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Sunday, February 29, 2004

oscar nite
yeah i'll bet
everyone will go ooh la la when they see how cute johnny depp is!

aahhh
my life sucks
if its not
who can explain the hell im watching the academy award

92459 | posted by utopia at 21:53 | 0 comments

finished the book
overall
very intelligent fiction i should say
make me wanna go to the web and search every Da Vinci' works

still trying to figure out the ending

this book is all about feminism
so if you are such closed minded poeple
who dont compromise to view other religion intelletually
this book is not for you

one more book i think will have similarities with Da Vinci Code might be that 1511 (by faisal tehrani)
gonna buy that book when im going home this summer
that book is also about feminism
so i guess i will love it

ahhh life is so wonderful
until tomorrow
cause the spring break has ended
damn!!!!

orang hitam really pissed me off!!!
dah ah hitam lagi nak berlagak gangster

92404 | posted by utopia at 16:09 | 0 comments

finally
my hair get some treatment after a week long drenching in the pool
dang!
for those hot oil, shampoo, conditioner AND leave-in conditioner
i really spends fortune on my hair alone

i should get pedicure instead
my feet are so ugly
the skin is crackingly dry
and the nails are so damn ugly
maybe later

got myself the Da Vinci Code
after spends an hour reading the book in the bookstore
i really really cant put that damn thing down!!
there's goes my 20 bucks

im totally return the book back later this week

reminder:
-do the SSN
-contact the instructor
-print a lot of stuff
-transfer my money
-go swimming tomorrow
-send back the DVD
-ready for class

sigh
i sure have a lot of things to do

worn myself out today
going from one mall to another
i really hate it when the sales is so great
but you dont have any money in your wallet
damn!

92347 | posted by utopia at 1:08 | 0 comments

Saturday, February 28, 2004

dang!!
malaysian man is so pathetic
who cares about the "selaput dara"?
i think since i was little
from my mom magazines
its been explained over and over again
that even biking can cause the membrane to tear
read people read!!

it still bothering me that men can do whatever stuff they want
while women cant even have teeny room for themselves
gimme a break
if you yourselves screwing every woman you met
you expect your bride to be a virgin????
get a life dude
its your responsibilities to corrected your wife
and please please dont expect your wife to do all the 5 prayers
and make du'a for you
while you enjoying the leisure of bed, football field whatsoever
damnit!!

before
i really wished i married a Chinese guy
so that i dont have to bear with all the malay man attitudes
im so fortunate to have a bf with different kind of thinking
and im so fortunate cause i will never have to deal with malay man

o yeah
spm results are out today
my sis...kinda dissapointed with her result
should've been better

but then it makes me
the smartest one in the family
la la la

yeah got to give credit to this gal
read her blog, it makes me feel like superstar!
my really dirty secret to be famous is partially accomplished :P
well another credit for her to share interest in Naruto with me
(well naseb baik tak suka Shikamaru...cause i dont share! hahahha)

92240 | posted by utopia at 3:23 | 3 comments

Friday, February 27, 2004

this is spectacular
Malaysia movie now have its own website and trailer

for this one
just make sure you dont watch it alone
its damn scary especially the song

Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam

92179 | posted by utopia at 16:23 | 1 comments

Naruto 72 is out now!

92162 | posted by utopia at 13:25 | 0 comments

ahhh
feel like bashing again
hint: fuckup that use hint instead of straight talk
gosh i really hate it
for example:
you have planned to go to bookstore with this fuckups
then suddenly they feel that they dont want to go
instead to mentioned it straight to you
they gave hint
such like
"Aku takde duit tapi kalo nak gi pegi je laaa "
"aku cam banyak homework tp kalo ko nak gi aku ikut je lah"

damn girls
its easier to say
"sorry aku takleh nak gi"
end of story

i dont respond to hint
gimme all the hint you want but i dont give a shit

straight talk to me
i dont understand bunga bunga
got it?

