something ordinary

last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15

no money for me this month :(

just when i want to upgrade my pc

well feel soooo sad
because i love money
and i hate to pay bills

3 heavy weeks are coming
damn!

129769 | posted by utopia at 18:14 | 0 comments

sangat disorieted right now
although my non-existant sleep make me wander in the street in the wee hours in the morning
i feel energetic though
maybe the tea
maybe not

got my new shoes today
lalala
i like it though
a lil bit to striking i guess
heheheh

what else
called home
just remember my mom going to haji this year
nasib baik teringat
if not she must be *some feeling* at me
hah
a daughter that called home once a month
beat that

oh dont drink canned soup
it has very high sodium
bad for your health
not that i like "white-people" soup
prefer tomyum over mushroom
prefer simple sup bunjut over milestrone

yeah
western food suck
except for kfc maybe

129688 | posted by utopia at 0:52 | 0 comments

my plan during winter break
-upgrade my pc
need to buy the external hard drive ($200)
need to upgrade my RAM ($40-100)
need to upgrade to full version windows xp (right now im using the home ed.)
want to buy dvd-rw

my pc is 2 years old now
a very good pc
before , have trouble to shut down the pc
(if i shut it down, it wont open)
then all the sudden the problem is gone
the side screw is gone
i lose it
but i like my pc very much
want to re-built it
and bring it back home with me

need to do more research on this
will do during winter break
and i'll start my semester with super PC
lalala

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i'm a very avid reader
i finished all the classic malay book by 12 yrs old
by classic i mean
A Samad Said, Shahnon Ahmad, Usman Awang etc
also some new-age writer
Faisel Tehrani (oh i totally forget to buy 1515 when i go home last summer)

and by secondary school
im done with all enid blyton, nancy drew, all the teen paperback (in English)
and now
my list of writer has expanded from classic Oscar Wilde to movie-material Thomas Harris
i finish all the book by Dan Brown, Sidney Sheldon, Thomas Harris ( when i mean all books, that will be ALL BOOKS EVER PUBLISHED by the author)

so what that make me?

i have credibility to determine wether you are good enough or not
and dont challenge me
dont act you know everything when you around me
as i am much better than you
its a good thing im not a good humiliator
and i kept my mouth shut often
so please take care of yourself
and dont ever bring your fake-brain near me again

129570 | posted by utopia at 2:57 | 0 comments

oh
the more i shun it
the more i want it
i have to control this urge of getting myself
the new make up set
i know if i buy it now
it wont stop there
so
i dont want to start it
maybe later but not now
lalala

129533 | posted by utopia at 22:03 | 0 comments

all the sudden
i feel like wanna buy a makeup set
i want branded one
like lancome
or mac
or at least
estee lauder
been eyeing the eBay
maybe will buy by the end of the semester
or using my pay
let see how it goes

129457 | posted by utopia at 2:23 | 0 comments

today's my baby's birthday
malaysian time of course
and i feel bad cause i didnt wish him when i woke up this morning
and he's like
"bithday boy going to sleep, i wait for you to wish me but you didnt"
lalala~

but my early birthday present
add up for that
o yeah did i mention me buying like 3 big tins of Milo
yummy
cant wait for that to arrive
o yeah and my adidas shoes of course
oh my sponsor just give us a raise

extra 70 bucks that;s it

right now planning for my expenses
no more ridiculous things
i think im done with shopping i hope

songs of the week
This Fire: Franz Ferdinand
Numb/Encore: LPJZ

129412 | posted by utopia at 20:31 | 0 comments

ok
now i need to justify myself
just bought a faux fur throw
for my own comfort
i hope its worth 30 bucks that i spend
heh

wah so happy
finally found an online shop
that sell Malaysian Milo
yeay
i bought like 3 big tin milo
im sooo happy

129302 | posted by utopia at 11:28 | 0 comments

having my period
fortunately its thanksgiving
at least i have few days to hit back the book
and pick up where i left
finals will be in few weeks
i better start now

ouuuu
sangat pissed off kat sapa2 budak
yg grad dari oversea
and dissing all the "malay mentality"
wow....
mentang2 laaa ko belajar kat jepun
belajar kat german
belajar kat US
waaaahhh ko hebat
dan tidak mempunyai mentaliti melayu
orang putih lagi hebat dari melayu
waaaahhh

tolong aaahhh
dont use that sentence with me
"masa aku kat XXX, orang2 sana suma rajin..tak cam orang melayu sini"
damn you!!

with me
jangan berlagak hebat
you are no better than me
ever
so boley back off!!

