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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
its not a good idea
to see your prof when you dont know how to do hw
and you having one of your bad day
you ended up crying in front of that poor guy
soooo
that's what happen to me today
fortunately i will be seeing him like 3 hrs per week
damn!!
i feel so foolish sobbing in front of him
just because i cant do a freaking homework!!!!
i dont feel good at all
i mean next week i have like 3 exam
and a few paper due a week after that
i only have few class
and the workload is easy
its just that the hw is sooooo hard
i seriously cried each time i do the hw.
well
that's life
on other hand
financially im not unstable at all
have to many debt
so little money
so much thing to buy
so little money
:(
well
finally got an apartment to settle in
also got the textbook dilemma settle
yeah
i make the copies myself
there is no way i want to buy that 50 bucks worth of photocopy
when you can get it for less than 20 bucks!!
damn!!
struggling doing my homework
about the xps
damn i hate it
althop i knew i just can continue with the other question
but its troubling if you didnt get the answer for the first part
what else
havent shower for a day now
and i smell like minyak urut
ahh better go take a shower
before any unwanted microorganism make my skin as their home
my current wishlists
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The Killers' Hot Fuss CD
Franz Ferdinand CD
any Sophie Kinsella's books-ppl said its good but i havent get any chance to read about it yet
Are You Afraid of the Dark? : A Novel-new book by Sidney Sheldon (ooohhh i have to have this to complete my collection)
Fundamentals of Polymer Science
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dang
altho i never have time to read
but i still crave to buy books
damn it
i just weak with money i guess
have you heard about Yusuf Islam aka Cat Stevens?
its so frustrating
damn it!!
have few argument with him this few day
hate it when we're furious with each other
but it also a relieve
cause it free me from the lovey-dovey feeling
and i can focus on my work
but on the other hand
he now definitely know how to say sorry
maybe my "vacation" with him teach him to appreiate me more
esp after those relentless protest that i gav him
sometime i feel he deserves more than my scream
and my tears
ooohhh i just love him
now and forever
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the killers is on mtv2 $2 concert
yeahhh!!
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got another full credit on my polymer hw
hehehehhe
yeay for me
maybe i can be a polymer specialist after all
i just love it
now each time i hold a plastic can
or anything that is in plastic domain
i will curious about what it is
im just such a geek
well i love being a geek
well
fuck those chick with blue shirt
and "we stand with I***el" written on the back
oi fucker
kalo aku tulis aku stand with iraq ke
ko cop aku terrorist
ko cakap aku nak ancam keselamatan negara ko
my ass
ko kate ada kebebasan bersuara
but ko pull the trigger kalo aku cakap pendapat aku
fuck you!!!
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sangat pissed off kat mana2 budak melayu yg rasa hebat
tak kira whoever they are
oi ko takyah nak kutuk bangsa ko sendiri
padahal baru duduk us uk setahun dua
dah pandai judge negara sendiri
my ass ah ko
bodoh!!
sometime i feel frustrated with my own country
to some extent
tp aku tak pernah agung2kan negara lain
dan aku tak rasa aku nak duduk kat tpt lain other that malaysia
so please haul your ass off
dan jangan sepahkan muka ko kat depan aku
you just another son of bitch yg rasa ko sangat hebat
padahal pointer takat 2.++
please
go away!!
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feel satisfied cause i can finished all my hw by MYSELF
yeay for me
it does feel good you know
well
have hw only 2 hw due this week
i decided to drop thermo class
yeay
no more confusion
now i only have straight-from-the-book class
which i like cause i dont like to twist my head go through the formula
and manipulated it
this sem gonna gimme some scientist like feeling.
on way back from class
i calculate how many month till i debt-free
well its gonna be 4 fuckin month
and i hope i gonna be 4 fuckin month
i have this unsatiable hunger for expensive gadget
so that soooo gonna cost me money
supposed to have lunch date
but not sure if its on or not
been a long time since i ate buffet
and i still want that beatmania controller
(do you know how hard is it for me to sleep and not think about it?)
aint it cool to be a scientist?
awwww
who doesnt melt to the voice of Chris Carrabba(dashboard confessional)
my god!!!
im sooooo in love with him right now
maybe you guys have heard the new song from Spiderman 2 soundtrack "Vindicated"
oh gosh!!!
i just love his voice...
on another note
seems like im slacking off from my musical interest lately
found out that there is this new band called The Killers
and they rocks BIG TIME!!!!
they sounded lil bit like The Still...
just the tunes that i like
hmmm been trying to concentrate on hw but as usual
im digress
somebody please
buy me this Beatmania Arcade Style Controller
i need it
i want it
i want it
i want it
I WANT IT!!!!!
i always said that i want to be passionate about my major
i think i got hold to it right now
i can do my hw independently right now
and hopefully be as passionate as all my passionate
i have a weird lecturer
well, not weird, he's kinda cool
and his name rhyme with enstein!!