so i really really despised people who trying to gimme a hint
watch my straight face suckers
i have higher IQ than you
so if its look like im not getting your hint
im not

guess i need to insured my writing

i think i can hold myself until tomorrow

o yeah sex and the city is officially gone
Carrie is with Mr Big a.k.a John
hahhaha
damn it
i want her with the russian
cause i hate mr big
just i think this time Big will learn from his mistake
and love carrie with all his heart

carrie is so lucky
always haas "sugar-daddy" type of boyfriend

what else
Miranda finally "loving"
Sam also really in love
the Charlotte got a baby from China

happy ending

and im so sad
cause that is my favorite show
im such SATC freak

92153 | posted by utopia at 11:35 | 0 comments

waaa
kena marah
sebab takde kat sebelah phone masa die call

:(

feel guilty too
because have to lie to him
plus im doing something that he dont like me to do

sedihnya
feeling so down because of this

92084 | posted by utopia at 3:30 | 1 comments

Thursday, February 26, 2004

wake up longing for my bf
ahhhh cant stand this

want to call my mom
but cant wake early
or sleep late
so have to wait till weekend
before i can talk to them

things to do:
-clean my room
-clear my room
-study (i flunked all my first exam)
-enjoyed?!

91903 | posted by utopia at 11:57 | 0 comments

ahhh feeling like bashing everybody
but lets give em a chance to be so corky and corny

indulging myself with dvd's today
aaahhhhh im so in love with john cusack

please please darling change your face to be like cusack
hahahahha

well miss him so much
i want him next to me at this very moment
im so lonely and i feels so horrible
i miss him

60 more days
and i'll be celebrating my special day with my special man
im counting

dang people
stop being so corny
just because unsunghero wrote beautiful poems in its blog
and being popular because of it
it doesnt mean you can wrote a nice poem
with correct word
with true feeling

some people can
and most people dont
stop imitates other
find your own style
your poem sucks big time
and so do your blog!

dang im sorry
it seems like i cant keep my own word

o yeah i figured out
it is easier for an engineer to be a lawyer
than a lawyer to be an engineer

i also figured out
being an engineer sucks big time!
what am i thinking?!

my proof?:
Engineers vs Lawyers

There was once an engineer who found a magic lamp. When he rubbed it a genie jumped out and said to him, "you got three wishes. But there is a catch - this wish system of mine was designed by a lawyer, so whatever you wish for every lawyer in the world will get double of!"

The engineer replied, "That's no problem I can live with that." He then said, " for my first wish I wish I had a Ferarri."

"OK", said the genie and a Ferarri appeared in front of the engineer. "But remember, every lawyer in the world now has 2 Ferarris," the genie told the engineer.

The engineer remained unperturbed and said, "For my second wish I wish for a million bucks."

So a million bucks appeared in front of the engineer and the genie said, "remember, every lawyer in the world now has 2 million bucks.

The engineer was non-committal and then said, "I always wished I could donate a kidney!"

aint math has solution for everything?

91824 | posted by utopia at 1:45 | 0 comments

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

my right nipple hurts
i dont know why

yeay good news
i finally can do freestyles
in just 2 days
isnt it amazing
congratulation to me

if my boyfriend knew about this
im gonna be killed
he will never ever let me go swimming
dang!

i started to smell like a pool myself

91773 | posted by utopia at 20:47 | 0 comments

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

spend my holidays swimming
swam until my hairs get all soaked up in chlorine
cant stand my smell too
but it was fun
so much fun
definitely go again and again

91611 | posted by utopia at 22:47 | 0 comments

Monday, February 23, 2004

ahhhh
banyak sangat main
sampai takleh tdo
well
havin fun this few days
but i miss his call
alaaaa
rasa bersalah sangat for missing that call
sorry darling
please call me back
very very soon
miss you

91255 | posted by utopia at 3:18 | 0 comments

Saturday, February 21, 2004

alright
first thing first
need to clean up my room
at least get rid of unidentified stink odor that linger around
guess its from the porridge pot
but i was so afraid to open it because it has been there for what?
2 weeks?

after this
hit the tv and bed!!