129203 | posted by utopia at 17:22 | 0 comments

waaahhh
tomorrow got another open house
yeay!!
and in few days another holiday

couldnt be much better than this

feel bloating
i really need to focus on my dieting
starting monday
since tomorrow got open house

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actually come to think about it
i feel so damn helpless about my body
im soo fat
and fat mean fat
there's no excuse to it
i did it to myself
i really need to change
now my motivation is to come back home
with a new body
and i need to achieve that in 6 month
i want those people that mocking me
can see me
and realize that i can lose weight too
and for my lover too
i dont even want to be this big
and stay in it
i will change
please give me strength
i need to fight temptation
i done this before
and im satisfied
just for this time
i need to stick to the plan
help me
help me
help me

128646 | posted by utopia at 2:04 | 1 comments

done with all my exams!!!
yeay!!
i hope im doing ok
so let see how it goes

today is second day of Raya
and i have lab meeting to attend
(yaa!!on Sunday!!)
well i supposed to start on my lab ages ago
but im so freaking lazy

nice raya this year

128111 | posted by utopia at 10:16 | 0 comments

well
one more exam
and im free for raya!!!!
yeay!!!
tomorrow is friday (payday too!)
might be going to buy some chicken
and other stuff for raya
havent thought what i want to do yet
i brought lemang segera
so maybe some rendang
or anything else

well
that make me excited
and i need to call my mom by tomorrow

cant wait to feel relieved
please fast forward the exam

128001 | posted by utopia at 4:56 | 0 comments

yeah
at least my work has lessen now
now have to study for exam tomorrow
and i'll be done for raya
lalalala

and i got nice pay this week
lalala
another duit raya
nope...
this is the money i earned myself
im eyeing new coat
but let see
maybe i settled with another gadget

let see how it goes


anyway have a happy raya everyone
cherish every moment with your family

127878 | posted by utopia at 18:55 | 2 comments

well
raya will be in 5 more day
and yet i didnt feel anything
im so absorbed with my work

JUST REMIND ME TO CALL MY FAMILY ON FIRST DAY OF RAYA

yeee
itulaa yang tak best nya belajar luar negara nih
you dont feel anything
will it be posa (berlapar...and berbuka dengan sardin)
will it be raya (well..at least it on Sunday, so i can have my sleep)
will it be any special day

you have so much work
that you dont care
well maybe i can spend time making some cookie

127714 | posted by utopia at 13:12 | 2 comments

aaahhh
sangat penat
yet banyak kerja still tak siap
tomorrow is sunday
but it feel like the hectic monday
lots of exam and all that
and damn i hate it this way
tak ready
and tak recollected myself yet
ahhhhhh

127399 | posted by utopia at 1:09 | 0 comments

waaahhhh
i really love my new headphone
its so comfortable and cancel noise
and i really hear better sound from my cd compared using speaker or my broken headphone
it give you total silence when you put it on
i cant even hear my typing or my singing hahaha
yah yah
its really worth my 30 bucks

owh what else
shop for new clothes
got a tonnes of cheap-o t-shirt
spend 40 bucks there
lalala~

then bought myself a new watch
my old watches (yup, watchES) keep missing
maybe because it always that 8 buck watch
and im buying a nice one this time
hoping it wont be missing this time.
well i just cost me 30 bucks
(damn..for a gucci..that a steal dude)

yeah
im really not good with money i guess
but since its my duit raya
its ok to go frenzy with it right
(hey!!i cant shop for a nice baju raya..so gimme a break)

other note...
got pretty hectic schedule next week
well
starting tomorrow i guess
its goes like
work-work-proposal meeting-group meeting-exam-exam-lab report-exam
fortunately after that is raya!!
yeay and i can go beraya all my heart out since all my exam is finished by then
lalala~~
cant wait!!!!

so i guess im gonna stop my shopping now
cant even think what i want to buy right now
i cover everything already
maybe a new shoe
but we'll see about that
i cant wait for all that stuff to arrive
aaahhh

credit card + online shopping = guuuuudddddd

127205 | posted by utopia at 3:07 | 0 comments

bush win
and now he will think he's the mighty bush
damn you american
you fucked up your own country!
and mr president
fuck you

126934 | posted by utopia at 11:33 | 0 comments

got early duit raya
waaaa
very happy

so let see what did i buy today

for his bday:
Guitar Freaks 4th Mix =$60
Guitar Freaks 3rd Mix = $30 perhaps?
Picture = $6

total up = $96...

for myself
Taiko Drum Master =$61
Sidney Sheldon's = $4

total = $65

therefore, ive spend $161 today alone

list things to buy
-noise cancelling headphone
-cd (the killers, the rasmus, franz ferdinand, LP)
-desperately need a new watch

anyway
i have a good day today
and hopefully it will be this way forever

126652 | posted by utopia at 17:40 | 1 comments