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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
oscar nite yeah i'll bet everyone will go ooh la la when they see how cute johnny depp is!
aahhh my life sucks if its not who can explain the hell im watching the academy award
finished the book overall very intelligent fiction i should say make me wanna go to the web and search every Da Vinci' works
still trying to figure out the ending
this book is all about feminism so if you are such closed minded poeple who dont compromise to view other religion intelletually this book is not for you
one more book i think will have similarities with Da Vinci Code might be that 1511 (by faisal tehrani) gonna buy that book when im going home this summer that book is also about feminism so i guess i will love it
ahhh life is so wonderful until tomorrow cause the spring break has ended damn!!!!
orang hitam really pissed me off!!! dah ah hitam lagi nak berlagak gangster
finally my hair get some treatment after a week long drenching in the pool dang! for those hot oil, shampoo, conditioner AND leave-in conditioner i really spends fortune on my hair alone
i should get pedicure instead my feet are so ugly the skin is crackingly dry and the nails are so damn ugly maybe later
got myself the Da Vinci Code after spends an hour reading the book in the bookstore i really really cant put that damn thing down!! there's goes my 20 bucks
im totally return the book back later this week
reminder: -do the SSN -contact the instructor -print a lot of stuff -transfer my money -go swimming tomorrow -send back the DVD -ready for class
sigh i sure have a lot of things to do
worn myself out today going from one mall to another i really hate it when the sales is so great but you dont have any money in your wallet damn!
dang!! malaysian man is so pathetic who cares about the "selaput dara"? i think since i was little from my mom magazines its been explained over and over again that even biking can cause the membrane to tear read people read!!
it still bothering me that men can do whatever stuff they want while women cant even have teeny room for themselves gimme a break if you yourselves screwing every woman you met you expect your bride to be a virgin???? get a life dude its your responsibilities to corrected your wife and please please dont expect your wife to do all the 5 prayers and make du'a for you while you enjoying the leisure of bed, football field whatsoever damnit!!
before i really wished i married a Chinese guy so that i dont have to bear with all the malay man attitudes im so fortunate to have a bf with different kind of thinking and im so fortunate cause i will never have to deal with malay man
o yeah spm results are out today my sis...kinda dissapointed with her result should've been better
but then it makes me the smartest one in the family la la la
yeah got to give credit to this gal read her blog, it makes me feel like superstar! my really dirty secret to be famous is partially accomplished :P well another credit for her to share interest in Naruto with me (well naseb baik tak suka Shikamaru...cause i dont share! hahahha)
this is spectacular Malaysia movie now have its own website and trailer
for this one just make sure you dont watch it alone its damn scary especially the song
Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam
Naruto 72 is out now!
ahhh feel like bashing again hint: fuckup that use hint instead of straight talk gosh i really hate it for example: you have planned to go to bookstore with this fuckups then suddenly they feel that they dont want to go instead to mentioned it straight to you they gave hint such like "Aku takde duit tapi kalo nak gi pegi je laaa " "aku cam banyak homework tp kalo ko nak gi aku ikut je lah"
damn girls its easier to say "sorry aku takleh nak gi" end of story
i dont respond to hint gimme all the hint you want but i dont give a shit
straight talk to me i dont understand bunga bunga got it?
so i really really despised people who trying to gimme a hint watch my straight face suckers i have higher IQ than you so if its look like im not getting your hint im not
guess i need to insured my writing
i think i can hold myself until tomorrow
o yeah sex and the city is officially gone Carrie is with Mr Big a.k.a John hahhaha damn it i want her with the russian cause i hate mr big just i think this time Big will learn from his mistake and love carrie with all his heart
carrie is so lucky always haas "sugar-daddy" type of boyfriend
what else Miranda finally "loving" Sam also really in love the Charlotte got a baby from China
happy ending
and im so sad cause that is my favorite show im such SATC freak
waaa kena marah sebab takde kat sebelah phone masa die call
:(
feel guilty too because have to lie to him plus im doing something that he dont like me to do
sedihnya feeling so down because of this
wake up longing for my bf ahhhh cant stand this
want to call my mom but cant wake early or sleep late so have to wait till weekend before i can talk to them
things to do: -clean my room -clear my room -study (i flunked all my first exam) -enjoyed?!