90984 | posted by utopia at 12:41 | 0 comments

having fun
but now feel guilty

90938 | posted by utopia at 1:12 | 0 comments

Friday, February 20, 2004

he broke another promises
he want to extend working for another 2 years
so that he can save up some money for us to marry
am i selfish if i dont want him to work there anymore?

i do want a good living
in fact i dont want to live moderately whatsoever
im such a materialistic
but then i want all that not just for myself
but with him
not without him
all the leisure is useless unless he's there with me

pening pening
guess we just need to think about this more deeply
but on the other side
i feel relieved at the same time
all this time i didnt think that he cares about us
now i feel glad because he do care about us

and i feel silly crying about that
i should be more supportive instead crying over the phone
he want to gimme good life that i want

thanks dear
i'll appreciate that
thanks dear
so much

90829 | posted by utopia at 14:53 | 0 comments

aaahhhh i feel so lazy to get my ass to class
plus today is already spring break!

but got 2 hw due today
so by hook by crook
still have to go
aaaaaaaa
malasnyaaaaaaa
bodoh nye cikgu soh antar hw the very last day of class

hahahah and to class i dont go
class has started 30 min ago
and i dont see the point to go after missing 30 min of lecture
got another class after this
i'll go to that one and to submit the hw

feeling hungry
but i ate too much last night
didnt watch over my diet this week
need to start fresh next week
plus its holiday
there's no temptation to eat
just to sleep and watch tv

feel like donating my body organs
but dont think my parents will like the idea
hmmmmm

90780 | posted by utopia at 8:09 | 0 comments

Thursday, February 19, 2004

did u hear anything?
id you do please let me know
but i guess its not working from netscape or mozilla

dang it
need to do homework!
================================
what is desired more than your luscious red lips
and fair complexion of your face
and those hard muscle in your arm
and how you greet me with pat in my head
and your tender kiss on my cheek
and your protective arm around my shoulder

what i desired more than that?
nothing

i desire you now and ever

i miss you so much right now
wish you were here

=========================

90604 | posted by utopia at 11:09 | 0 comments

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

on the first week of the next month, do something just for you

this is what i found beneath the Jones's ginger ale bottle cap.

maybe i should do something just for me ...
hahahah not for my room
not for my stomach
not even for my scale
just for me

dang!
that's hard to figure out

well,
miss him call today
i went to class that time
damnit!
he should call me earlier
but i guess not my day

got back my exams
flunked the test i supposed to ace
and got above min mark for the test i dreaded most
1 more to go and i hope this turn out fine

i need to study harder
dang
this sem is so hard for me
dont want to flop again
im proud of what i achieve today
but then
this sem really hard

guess need to read more
do exercise more
do homework

but im just a lazy-ass

90499 | posted by utopia at 22:40 | 0 comments

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

one more post for today
guess im too hyper today

===================

is friend really that vital in one's life?
Sasuke stop the Ochimaru scar from spreading because of Sakura
and he dont want Naruto to know about the scar; he dont want Naruto to worry about him
its all about friendship
Chouji finally believe he is strong because Shikamaru believe in him
its all about the friendship

am i blind or is it all this thats too ideal for me

i have someone who really think i can lose my weight
altho i myself doubt about it

but still
i dont believe in friendship
its all bullshit to me

im sorry
i maybe a weirdo
but i still dont believe it

======================

ok im done with today
hw pretty easy
so i finished it already

im going to sleep now

90245 | posted by utopia at 21:45 | 1 comments

many faces of Shikamaru





this pic above is from http://naruto.cloti-aikou.net/
the pic look shitty on Mozzila and Netscape
but i guess it look good on IE
so use IE if you want to see how handsome my Shikamaru

other pics is from numerous site(please check the properties of the pic)

the latest manga shows that shikamaru now promoted into chuunin from genin
i know he can do it!!
like i said before,
he's super genius

:P

ok im done reading all the manga and watched all the anime
im totally zero now from everything
hahahahaha

arhhhhh i know im gonna be totally bored from now on!!!

gimme one more day to babbling about Naruto and co.
then i stop myself

90207 | posted by utopia at 18:29 | 0 comments


haruka kanata
-naruto opening music-
fumikomuze akuseru kake hiki wa naisa sou dayo
youru wo nukeru
nejikomu sa saigo ni sashihiki zero sa sou dayo
hibi wo kezuru

kokoro wo sotto hiraite gyutto hiki yosetara
todokuyo kitto tsutau yo motto sa aa

iki isoide shiboritotte
motsureru ashi dakedo mae yori zutto sou tokue

ubaitotte tsukandatte
kimi ja nai nara imi was naniosa

dakara motto motto motto haruka kanata

*repeat/ same except for
[dakara haruka kanata]

itsuwaru ko do ni nareta kimi no sekai wo
murizubusu no sa shiroku shirou


hahahaha
im so pathetic
think im so into this thing
just wait until i found other thing to addicted at
so far
smallville, scrubs, sex and the city, and the latest Naruto
dang!!

