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sometime i questioned myself 
am i doing the right thing? 
 
i thought im going to be happier 
but im not 
skarang nih rasa macam depressed sangat 
like i dont care 
kalau ada, ada 
kalau takde, takde 
just i hate it when im being punished for being good 
 
hate myself for this one huge mistake 
 
i think i can go crazy 
im a very good listener 
mcm kat tempat kerja baru nih...my officemate easily cerita ttg problem dia 
i thought at a new place, i can change 
but i cant 
im still a nice girl that cant hurt others 
no matter how hard they hit me 
 
sekarang nih emotionally hurt 
cant take it anymore....but somehow i can 
 
kalau ada kawan menangis sama2 memang bagus 
at least i dont feel depressed as i am right now 
trying too hard to take it all in 
 
hate my situation 
sometime i wish for bad thing to happen 
and im wishing hard for that to happen now!

last modified Mar 5, 2007 at 23:26



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