hope I don't mess up.. Thanks fer coming everybody, yall rock!

Things have been pretty good lately. It's kind of funny, cause I've started talking to Sam lately, aka "the ex" lol, but we're getting along great which is really cool. It's kind of weird how even if at one point in time, you crush each others heart in two, how you can actually have a friendship afterward. Meh, it's awsome.

Je suis, en pain! no not bread.. if your french. LoL My back is killing me. It's been a pain lately, same with my neck and the back of my head. Oh well, I'm in Com. Tech. Class so I might as well try and do work, even though I'm not going to, I have to leave in 25 minnutes to get ready for the show anyways.

Later peoples.

128310 | Posted by spidey101 at 8:58 | [2] have touched my special place

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You and me… We're exceptional...

Yet again, life has turned around and showed me how awsome things can get. This weekend was fun, I had Guys and Dolls, Saturday was an awful show, but Sunday wasn't too shabby! Saturday was a fun day though.. Alex's surprise party! Woot! The biggest suprise was Biff hiding underneath the couch and grabbing her foot. :)
It's entertaining how we still play spin the bottle even though, 2 of us are in university, the youngest MIGHT be 16, and still we find ourselves giggling and the room is filled by uncontrollable(sp?) laughter. I think it's funny, but hey what ever makes people laugh is an awsome thing right? Who cares how childish it might be, awsome suprise party! Happy birthday Alex! AND Be-lated b-day to BIFF!

Yesterday I had Ry and Joe spend the night, but before Joe showed up me and Ry had sometime to ourselves and it was awsome cause we were just kinda sitting there, I had my arms around her and it was awsome.. I don't think I've ever been happier. Sorry if this is upper mushy lovey dovey of doom for some of you's but I think at one point in time, everyone should just take time to appreciate what they have.. am I right? Even if it's just a really good friend, I just happen to be lucky since August. :)
I love you Ry!

128171 | Posted by spidey101 at 9:19 | [2] have touched my special place

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Because you never know when some lunatic will come along with a sadistic choice.

Hello Everyone.
I havn't updated in quite a while because I've been busy with everything. Moving, the Musical, school. Everything's beginning to be very stressful, it's driving me insane.
My mind is driving me up the wall.. I don't know what to do, it's confusing the hell out of me. Obviously everyone who reads this will actually be kind of curious about what this "thing" is.. and honestly I don't even know. It's one of those things that creeps up in your mind and then you don't want to believe it's real.. well I don't think its real. I hope it isnt..
Anyways.. enough of this..
Come see Guys and Dolls.. hopefully I wont screw up in The Crapshooter's song....

127884 | Posted by spidey101 at 21:50 | [3] have touched my special place

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You know who I am..

I'm at school right now! Waiting for rehearsal to start. from 2 - 6 NOt to shabby. I'm having a great weekend.. Yesterday's rehearsal was shitty though, but life goes on. We should be officially moved in within 2 weeks! I'm really excited, even though the blue in my room is fairly ugly, and my room is uberly small compared to now, but! Life is still good.

Thursday was 3 months for Ry and I, which uberly rocked, it landed on a CSI night, which both of us are completely hypnotized by. WE got to spend lots of time together.. :)

Emo-ness of doom. People are getting emo, and I can't help them! It makes me angry \ emo, but majority of them are getting better. For all of my emo friends. I STILL LOVE YOU!!!!

Ry is going to the guys and dolls show on the 19th! It's a friday.. for any of you's who want to come and dont want to be alone.. :)

Life is good!!!

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