btw that is the 2nd opening song for naruto
latest episode have that song
what else
so far the episode stopped at ep 70
anyone else have any idea when the 71 will come out

right now straining my eyes read the scanned manga
good quality tho, so no complaining

=========================

enough bout naruto
right now waiting for the chicken to defrost
i always frustrated if i cant get the chicken out from freezer
it always stuck
i tried everything
including the non-freezer burn ziploc

nothing work
but its ok
i got a new fridge with bigger freezer neway

plan for today
do the hw and go to OH
compared answer
then im done for the day

90165 | posted by utopia at 12:22 | 0 comments

go here to download the manga
dont worry its a good quality one

90076 | posted by utopia at 0:12 | 0 comments

Monday, February 16, 2004

arhhh
i watched all the episode of naruto
70 of them
and it is still not finished
damn it!!
now i have to wait there and then for new episode
its the same thing as the sex and the city
each week is an anticipation

i watched naruto till my eyes bleeds
hahah
altho there is warning to watch it in a big room with light on
hahahaha
i guess the pokemon's incident will happened again

damn
what am i going to do now
i have nothing to addicted at
and its spring break next week!!

oh how i love guy with white shirt and straight blue jeans
just like him

learn about Naruto here

i like Shikamaru and Asuma-sensei in that series
they are so damn cool
altho they overemphasized on Kakashi-sensei and Naturo's gang
(duh!its the story about naruto for god sake!)

but really shikamaru steal my heart
he's a genius guy who care about nothing
and what really make him attractive is when he said
"i want to lead ordinary life, marry an ordinary girl neither too beautiful nor ugly, have ordinary child, first one is girl and second one is boy...but im doing this extradionary thing!"
godamnit Shikamaru-kun
you're a genius

!!

90032 | posted by utopia at 19:38 | 0 comments

arrhhhh lazy lazy day
what happened to me lately?

ok got a surprise email in my inbox today
the lecturer said i didnt turn in my hw nor attend the exam
what the heck?
i feel like my heart stop
damn!!
i didnt sleep all night just to finished my homework
hah

but of course that's false alarm
there's no way she can prove that im not doing my hw
while all my hw are graded
dang!!

didnt go to class
too lazy
i sleep too much
and no exercise make me a lazy girl
dont have any motivation
spring break is just around the corner
and why i still have homework when the spring break is approaching?
arhhh teachers just know how to make their student suffered!
when im myself become a lecturer
i'll make sure my student will suffer more than me!!
wahahhahahaha

he called the day before valentine
sweet enough to make my day
i make love with my bed on valentine day
damn!
sleeping is so contagious
once you betray your own sleep cycle
you'll be so much in trouble dude

ahhh
the guy that i secretly admired resurfaced in front of my eyes yesterday
damn!!
i cant stop smiling last night
im so embarrased to smile uncontrollably in front of him
hahahaha

well he looks kinda shy in front of me
maybe he have something towards me :P

ok enough crap
need to go to grocery to get some stuff

89947 | posted by utopia at 9:58 | 0 comments

Sunday, February 15, 2004

3 am in the morning,
i finally watched the 62 episode of naruto
six more and i'll be so much agitated to knows that i have to wait weekly for new episode
im so worn out
but thats ok
i got no more exam after this

i believe im not doing very well in all my first midterm
damn!!
i just hoping im not failing any class
i cant afford that

its time to concentrate on my diet and fitness
im messing up this week
due to hormone and exams
but thats ok
i'll start from scratch

need to get some sleep
i have sign up for work tomorrow
this is just great
i love to work
because i love lavish money!!

yup Mr Boyfriend dear,
you better get some nice job
or you cant afford me
hahahahah

===============

feel good now
finally have time for long shower and time to wash my hair
damn it
i know this cycle will go on and on each week
when i only have weekend to take care of myself

tomorrow gonna fasting
for a week
hoping to lose those unwanted pound

my plan for next week
-finished all three homework(damn!)
-fasting
-go to gym in the evening
-parrttteeeeeyyyy!!

