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well got some ups dan downs last week
a LOT of downs actually
i cant take it anymore
taking toll on my life really
need to jump start my diet back
been off track lately
i blame the scale actually
gimme false reading
until i go check with dr
then i finally realized
so need to back to basic
and i declare i cant eat any chinese food already
i puked twice after a plate of shrimp fried rice
damn!
i really hate myself for eating all the greasy food
i need to go on
i have another 5-6 month
hope i can make it
!!
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he is my biggest critique
but he is a sweetheart too
i do feel pressure to be a perfect lady around him
and i know i did a good job when he give a killer glare to anyone who "whistle" at me
he is a very protective bf
and i like!!
from a view of strong woman
nothing compared to feeling of helplessness when around stronger man
talk about being paradox
i love you for what you did to me
although you dont care the end result
i want to make this life a happy ending
for both of us
i love you
last modified Mar 14, 2005 at 1:09
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