ahhh feeling like bashing everybody but lets give em a chance to be so corky and corny
indulging myself with dvd's today aaahhhhh im so in love with john cusack
please please darling change your face to be like cusack hahahahha
well miss him so much i want him next to me at this very moment im so lonely and i feels so horrible i miss him
60 more days and i'll be celebrating my special day with my special man im counting
dang people stop being so corny just because unsunghero wrote beautiful poems in its blog and being popular because of it it doesnt mean you can wrote a nice poem with correct word with true feeling
some people can and most people dont stop imitates other find your own style your poem sucks big time and so do your blog!
dang im sorry it seems like i cant keep my own word
o yeah i figured out it is easier for an engineer to be a lawyer than a lawyer to be an engineer
i also figured out being an engineer sucks big time! what am i thinking?!
my proof?: Engineers vs Lawyers
There was once an engineer who found a magic lamp. When he rubbed it a genie jumped out and said to him, "you got three wishes. But there is a catch - this wish system of mine was designed by a lawyer, so whatever you wish for every lawyer in the world will get double of!"
The engineer replied, "That's no problem I can live with that." He then said, " for my first wish I wish I had a Ferarri."
"OK", said the genie and a Ferarri appeared in front of the engineer. "But remember, every lawyer in the world now has 2 Ferarris," the genie told the engineer.
The engineer remained unperturbed and said, "For my second wish I wish for a million bucks."
So a million bucks appeared in front of the engineer and the genie said, "remember, every lawyer in the world now has 2 million bucks.
The engineer was non-committal and then said, "I always wished I could donate a kidney!"
aint math has solution for everything?
my right nipple hurts i dont know why
yeay good news i finally can do freestyles in just 2 days isnt it amazing congratulation to me
if my boyfriend knew about this im gonna be killed he will never ever let me go swimming dang!
i started to smell like a pool myself
spend my holidays swimming swam until my hairs get all soaked up in chlorine cant stand my smell too but it was fun so much fun definitely go again and again
ahhhh banyak sangat main sampai takleh tdo well havin fun this few days but i miss his call alaaaa rasa bersalah sangat for missing that call sorry darling please call me back very very soon miss you
alright first thing first need to clean up my room at least get rid of unidentified stink odor that linger around guess its from the porridge pot but i was so afraid to open it because it has been there for what? 2 weeks?
after this hit the tv and bed!!
having fun but now feel guilty
he broke another promises he want to extend working for another 2 years so that he can save up some money for us to marry am i selfish if i dont want him to work there anymore?
i do want a good living in fact i dont want to live moderately whatsoever im such a materialistic but then i want all that not just for myself but with him not without him all the leisure is useless unless he's there with me
pening pening guess we just need to think about this more deeply but on the other side i feel relieved at the same time all this time i didnt think that he cares about us now i feel glad because he do care about us
and i feel silly crying about that i should be more supportive instead crying over the phone he want to gimme good life that i want
thanks dear i'll appreciate that thanks dear so much
aaahhhh i feel so lazy to get my ass to class plus today is already spring break!
but got 2 hw due today so by hook by crook still have to go aaaaaaaa malasnyaaaaaaa bodoh nye cikgu soh antar hw the very last day of class
hahahah and to class i dont go class has started 30 min ago and i dont see the point to go after missing 30 min of lecture got another class after this i'll go to that one and to submit the hw
feeling hungry but i ate too much last night didnt watch over my diet this week need to start fresh next week plus its holiday there's no temptation to eat just to sleep and watch tv
feel like donating my body organs but dont think my parents will like the idea hmmmmm
did u hear anything? id you do please let me know but i guess its not working from netscape or mozilla
dang it need to do homework! ================================ what is desired more than your luscious red lips and fair complexion of your face and those hard muscle in your arm and how you greet me with pat in my head and your tender kiss on my cheek and your protective arm around my shoulder
what i desired more than that? nothing
i desire you now and ever
i miss you so much right now wish you were here
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on the first week of the next month, do something just for you
this is what i found beneath the Jones's ginger ale bottle cap.
