something ordinary

last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15

well off to see my baby tomorrow
yeay
finally after 2 years
sooo ppl
wish me good flight
can't wait to see my baby
and to eat all i can again
yeah baby!!

107692 | posted by utopia at 0:46 | 0 comments

cd wishlist
:franz ferdinand
:the walkmen
:the vines
:muse
:the von bondies

aaahhhh
i have to get thi cd while im back in msia
surely its cheaper
yeah
enjoy my summer with some rock n roll

107415 | posted by utopia at 12:30 | 0 comments

yeay...phuket
here i come!!

well life is good so far
my darling got a ps2
let's see who'll get busy later
he'll take my laptop
so that i can take his ps2 home
good good

107392 | posted by utopia at 9:48 | 0 comments

well...
everything goes as planned
a lil bit late
but still ok

turned out i went home a day earlier than i thought
gosh....im soooo excited

now where's my bikini?
expecting something today
"its my bday"
seriously!

107075 | posted by utopia at 11:44 | 0 comments

gosh
im too excited right now
i cant sleep

exhilirating
overjoy
ultimate happiness

wait for me my darling

106730 | posted by utopia at 3:35 | 0 comments

heeehhhh
what make me really pissed off right now is
reading malay blog that tried too hard to show him/her soooo alim
fuck you

pantang tol orang yg tulis guna ana anta and so on
lainlah kalau ko tulis fully dalam Arab aku tak kisah lah
neh tak
"arinih ana makan nasik lemak"
"arituh ana gi berdakwah..."
ana my ass
oh please
we geddit ok
ko ah makhluk yang paling alim skali kat dunia ni
takde orang lain yg lagi alim selain ko
ko dah kira dalam golongan riak in a way tau tak
please laaaa
unless ko really write your blog in a proper manner
gunakan perkataan ana anta tuh betul
you aint got my respect man
i dont need to know whether ko semayang 5 waktu ke
ko gi dakwah ke
its not for me to judge
and not for you to tell

please laaa
you dont have to show that you much better than me
aku pun ada agama
and what i do is not for you to snoop around

ok ini pengalaman aku
kalo offended bleh gi mampus
dalam suma2 orang alim yang aku jumpa
dari kecik sampai besar
suma cam sial aku rasa
and thats why i vow not to mingle with this kind of ppl
cam my uncle
alim die sbg alasan untuk kawin banyak
cam kawan aku
alim die terover2
sampai nak show off benda ungu kat dahi die
alim member pompuan aku
tergedik2 ngan laki gak

gosh
aku dah jumpa banyak pompuan pakai tudung labuh
sangat2 sikit yg betul2 refrain themselves from guys
yg selebihnya
dalam2 tudung labuh tuh
tergedik2 cakap kat phone
cakap ngan brothers konon
brothers my ass
kadang2 orang yang tak pakai tudung much2 better that these people
dah ah ko buat perangai camtuh
pastuh ko nak tunjuk alim ko kat aku
nasihat aku macam2
as if aku/orang lain teruk sangat
just because tudung tak cukup panjang cam ko
owh helloooooo
at least aku tak terkinja2 depan laki cam ko
observes these people betul2
you'll see the truth in my saying

aku bukan nak cakap buruk
just ko sedar2 dirilaaa
you dress yourselves that way
at least act the way you dress
and please laa jangan guna ana anta tuh
you just pissed me off

106707 | posted by utopia at 0:30 | 1 comments

yeay...
pretty much everything is done now
my ticket is on their way
my travel document also in process

yeay!!

lets go home and see mr boyfriend
and eat KFC
and nasi ayam
and mee kolok
and laksa sarawak
and all the good stuff
dang!!

