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The life and mind of The Pest
Greetings fellow mortals. Welcome to the world that is my life. These are my thoughts feelings and the goings on of my benign existance. Enjoy, and comment if you will. Hopefully it's not too somber or the least bit contrived.
last modified May 21, 2004 at 14:41
Thou hast withered away in the toils of thine life. Thy flesh feeds more unto the sins procured in haste. Lest thy lusts and incestuous feedings claim thee, set free your spirit o'er the damn'd fortunes of life. Let worms cast thine lips unto the worms of corruption.
Sorry, I've been reading Hamlet in English lately. *smirk*
Anyway, got my SAT scores in a while ago, I score 1000, 510 on Verbal, 490 on Math. I'm bummed about it though. It seemed a lot easier than what they made it out to be, and I was hoping on about 100-200 more than what I got. It's gyped, but whatever.
Sheldon Jackson College in Sitka, Alaska accepted me, and Northwest Christian College in Eugene, Oregon has pretty much accepted me, all I have to do is send my official high school transcripts. I haven't heard hide or hair from Colorado University about my being accepted, so I'm going to try to call this week and see what the deal is. I'm getting anxious about it because I feel God directing me to go there. Bah. I hate this whole college thing. Pray for me, would ya? Things are getting rather close to graduation, and getting a little hairy here around my house. soon we're to completely revamp the house in order to house my party for graduation, but things are getting so pluh that I just want it done and over with. Oh Lord, what on earth am I to do??
Anyhow, I'm off, shall start "revamping" the house. Enjoy your week, ya'll. Blessings.
Bad gag. No marriage. Generally Chris' idea. My expansion. Lemme explain.
Chris and I have been friends for a long time, and his parents are seemingly fond of me. Well, they've been bugging him about asking me out, and of course he'd told me this each time they did. Out of my sick humor, I suggested that we tell them he proposed, we were to wed sometime in the future, and scare them out of their skulls. He thought the idea would be absolutely, horribly funny. So the gag was that he tells them he's engaged to me, and to prove it, to look at the address of my blog. Two days ago he confirmed they looked at it, and were shocked out of their socks. Well, now I'm telling you it's not true, and he's going to keep up with the prank on his parents so long as he can. He'll probably have me talk to them or something...I'll play along. But yeah....we're both bad at pranks....and if you couldn't tell - what was a week or so prior to the announcement? Ha ha, fool you.
Don't shoot me...unless its with a smart shot. *sheepish grin* Peace? *holds fingers up in peace sign*
I was going to announce it yesterday, but his name is Christopher Tyson W. (no last names my doll doesn't need a stalker besides me) and we got engaged on the tenth. I wasn't going to post on the RI, so I told ya'll to come here. Anyway, he's 19, dark blonde hair, blue eyes. We don't plan on marrying until after my second year in college, but he wanted to "secure me" before someone else tried to snatch me up. We've been friends for three years, so another two years, courting under the title of fiancee works for me. He likes quads, biking, anything outdoorsy and especially me. We'll be setting a wedding date. Anyway, I better get going, he's done cooking dinner...spaghetti. Night!
my step mom. I wrote this in a different journal online (I'm not posting the address for that O-Journ, but this is what I had to say for it:
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Life really sucks at this point. Last November, my dad remarried, and she's 20, a small 3 years older than me. I find it to be disgusting, and so do a lot of my family and friends. Sometimes I feel like ripping her head off of her neck because she acts so childish around him, and is purposefully shoving me out of his life. He sees it, and has even talked to me about it, the thing is he wants the relationship to work, considering pretty much every other relationship he's been in hasn't worked out, at least as far as females go. My mom he divorced, one woman he dated took off on him, another just wasn't all that appealing to him, and two women were there, but there was nothing serious. I'm the last one in the house as far as his children go, and I'm suspecting he decided to be with a girl so young is that not only is she possibly going to stick around, but she's going to still be young enough to take care of and "teach". The main problem with this idea, if it is a true theory of mine, is that she is very controlling and very demanding of him as well as of me.
Now what I'm wondering is her attitude and the way she treats me a form of abuse or just crap that I can probably take without telling someone of authority around me. Because my life has gotten really hard since he married her. I've been buying my own food with my money I make at work, as well as paying my own cellphone bill, I rarely hear him ask me about school, and anything I do around this house usually has to go through my stepmom before I do it. I had to wait for her answer in order to go to prom the weekend of the 27th of March because she didn't want me taking the car. She nearly ruined it for me, and luckily a friend of my convinced her dad to let us take their Jimmy (although that night was just crazy beyond that). Although I did use the car to go to my SAT's test that same day. I feel like I'm unwanted in this household, more-so by my step-mom than my dad, which is why I think I have trust and love issues...lack of needed love at home.It almost makes me want to cry, but I firmly believe God is standing right by me through all of it. He wouldn't put me through this crap without good reason anyway; it's a kind of refining process. Anyway, it's 11:5p.m. my time and I have work in the morning. God Bless.
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I'll post about my weekend another time, right now it's too late. G'night.
Yea, I know, two months since I've posted anything on my blog, but don't shoot! I have good reasoning and whatnot for destroying my tiny little fingertips. School, work, little sleep.
School is interesting, as I am nearing the end of it. Senior project is nearly done, and I'm so thankful to God that I had the chance to do it, but more so that it's nearly over. Lemme tell ya, if your not Christian, go see "The Passion" and read my paper, you'll be believing (I should hope). I have the final paper due April 2, and the presentation is in May. If completed with a good grade, I graduate. If not, I do the project over again and then I graduate without the ceremony.
Went to prom this weekend, and man was it wild. First, the girl I was riding with burned a hole in her dress (don't ask), I accidentally bumped into a van with no damage, spilled soda on my friends nylons, got pulled over by police and DIDN'T get a ticket (he said it was a prom present to my friend and I), got to the army base where the dance was and got lost for 15 minutes, and then finally started having fun when I saw an old friend of mine, someone whom I didn't recognize but recognized me, and a lot of my classmates who were as they say, smashing. We went home around midnight, about 20 minutes from town switched drivers (she doesn't have a liscense) so I wouldn't fall asleep at the wheel, and proceeded to fall asleep 5 minutes after the switch. I was house sitting this weekend as well, and lemme tell ya, that dog takes up a lot of the bed.
This next week, April 2-9 is spring break, and I'm spending the 2-5 traveling to see my sister, JC, and his parents. It should prove to be a superb weekend and I can't wait. This past weekend I was supposed to meet my long-lost friend (well we never actually have met) Chris, but he got a little hung up on his trip from Arizona to here to Alaska, so I'm gonna have to meet him some other time. I'm planning on living in Denver, CO after graduation (so long as I graduate) and hopefully, upon acception to CU@Denver, I'm going to go, and I really hope I get accepted, because the only college that's accepted me thus far is Sheldon Jackson in Alaska, and much as I'd like to meet Chris, I'd rather not freeze my tootsies off, considering I'm nearly freezing my fingers off here and it's about 20 outside right now *shudders*. Um, can't think of anything else to update. Keep praying for me and my family...lots of wierd things afoot. Good night and God Bless!!
Unyodels!!!
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