maybe i should do something just for me ... hahahah not for my room not for my stomach not even for my scale just for me
dang! that's hard to figure out
well, miss him call today i went to class that time damnit! he should call me earlier but i guess not my day
got back my exams flunked the test i supposed to ace and got above min mark for the test i dreaded most 1 more to go and i hope this turn out fine
i need to study harder dang this sem is so hard for me dont want to flop again im proud of what i achieve today but then this sem really hard
guess need to read more do exercise more do homework
but im just a lazy-ass
one more post for today guess im too hyper today
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is friend really that vital in one's life? Sasuke stop the Ochimaru scar from spreading because of Sakura and he dont want Naruto to know about the scar; he dont want Naruto to worry about him its all about friendship Chouji finally believe he is strong because Shikamaru believe in him its all about the friendship
am i blind or is it all this thats too ideal for me
i have someone who really think i can lose my weight altho i myself doubt about it
but still i dont believe in friendship its all bullshit to me
im sorry i maybe a weirdo but i still dont believe it
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ok im done with today hw pretty easy so i finished it already
im going to sleep now
many faces of Shikamaru
 
 
 
  this pic above is from http://naruto.cloti-aikou.net/ the pic look shitty on Mozzila and Netscape but i guess it look good on IE so use IE if you want to see how handsome my Shikamaru
other pics is from numerous site(please check the properties of the pic)
the latest manga shows that shikamaru now promoted into chuunin from genin i know he can do it!! like i said before, he's super genius
:P
ok im done reading all the manga and watched all the anime im totally zero now from everything hahahahaha
arhhhhh i know im gonna be totally bored from now on!!!
gimme one more day to babbling about Naruto and co. then i stop myself
haruka kanata -naruto opening music- fumikomuze akuseru kake hiki wa naisa sou dayo youru wo nukeru nejikomu sa saigo ni sashihiki zero sa sou dayo hibi wo kezuru
kokoro wo sotto hiraite gyutto hiki yosetara todokuyo kitto tsutau yo motto sa aa
iki isoide shiboritotte motsureru ashi dakedo mae yori zutto sou tokue
ubaitotte tsukandatte kimi ja nai nara imi was naniosa
dakara motto motto motto haruka kanata
*repeat/ same except for [dakara haruka kanata]
itsuwaru ko do ni nareta kimi no sekai wo murizubusu no sa shiroku shirou
hahahaha im so pathetic think im so into this thing just wait until i found other thing to addicted at so far smallville, scrubs, sex and the city, and the latest Naruto dang!!
btw that is the 2nd opening song for naruto latest episode have that song what else so far the episode stopped at ep 70 anyone else have any idea when the 71 will come out
right now straining my eyes read the scanned manga good quality tho, so no complaining
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enough bout naruto right now waiting for the chicken to defrost i always frustrated if i cant get the chicken out from freezer it always stuck i tried everything including the non-freezer burn ziploc
nothing work but its ok i got a new fridge with bigger freezer neway
plan for today do the hw and go to OH compared answer then im done for the day
go here to download the manga dont worry its a good quality one
arhhh i watched all the episode of naruto 70 of them and it is still not finished damn it!! now i have to wait there and then for new episode its the same thing as the sex and the city each week is an anticipation
i watched naruto till my eyes bleeds hahah altho there is warning to watch it in a big room with light on hahahaha i guess the pokemon's incident will happened again
damn what am i going to do now i have nothing to addicted at and its spring break next week!!
oh how i love guy with white shirt and straight blue jeans just like him
learn about Naruto here
i like Shikamaru and Asuma-sensei in that series they are so damn cool altho they overemphasized on Kakashi-sensei and Naturo's gang (duh!its the story about naruto for god sake!)
