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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
it takes a man lot of courage to wear pink
may it be pink shirt, pink tie
or whatever
but any man that can do that
earn my respect
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im such an anti-social freak
and i dont care
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seriously
need to get the headphone
but well
just wait until monday
and see if i still got the urge
feeling happy today
its been a long time since i spend time for myself
got my paycheck today
its been ages since i buy something for myself
sooooo
i go and enjoy myself
plus em not fasting today
manage to go to the bubble tea shop
before 1 everything is 2 bucks
so get myself a honeydew milk tea
its feel weird since im wearing tudung
and sipping the milk tea
in the middle of Ramadhan
but since it US
who cares...
then feel like getting the noice cancelling headphone
aaahhhhh~~
my fav headphone broke into two few days ago
i shouldnt stuff it into my backpack
but well
it can be my excuse to get that headphone
but the trip to bookstore changes everything
bought cheap cookbook
and a cd
wanted to buy Shidney Sheldon "Are you afraid of the dark"
but its hardcover
i dont like reading hardcover book
thus not buying it
i better wait for the paperback fiction
spend like 2 hrs in the bookstore
i always love it there
it soooo me
and yeah
its my happy place
in midst of my PMS
what else
then get the lunch at Tim Horton's
i love that place
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happy weekend everybody
i know i will have a good one
hi kiambang
never realized you leave me msg all along
thanks
and that's really make my day
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suddenly i feel sick
no matter how bad you friend is
there is nothing to justify what you just did to me
i came with apology
in front of your door
and you dont even care to open it
i may be a bad friend
indeed i am
i should respect your privacy and all that
but again
there is no way
you should do what you just did to me
because i will never do that on you
so whatever it is
im terribly sorry for what i did
as usual
lab always take toll on me
but i think this one will be shorter than previous
the heck!
talk to my darling just now
he also realized that we fight less now
yeah
im soooo in heaven right now
since i come back and see him
there's no major fight
and only a little minor arguments
its a wonder how seeing each other can erased all the bad things
and brought up a lot of wonderful thing
im pretty much happy right now
no doubt about it
less pressure on me too
i dont feel used
or sad
or depressed about out relationship anymore
o yeah
got my exams back
2 out of three in good shape
class that i really like turn out baaaddd
not as expected
i need to do real hard work on this one
but too much presentation
and all that crap
cut the time to study
i dont feel anything
well
i fall in love with the taste of thai tea
quarter cup of thai tea in a pot of boiling water
steep it for a few minutes
and then strain the tea from the water
add some sugar
add some condensed milk
and wallaaaa
a delicious thai tea
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i sleep too much during afternoon
now im wide awake while im supposed to sleep
aaahhh!!
and when i cant sleep
i start to think
and that;s not good
cause i kept thinking about the bad thing
im depressed now
wooohh i like it
i thought i will not like the sound of it
but its kinda cool
wathc the vid of im not ok(i promise) here
cradle of filth also release a new song
what else
my wishlists
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.my chemical romance's "three cheer for sweet revenge".
.the killer's "hot fuss".
.franz ferdinand.
.new sidney sheldon book.
finally got a chance to unwind myself
and fortunately its the beginning of Ramadhan
spend my time cooking things that i like
good!
what else
been doing so bio proposal
which is soooo taking my time
and i need to focus on my research
aahhhh
and sure
recap all the study
im bored and have nothing to say
except
plesae
no matter if we are "sama2 melayu"
please dont take advantages of me
or others
wow
school really took toll on me
damn!
i never felt so hectic
and dont have enough time
i even have to calculate my sleep hour
so that i can finish my job
im doing fine right now
just need time to recollect myself
i need to take deep breath
and reorganized everything
i need to think clearly
i need to figure stuff out
i need to work properly
and that's mean no sleep for 3 days
damn it!!!!!
oh! i never knew sunday tv is cool
cant do anything
my head is so full with everything
and i cant organized it
it feel like hell
and at the crucial moment like this
my thought is at my granma
she got strokes like 2 week after i go to states
and i come to see her
and she still in good condition
and she cried when i'm going back
and now im crying
i never have this affection toward my family
it just i love my poh-poh
she just always make me so special
:(
exam not so bad
just wish i pay attention to little detail
but overall i can answer most of the question
good for me!
well got another 2 exams coming ahead
and this weekend gonna be busy with lab report
well....
just be optimist
at least i free after that
sigh
sometimes i feel it'll be much much better if we live close to each other
he'll always beside me all the time
he'll walk with me to school everyday
i'll cook dinner for him
we'll eat together at my place
or his
we'll do groceries together
when we fight, we'll easily make up with each other
and every other weekend, we'll go somewhere special
how i wish he is here right now :(
sometimes at times like this i really need him
and he is nowhere to be found
he's too far away
and the much love i have for him hurts me in a way
i want him
and i want him now!!
watch MI vid klip
tolonglaa Gee do not fake your accent
cakap melayu tak betul
cakap english lagilaaaa
bodoh tol
please laaaa
you not even white dude
!!!
and please laaa
since all malaysian feel comfortable having dina in plus size
please dont ask her over and over again to lose her weight
i must be a very very great changes in music industry to have singer in plus size
duh and when you singing seksis sweat pant is good
what do you expect?
wearing dress?????
fuck you gee
and your airy head
glad dinna went to final
i want dinna to win
she have this big voice
that no so many malay people have
but jac also have a fair share to win the MI
*sigh*
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when your mind is clear
everything seems possible
even a hard homework and tonnes of exam
i just hope the clarity of mind that i have lasted long enough until i brave my exams
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muse music is soooo depressing
it strike your heart
and trigger your tears
if you not strong enough
for someone who having her pms right now
muse just a perfect music to listen too
since i need to let go some tears
before i call my boyfriend
and suddently break up into sobs and tears
oh i just love my new apartment
its not so large
but still big enough for me
and its soooo bright
i love it
i love it
well fist few night is sooo scary
since im sleeping alone in this kinda big house
well
im kinda adapt to it
oh im financially stable now
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