Silence Is Golden

hari nih aku lebih byk memerhati.dua tiga hari nih memang aku agak bad tempered.but not amongs my friends.juz i dont know why, when i see the face of the children.. its juz seems not very right. 
 
masuk ke kelas student aku macam dah tau.mereka lebih byk memberikan kerjasama.tapi yang 'slack' nye kat situh...aku la..aku pulak yang malas nak mengaja.pengajaran hari nih macam hambar..not anxious explaining things..last-last ,waktu rehat aku,aku habiskan disurau..ergh..tidor laaa..malas nak pikir.pikir apa tomei?? 
 
byk bender yang aku pikirkan...pasal die,pasal kerja,pasal kengkawan,pasal duit,pasal family,pasal keta.dan pusing-pusing mesti pasal die balik..cheh..tader mender lain ke nak pikir.pelan-pelan aku tarik drawer aku aku amik sampul surat warna biru yang semalam aku sorok.aku bukak dan aku tgk muke die lama lama..dalam hati aku,sebenarnye..aku risau yang aku dgn die nih tak lama...macam sejarah lama aku dulu..susah bila ada kasta nih..makin lama aku tatap,makin sayu lak hati nih. 
 
once my pops said that i've to make decision for myself,and he really want the best for me and from me.and that's including my marriage life..and he stressed that i should not play with someone heart..because the consequence and impact is very big that i cant imagine... aku sendri pun tak paham what actually i felt.. the next thing i know was, my tears we're falling like rain.and thank god i've got a few good friends that i can share with;after that day.. (thnx cnma,shuth,kak zie,sue..you've been really kind to give your piece of thought!!) 
 
and now,the huricane comes again...mulanya aku terasa dengan kelakuan dia..dan yang bagusnya dia tak pandai memujuk..seperti biasa kata maaf yang terbit..dan sekarang dia diam...tanpa berita.sebenarnya aku ni siapa dan di mana??

by tomei on 2 Oct 2003 at 8:29

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