106669 | posted by utopia at 20:09 | 1 comments

well get tired with the weezer thingy
hear the full album of The Stills here
nice
Lola and Still in Love song is my favorite

hahha
try to get into macro photography
but the camera is so expensive
and my stupid digicam didnt want to do the dirty work for me
dang!

now i got full titles by dan brown
i got one by impulse
"digital fortress"
today got my "deception point"
well....enuff for my travel back to Malaysia i guess
if i didnt finished it here

now contemplating whether to bring all my novel back or not?
i planned for a vacation first before hit home
so having a 30lb of books on my back is not a good idea

106551 | posted by utopia at 0:21 | 0 comments

rite now feeling a lil bit messed up?
is it my pms?
dont feel like it
aaahhhhhhh

106263 | posted by utopia at 0:04 | 0 comments

fuck american soldiers
fuck american at all
esp you damn stupid Bush
where's your WMD?
till now, there's no WMD
so why dont you leave freaking iraq alone
let they do what they want to do with their country moron
you stupid mofo

fuck you american
its so sad berg have to carry the burden of american soldier mistake
you killed berg, fucker bush

106213 | posted by utopia at 11:42 | 0 comments

aahhhh
i dunno what happened to me
right now i feel like wanna scream
and throw everything that on my sight
life;s sucks
and im one emotional girl

i feel so fucking stupid right now
its all about him
about the way we living right now
i want to be free from him
but at the same time
i want him in my life
cause i know nobody will love me the way he loves me
aaaahhhhh~
im soooo fucked up right now
i betrayed everything i promise him
im aint a good girl after all
right now how i wish he slept with another girl
so that he feel as guilty as i am right now
i betrayed him so badly
i wish we move to another country
so that not a single thing can escape from this little town
not a single story about me
i dunno
i feel soooo fucked up
i even rehearse the break up plan
altho i know i will never do that
why now i behaves badly
why not before
why now!!!!

damn it
life is unfair
freedom is for wrong people

how i wish my bf is a playa
who flirt with other women
who i know i'll break up with him eventually
why do i have to meet somebody so loving right now
and i cant even love him the way he loves me
?
i dunno

i messed up everything

106181 | posted by utopia at 2:37 | 0 comments

too much hype inside me now
dashboard gonna playing soon
the stills too
and now not sure if i can catch all that
im not a driver
and there's like only few ppl share my kind of music
sooooo
gonna go empty handed

106130 | posted by utopia at 18:13 | 0 comments

damn!
i miss my old pc
so much fun inside it!!

what else
looking to do something fun on my bday

105966 | posted by utopia at 19:32 | 0 comments

well
having fun life right now
i hope nobody will stick their nose in my life
cause i dont need anyone

105694 | posted by utopia at 11:51 | 0 comments

well my friend is on her way to go home
and i'll have to wait for another 15 days until i go home and see my darling boyfriend
waaaahhhhh
cant wait
i want my baby

well feeling sooooo guilty right now :(

ahhh~
cant wait to go back home and see my baby
so much to do
so little time...

i must go to the beach
i already bought a beach skirt to wear

105077 | posted by utopia at 11:52 | 0 comments

well
need to jump start on my lo card diet
need to lose like 10 lbs b4 i meet my baby

104823 | posted by utopia at 16:27 | 0 comments

well finally he called me
im soooo excited that our plan will go on
but i feel so guilty
why?
a lot of thing has happened
and im not sure if i can cover it all up
and im rethinking of bring him here to US
i mean the situation right now is sooooo bad for him to be here
i dont like my new neighbours
i dunno
let see what'll happened

104513 | posted by utopia at 9:52 | 0 comments

all the sudden i feel so terribly mad at my bf
its been freaking a month goes by
and he hasnt call me yet
i hate it
i freaking hate it
i hate it when he didnt callu
i feel like he dont feel anything but not calling me
at least sms me to talk about our plan
i hate him for making me sooooo miserable

baby
i want you

104178 | posted by utopia at 21:17 | 0 comments

pms really hit me bad
this time too
i miss my dear sooo much
he havent called for a month
and i'll be going back home in a month
need to conform some stuff with him
i just plain miss him
damn it!!
i want his voice on the phone
i want his hand on my face
i want him
entirely him
him him him!!!

i want my baby badly
please please darling call me

104125 | posted by utopia at 14:05 | 0 comments