i mean
its so inspirational to see someone do so much
just to talk about some topic
well
i want to be like him
i want to be like my other old-school professor
who opt for hands on experience
instead of mumbling things of
i also like my polymer proffesor
he's old but i just like the way he willing to bring those specimen
to class
why bother to bring that ordinary water bottle just to tell us its PET while he can just mention it?
i want to be like them
i want to be a good, no make it great teacher
the one who is so involved with student
and teaching material
and i want to be old-school
watch this and you'll understand the meaning of the pic
yeay
its look like i can graduate early
its mean i can be with my darling earlier
i dunno why i get cranky this few days
i just had my period but my pms just wont left me
after all im not feeling right at all
i think i make a big mistake
that i cant reverse
i need some assurance
but im not sure if he can give it to me
i feel thing changes too soon
right before my eyes
i feel even naked right now
so vulnerable
touch me, i'll break into pieces
if only i didnt do it............
hmmmm
i hate him
with all my gut
after all that i've give to him
he still what he was
i hate him for that
sooooo
pretty good week
got interview for new job this wednesday
i hope i can make it
if i get the job that's mean i will work in an air-conditioned environment
and no longer have to stand next to that stink tuna and brocolli.
what else
i miss about 3 hrs of thermo class
and already i freaked out to read the homework.
hmmmmm take a deep breath
i know i can go through this crazy semester.
polymer class is just fun
i think i fall in love with polymers
see
i have passion for materials
as usual
what i really want for this semester:
i want to end this semester with me being able to remember all the material properties and can talk informatively to people about my courses.I've been ignorant so far so i want to know everything and hopefully being so passion about material science.and of course get a good result too.
woooo
i am soooooo in love with my Nokia 6600
especially when its appear on Cellular
see the trailer here
apart from being pricey,at RM2k (but who am i complaining, i got the phone as a gift from my parents :P), my new baby just plain awesome.
i just cant get enough being a gadget lady!
wow
biomaterial is soooo much fun
i went to my first class today
and i already understand about "polyrhylene spinal disk that can rotate axially with other bone" in CSI
hahahhah
i am sooooo gonna excel in this class
what else
polymeric material also sound good
altho the prof kinda old and slow talking
not much fun i guess
but the best part is he is trying very hard to teach
oh and isnt it sound cool if i told you that airplane window is made from poly(methylmethacrylate).yeah!!
i think i dont wanna do the EMO class
i better get myself into that thermo class and get burned
Fuh!almost screwed up the blog's template!!thanks god for that undo button!!
CSI marathon is on Spike tv tonight but dont feel like watching it altho the tv is open.
im not sure if i can cope with this semester schedule.Feel like dropping one class but let see how its going first.
Finally managed to squeezed in to the class that i like.hurrah for me.
600 mg of ibuprofen=feel good!!!
school just started today
well if last semester i got all female professor
i bet this sem i'll be getting all-OLD-male professor
and when i say OLD, its friggin OLD!!!
i just hope i do well this semester.
a lot of new people in this sem
including a chinese/japanese senior that i like very much
eheheheh
and he sits in front of me 
yeay that make my day
gosh
my version of carrot susu is just plain suck.
need recipe for good "cafe-style" carrot susu
you know, the one that you order at any cafe
and that was good
i think adding 2 tbsp of condensed milk into the whole bottle of carrot juice is not the way.
Need to improvise so ppl out there help me please!!!
cant get enough of malaysian carrot susu
nyam nyam!!
and of course since it's carrot i dont feel bad drinking it
(yeah im in denial about the added sugar and condensed milk)
dont want to work tomorrow!!!
but i need the money and i need to see when is my shift.
dang!!
Carrot susu Intan-Adlina
BahanČ
2 cawan air
1 batang lobak merah
2 sudu brown sugar
susu pekat
soda
ais ketul
caraČ
Blender lobak merah ditapis
Masukkan brown sugar, susu pekat dan juga soda
sedia dihidang bersama ketulan ais.
the main thing here i need to add more water to the carrot juice.
want to return the jacket i bought a few day ago.
just realized it is not worth the money.
Plus im in tight budget for a few month starting this month.
Fortunately dont have to buy textbook, except for one maybe, if i can get into that class.
plus need to work extra hours so that i can pay off my debt and saving up for a new laptop.
Hopefully it'll be over in this semester.
Note to self:need to self contain myself.No expensive food, no expensive clothing, no nothing. Have to live with what i got now.
i wonder where did i put my notebook in which i jot down my shift?
right now otak tgh kosong
yeay!
Ugh homesick+jetlag=horrible!!
wishing i was at home right now, seing him pick me up for some cheap dinner.Or some milkshake.
Now I'm alone, only talking thru phone with him.
I was so happy this three month.
We were in love like we never before.
I miss him so much right now.
I feel like running to him and hug him tightly so that i dont have to go.
But 2 more years and im over.
I'll be forever in his arm.
Hmmm I'm back in the States adter 3 month of fulfilling vacation back at home.
Have a blast during my summer vacation.The highlight of course seeing my honey after 2 years apart.The feeling is undescribable since we havent seen each other for freaking 2 years!!!
Now I'm back to my sober place here in States :(
ugh!!I miss sotong kangkung
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