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aahhhh
i dunno what happened to me
right now i feel like wanna scream
and throw everything that on my sight
life;s sucks
and im one emotional girl
i feel so fucking stupid right now
its all about him
about the way we living right now
i want to be free from him
but at the same time
i want him in my life
cause i know nobody will love me the way he loves me
aaaahhhhh~
im soooo fucked up right now
i betrayed everything i promise him
im aint a good girl after all
right now how i wish he slept with another girl
so that he feel as guilty as i am right now
i betrayed him so badly
i wish we move to another country
so that not a single thing can escape from this little town
not a single story about me
i dunno
i feel soooo fucked up
i even rehearse the break up plan
altho i know i will never do that
why now i behaves badly
why not before
why now!!!!
damn it
life is unfair
freedom is for wrong people
how i wish my bf is a playa
who flirt with other women
who i know i'll break up with him eventually
why do i have to meet somebody so loving right now
and i cant even love him the way he loves me
?
i dunno
i messed up everything
last modified May 15, 2004 at 1:37
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