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still feeling sad about the current situation
the reason he wants to work abroad
is to find some money to pay my credit card bill
and also to save some money for our marriage
he want to give me more than $10,000 as hantaran
because he is so proud of me
and because i graduated from oversea too
but i dun need that
except the credit card bill
all i need is a decent ceremony
no typical-malay-bersanding-14-baju ceremony
i want plain
i know it will break my mom's heart
since im the first girl in the family
but this is my wedding
my money
i rather spend my money vacationing at malibu beach
than pay thousands bucks doing some 2 day festival
hell no....
so back to my bf story
soooo he's now settling his part with his sponsor
since i'll be staying here for one more year
and he'll come visit me in 4 more month
during spring
uuu yeaahhh
i hope things will turn out allright with him
i am so proud of him
i know i'll suffered
but not too long
i'll survive four yrs without him
i can survive another two, perhaps
gonna miss u baby
last modified Feb 15, 2005 at 16:05
oh god sake....
ur bf gonna fuck another girl..or whores till u get married....poor u...
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