but really shikamaru steal my heart he's a genius guy who care about nothing and what really make him attractive is when he said "i want to lead ordinary life, marry an ordinary girl neither too beautiful nor ugly, have ordinary child, first one is girl and second one is boy...but im doing this extradionary thing!" godamnit Shikamaru-kun you're a genius
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arrhhhh lazy lazy day what happened to me lately?
ok got a surprise email in my inbox today the lecturer said i didnt turn in my hw nor attend the exam what the heck? i feel like my heart stop damn!! i didnt sleep all night just to finished my homework hah
but of course that's false alarm there's no way she can prove that im not doing my hw while all my hw are graded dang!!
didnt go to class too lazy i sleep too much and no exercise make me a lazy girl dont have any motivation spring break is just around the corner and why i still have homework when the spring break is approaching? arhhh teachers just know how to make their student suffered! when im myself become a lecturer i'll make sure my student will suffer more than me!! wahahhahahaha
he called the day before valentine sweet enough to make my day i make love with my bed on valentine day damn! sleeping is so contagious once you betray your own sleep cycle you'll be so much in trouble dude
ahhh the guy that i secretly admired resurfaced in front of my eyes yesterday damn!! i cant stop smiling last night im so embarrased to smile uncontrollably in front of him hahahaha
well he looks kinda shy in front of me maybe he have something towards me :P
ok enough crap need to go to grocery to get some stuff
3 am in the morning, i finally watched the 62 episode of naruto six more and i'll be so much agitated to knows that i have to wait weekly for new episode im so worn out but thats ok i got no more exam after this
i believe im not doing very well in all my first midterm damn!! i just hoping im not failing any class i cant afford that
its time to concentrate on my diet and fitness im messing up this week due to hormone and exams but thats ok i'll start from scratch
need to get some sleep i have sign up for work tomorrow this is just great i love to work because i love lavish money!!
yup Mr Boyfriend dear, you better get some nice job or you cant afford me hahahahah
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feel good now finally have time for long shower and time to wash my hair damn it i know this cycle will go on and on each week when i only have weekend to take care of myself
tomorrow gonna fasting for a week hoping to lose those unwanted pound
my plan for next week -finished all three homework(damn!) -fasting -go to gym in the evening -parrttteeeeeyyyy!!
aint it a paradox while you lecturing me about how Valentine is bad to my faith but you still go out and have a dine out last night aint it pathetic when you talk about how love is merely lust inside youth but you...
damn it!! please do and correct yourself before you want to straighten me up damn you and your fakeness! and please stay outta of my life!!
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i miss uou so much darling i hate this loneliness i really hate myself for this we supposed to have a romantic dinner under the shine of moonlight or merely cuddled up while eating those chocolate covered strawberries
but you're not here... and im not there.... god knows how painful it is to go through each and every day without you
i miss you so much i promise you this one i will never ever go away from you again cause i've learn from my mistake
i miss you
last year we celebrate valentine with shouting each other this year...i wish i can fight with him i dont mind as long he's there
but he's not i miss him so much
to my huney bunny Happy Valentine Day im yours and your mine for 3 years now
miss you dearly
lalala so happy finally can fit in my old pants and the ring can be taken out without have to use soap and easily fit the middle finger
i guess im thinner now
i feel good!
got exam tomorrow i hope i can make it
should have go to library my stuff is there but instead i ditched them to go to gym and eat while watching tv damn im so fucked up i want to stay in library until morning hahha my test is at 840 am i guess i can make it hahahaha well i never stay at the library until morning lets try tonight i know there is a lot of ppl there and maybe i can do my homework too which im not intended to submit well we'll see
right now there's a lot of politician being arrested for bribery way to go PM hahaha i hope he will maintain at this momentum get back the dirty money those dirty ppl took away from commoners well... im proud of my country in a way we always have a good leader
ok im totally pissed off at someone i didnt know their existance fuck up ah hypocrite cam sial i dont give a damn to every word you said you just another fuck up moron
fuck you, you whore!!