89780 | posted by utopia at 2:48 | 0 comments

Saturday, February 14, 2004

aint it a paradox
while you lecturing me about how Valentine is bad to my faith
but you still go out and have a dine out last night
aint it pathetic when you talk about how love is merely lust inside youth
but you...

damn it!!
please do and correct yourself
before you want to straighten me up
damn you and your fakeness!
and please stay outta of my life!!

=======================

i miss uou so much darling
i hate this loneliness
i really hate myself for this
we supposed to have a romantic dinner
under the shine of moonlight
or merely cuddled up
while eating those chocolate covered strawberries

but you're not here...
and im not there....
god knows how painful it is to go through each and every day
without you

i miss you so much
i promise you this one
i will never ever go away from you again
cause i've learn from my mistake

i miss you

89692 | posted by utopia at 14:18 | 0 comments

Friday, February 13, 2004

last year we celebrate valentine with shouting each other
this year...i wish i can fight with him
i dont mind
as long he's there

but he's not
i miss him so much

to my huney bunny
Happy Valentine Day
im yours and your mine for 3 years now

miss you dearly

89582 | posted by utopia at 20:31 | 0 comments

lalala
so happy
finally can fit in my old pants
and the ring can be taken out without have to use soap
and easily fit the middle finger

i guess im thinner now

i feel good!

got exam tomorrow
i hope i can make it

89507 | posted by utopia at 5:02 | 0 comments

Thursday, February 12, 2004

should have go to library
my stuff is there
but instead i ditched them to go to gym and eat
while watching tv
damn im so fucked up
i want to stay in library until morning
hahha
my test is at 840 am
i guess i can make it
hahahaha
well
i never stay at the library until morning
lets try tonight
i know there is a lot of ppl there
and maybe i can do my homework too
which im not intended to submit
well
we'll see

right now there's a lot of politician being arrested for bribery
way to go PM
hahaha i hope he will maintain at this momentum
get back the dirty money those dirty ppl took away from commoners
well...
im proud of my country
in a way we always have a good leader

ok im totally pissed off at someone i didnt know their existance
fuck up ah
hypocrite cam sial
i dont give a damn to every word you said
you just another fuck up moron

fuck you, you whore!!

89454 | posted by utopia at 20:04 | 0 comments

omg!!
im so exhausted yet there's one more exam to go
i screwed up thw first two
lets hope i can do better with this one

waaaa
i dont think this is the good semester for me
damn it!!
if i knew i shouldnt take those physics class
now its too late to drop that class
plus in a way i hav to deal with it to

damn!!
im so disoriented right now
cant even type my words as fast as always

bingeing as always
then puke up like no one cares
yellowing my teeth
hurting myself
if this is the price
i take it as long as im happy
no one will know
and no one will cares
im just that girl
in a suit of fat

let show them what i can do!!

89411 | posted by utopia at 12:35 | 0 comments

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

see
i've told you
right now im in phase of being a crybaby
watched Naruto feat Zabuza
and i cried my heart out in all episodes

yeah...i'll take another 5 days for this to end

i already got a new room for next semester
my roomate is an American, hopefully
i just hope she is not as messy as my first roomie

need to get some sleep
messing up my sleeping cycle for the exam
wish me luck tomorrow
i have 2 exams tomorrow

things to do:
-called sponsor about computer loan, insurance, bla bla bla
-file tax return (money baby!)
-homework due Friday
-go to see the holiday shift

89266 | posted by utopia at 2:50 | 0 comments

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

beware:
in few hours i will get back ache, stomach cramp, blinding headache, mood swing, food craving, crying or laughing uncontrollably,
damn..im gonna hate myself after this

just..just be careful

Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall
For just to be with you I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire, through whatever come what may
For a chance at loving you, I'd take it all the way...
Right down to the wire, even through the fire

-kanye west-

p/s who sang with that high pitched bachground sound in this song, through the wire?