omg!! im so exhausted yet there's one more exam to go i screwed up thw first two lets hope i can do better with this one
waaaa i dont think this is the good semester for me damn it!! if i knew i shouldnt take those physics class now its too late to drop that class plus in a way i hav to deal with it to
damn!! im so disoriented right now cant even type my words as fast as always
bingeing as always then puke up like no one cares yellowing my teeth hurting myself if this is the price i take it as long as im happy no one will know and no one will cares im just that girl in a suit of fat
let show them what i can do!!
see i've told you right now im in phase of being a crybaby watched Naruto feat Zabuza and i cried my heart out in all episodes
yeah...i'll take another 5 days for this to end
i already got a new room for next semester my roomate is an American, hopefully i just hope she is not as messy as my first roomie
need to get some sleep messing up my sleeping cycle for the exam wish me luck tomorrow i have 2 exams tomorrow
things to do: -called sponsor about computer loan, insurance, bla bla bla -file tax return (money baby!) -homework due Friday -go to see the holiday shift
beware: in few hours i will get back ache, stomach cramp, blinding headache, mood swing, food craving, crying or laughing uncontrollably, damn..im gonna hate myself after this
just..just be careful
Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall For just to be with you I'd gladly risk it all Through the fire, through whatever come what may For a chance at loving you, I'd take it all the way... Right down to the wire, even through the fire -kanye west-
p/s who sang with that high pitched bachground sound in this song, through the wire?
who knews walking back home from library alone in wee hours in the morning, passing a very quiet woods, along with feeling of being watched and stalked, can be so scary? damn!! i swear i half running up the steep hill, and reached my room in 5 min sharp. its usually take me 15 minutes to go through that way
damn my heart beats so fast im almost fainted when i open my room door
I NEVER EVER WALKED BACK HOME ALONE AGAIN!!!!
well got false alarm today thought i have midterm tonight, turn out i have midterm review hahaha no wonder im so passionate to see Grammy instead of studying
need to study again after this and tomorrow have to get up early got something to do
yeah
just like the way i am
 Which Naruto Character are You? quiz by orangeday.net
OMIGOD!! THIS IS SO CUTE
i love the "frog" the laughter of a baby really reminds me of home

ayang...i want one!!!
grammy review: i guess performances tonight is very powerful really grammy standard even Sean Paul is there hehehehe
tonight the president award goes to the Beatles yoko still the beautiful one
beyonce was great
just knew that what is funk hahah get funky baby
duuhh im supposed to study dude i got exam tomorrow
hahah bet grammy is more important
ahhh i got a crush on somebody gosh...im blushing each time im near him dang!!
hooked up with Naruto right now damn im far left behind hahahaha well just come back from gym miss my aerobic class yesterday have to make up for that im messing up with my diet too gotta start back dieting im doing good so far hah

look : OK color : i wont buy that color...awwhhh come on for that look we need better color engine:who cares! interior : the dashboard look "dashing", slightly over-emphasize, but not too bad, i love the back seat actually, more room for compact car like this
for 52K, its kinda worth it, but please who come out with that lame name and color (duh..im not impressed with "energy orange" color"
Hip-hop performer and producer Missy Elliott is riding on the top of the charts with her latest hit album Under Construction. And she is indeed under new construction.
A native Portsmouth, VA, Missy has struggled with weight for most of her life, "My doctor gave me the `Lose weight or you're to have a stroke.'"
After drastically changing her diet and adopting a regular exercise routine in mid-1999, Missy began shedding weight, and by the summer of 2002, she had lost 50 pounds. She sticks to a low sodium diet and works out on the treadmill about four times a day.
This past October, she showed off her slimmed-down medium figure in her sizzling video Work It, which has become her biggest hit yet.
She's having fun with her new look. "Don't I look like a Halle Berry poster?" she raps on her new hit, Work It.
really adored how missy lose weight without even using surgery! way to go girl!!