89140 | posted by utopia at 8:39 | 0 comments

who knews walking back home from library alone in wee hours in the morning, passing a very quiet woods, along with feeling of being watched and stalked, can be so scary?
damn!! i swear i half running up the steep hill, and reached my room in 5 min sharp.
its usually take me 15 minutes to go through that way

damn
my heart beats so fast
im almost fainted when i open my room door

I NEVER EVER WALKED BACK HOME ALONE AGAIN!!!!

well got false alarm today
thought i have midterm tonight,
turn out i have midterm review
hahaha
no wonder im so passionate to see Grammy instead of studying

need to study again after this
and tomorrow have to get up early
got something to do

yeah

89116 | posted by utopia at 2:01 | 0 comments

Monday, February 9, 2004

just like the way i am


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

89042 | posted by utopia at 17:56 | 0 comments

OMIGOD!!
THIS IS SO CUTE

i love the "frog"
the laughter of a baby really reminds me of home


ayang...i want one!!!

88915 | posted by utopia at 0:00 | 0 comments

Sunday, February 8, 2004

grammy review:
i guess performances tonight is very powerful
really grammy standard
even Sean Paul is there
hehehehe

tonight the president award goes to the Beatles
yoko still the beautiful one

beyonce was great

just knew that what is funk
hahah
get funky baby

duuhh
im supposed to study dude
i got exam tomorrow

hahah bet grammy is more important

88904 | posted by utopia at 21:15 | 0 comments

ahhh
i got a crush on somebody
gosh...im blushing each time im near him
dang!!

88873 | posted by utopia at 15:24 | 0 comments

Saturday, February 7, 2004

hooked up with Naruto right now
damn im far left behind
hahahaha
well just come back from gym
miss my aerobic class yesterday
have to make up for that
im messing up with my diet too
gotta start back dieting
im doing good so far
hah

88835 | posted by utopia at 22:31 | 0 comments

Friday, February 6, 2004



look : OK
color : i wont buy that color...awwhhh come on for that look we need better color
engine:who cares!
interior : the dashboard look "dashing", slightly over-emphasize, but not too bad, i love the back seat actually, more room for compact car like this

for 52K, its kinda worth it,
but please who come out with that lame name and color
(duh..im not impressed with "energy orange" color"

88704 | posted by utopia at 12:10 | 0 comments

Hip-hop performer and producer Missy Elliott is riding on the top of the charts with her latest hit album Under Construction. And she is indeed under new construction.

A native Portsmouth, VA, Missy has struggled with weight for most of her life, "My doctor gave me the `Lose weight or you're to have a stroke.'"

After drastically changing her diet and adopting a regular exercise routine in mid-1999, Missy began shedding weight, and by the summer of 2002, she had lost 50 pounds. She sticks to a low sodium diet and works out on the treadmill about four times a day.

This past October, she showed off her slimmed-down medium figure in her sizzling video Work It, which has become her biggest hit yet.

She's having fun with her new look. "Don't I look like a Halle Berry poster?" she raps on her new hit, Work It.


really adored how missy lose weight without even using surgery!
way to go girl!!

************

its 4 a.m in the morning
im sorry but i cant sleep
if i sleep god knows that i'll miss my 830 class
hmmm so excuse for the abundance of writing here

been trying to file tax return just now
wohoo...
im gonna get back my $120 that States stole from me
hahahaha

so that's mean im gonna go back home with tonnes of money

thats remind me to buy a leather jacket for my dad
what's for my brother? i dunno..but he asked about gameboy
we'll see about that
ah..im such a good daughter
bought a tea set for my mom and a denim jacket for my sis
dang!!
thanks god i only got 4 ppl to serve in my family

my plan when to go back home:
none

ok now we go and talk about money
airfare: -$1200
money i got now: $879
gonna get in 3 more month: $2421
grocery++: $50 per month*3=-$150
so money to spend: $1900 = RM7200

wooohhhhhh
that's helluva a money
i hope i can stick to my rough budget

ahhh talking about home...need to get the document needed for travelling home ready as soon as possible
dang! that's alot of work