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its 4 a.m in the morning im sorry but i cant sleep if i sleep god knows that i'll miss my 830 class hmmm so excuse for the abundance of writing here
been trying to file tax return just now wohoo... im gonna get back my $120 that States stole from me hahahaha
so that's mean im gonna go back home with tonnes of money
thats remind me to buy a leather jacket for my dad what's for my brother? i dunno..but he asked about gameboy we'll see about that ah..im such a good daughter bought a tea set for my mom and a denim jacket for my sis dang!! thanks god i only got 4 ppl to serve in my family
my plan when to go back home: none
ok now we go and talk about money airfare: -$1200 money i got now: $879 gonna get in 3 more month: $2421 grocery++: $50 per month*3=-$150 so money to spend: $1900 = RM7200
wooohhhhhh that's helluva a money i hope i can stick to my rough budget
ahhh talking about home...need to get the document needed for travelling home ready as soon as possible dang! that's alot of work
ok i think i talk too much
my one and only plant has died im sorry green, i just dont have time for you i dont even have time for myself
decide to bail out from doing something fun i guess its better that way then have the guilt trap all the way of my life i think i love him more that i dont care about anyone else
really jealous to see his aunt's pic with mr boyfriend i want to hug him in the snow too or sipping those hot cappucino together in the cozy sofa in front of the fireplace ot just chat while watching the snow fell down damn this winter blues
i miss him so much
o yeah...im so annoyed with those people who dont have handphone manner... owh come on! not everyone want to know where you going to party tonight or how such an asshole your lecturer are dang..in fact no one want to know so please get some manner its handphone damn you not walkie talkie dont shout wont ya!
arhhhh i know this is madness Lord know how much I love my beautiful long hair i love every inches of it i make my decision... if i managed to lose my weight till it reach 140lbs im gonna cut my hair half-way
(i can hear my bf screaming..so sorry dear!)
yeah..im going to...
ok got one homework to work on tomorrow got no recitation so probably gonna show my face to the instructor the whole day
hahahha tips to be an excellent student : be office hour groupie
very funny
and do you hear about justin "exposed" janet boobs during superbowl performance? damn i miss that!
ahhh now i dunno what to do i cant answer the rest of the homework good job!! waaahhhh today skip my gym so has to make it up tomorrow morning or let say double the time damn!! why i was so lazy
all the travel agent i emailed dont offer open ticket urghhh!! so that's mean im stuck with the first plan waiting for his phone call before i can even buy the ticket as long as we met money is no matter hahahah
ok one homework done done while talking to him last night he's in good mood so im pretty happy myself
not really a bad day today observe inches shed away from my hip and abs yeay for me also have lose 15 lbs so far 
more to go like what? 40 more lbs
yeah i can do it if i keep exercising and dieting inn this rate
ok things need to be done this week study for exams next week!! 3 exams to be exact but after that gonna be free for a month then i need to catch up waaaahhhhh
really have to score on two subject if want to raise the CGPA
o god i hope i'll doing ok in the test
big things this month? -transfer the money to other account -dont ever use that money -find travel agent, really need to get the open ticket
hah.. finally managed to straight things up with him so right now has started to inquiry about open ticket from LA to KL who knows any travel agent that can do that for me?
yeay yeay... gonna spend helluva time with him cant wait!!
and his aunt gonna get married so I have to be there hahah have to cajole him to buy me a very nice ring then :P
happy happy day yeah...tomorrow is just a day ahead
totally stuffed up with umai dang!! it was good !!
but i guess cant challenged my mom's
feel so excited...finally can get one homework solved way to go to me!!
and what the heck is "runut bunyi"?
"When I'm stuck with a day that's gray and lonely I stick out my chin and grin and say
The sun'll come out tomorrow So you gotta hang on 'til tomorrow, come what may"
-tomorrow- annie's soundtrack
perasaan sangat gloomy right now banyak sangat benda dalam kepala dengan weight issue dengan homework dengan penat dengan love life
cant take tis anything anymore..please
Superbowl is here!!
hah like i care *smirk*
today was kinda blast got a performance done pretty shaky cause make some mistake with the music note but after all not so bad not so bad
right now juggling between homework and superbowl i want to wait for the most interesting ads havent see any yet
what else got exam next week have to put some effort on physics
gonna start doing the practice exam before its too late
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