ok i think i talk too much

88629 | posted by utopia at 2:24 | 0 comments

my one and only plant has died
im sorry green, i just dont have time for you
i dont even have time for myself

decide to bail out from doing something fun
i guess its better that way then have the guilt trap all the way of my life
i think i love him more that i dont care about anyone else

really jealous to see his aunt's pic with mr boyfriend
i want to hug him in the snow too
or sipping those hot cappucino together in the cozy sofa in front of the fireplace
ot just chat while watching the snow fell down
damn this winter blues

i miss him so much

o yeah...im so annoyed with those people who dont have handphone manner...
owh come on!
not everyone want to know where you going to party tonight
or how such an asshole your lecturer are
dang..in fact no one want to know
so please get some manner
its handphone damn you not walkie talkie
dont shout wont ya!

88616 | posted by utopia at 0:24 | 2 comments

Thursday, February 5, 2004

arhhhh i know this is madness
Lord know how much I love my beautiful long hair
i love every inches of it
i make my decision...
if i managed to lose my weight till it reach 140lbs
im gonna cut my hair half-way

(i can hear my bf screaming..so sorry dear!)

yeah..im going to...

88504 | posted by utopia at 4:11 | 0 comments

ok got one homework to work on
tomorrow got no recitation
so probably gonna show my face to the instructor the whole day

hahahha
tips to be an excellent student : be office hour groupie

very funny

and do you hear about justin "exposed" janet boobs during superbowl performance? damn i miss that!

ahhh
now i dunno what to do
i cant answer the rest of the homework
good job!!
waaahhhh
today skip my gym
so has to make it up tomorrow morning
or let say
double the time
damn!!
why i was so lazy

all the travel agent i emailed dont offer open ticket
urghhh!!
so that's mean im stuck with the first plan
waiting for his phone call before i can even buy the ticket
as long as we met
money is no matter
hahahah

88485 | posted by utopia at 0:13 | 0 comments

Tuesday, February 3, 2004

ok
one homework done
done while talking to him last night
he's in good mood
so im pretty happy myself

not really a bad day today
observe inches shed away from my hip and abs
yeay for me
also have lose 15 lbs so far

more to go
like what? 40 more lbs

yeah i can do it if i keep exercising and dieting inn this rate

ok things need to be done this week
study for exams next week!!
3 exams to be exact
but after that gonna be free for a month
then i need to catch up
waaaahhhhh

really have to score on two subject if want to raise the CGPA

o god i hope i'll doing ok in the test

big things this month?
-transfer the money to other account
-dont ever use that money
-find travel agent, really need to get the open ticket

88357 | posted by utopia at 23:44 | 0 comments

hah..
finally managed to straight things up with him
so right now has started to inquiry about open ticket from LA to KL
who knows any travel agent that can do that for me?

yeay yeay...
gonna spend helluva time with him
cant wait!!

and his aunt gonna get married so I have to be there
hahah have to cajole him to buy me a very nice ring then
:P

happy happy day
yeah...tomorrow is just a day ahead

88265 | posted by utopia at 3:22 | 0 comments

Monday, February 2, 2004

totally stuffed up with umai
dang!! it was good !!

but i guess cant challenged my mom's

feel so excited...finally can get one homework solved
way to go to me!!

and what the heck is "runut bunyi"?

88252 | posted by utopia at 23:16 | 1 comments

"When I'm stuck with a day that's gray and lonely
I stick out my chin and grin and say

The sun'll come out tomorrow
So you gotta hang on 'til tomorrow, come what may"


-tomorrow-
annie's soundtrack

perasaan sangat gloomy right now
banyak sangat benda dalam kepala
dengan weight issue
dengan homework
dengan penat
dengan love life

cant take tis anything anymore..please

88181 | posted by utopia at 12:42 | 0 comments

Sunday, February 1, 2004

Superbowl is here!!

hah like i care *smirk*

today was kinda blast
got a performance done
pretty shaky cause make some mistake with the music note
but after all
not so bad
not so bad

right now juggling between homework and superbowl
i want to wait for the most interesting ads
havent see any yet

what else
got exam next week
have to put some effort on physics

gonna start doing the practice exam before its too late

88084 | posted by utopia at 19:07 | 2 comments