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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
ok
for the million time
i want to stress out
I REALLY HATE, NO,
I REALLY FUCKING DESPISE AT ALL ALIM PEOPLE
YOU GUYS CAN GO ROT IN HELL
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sapa tak suka boleh mampus
aku memamg fucking hate orang2
yang konon2nyaaa dengar tazkirah
dan konon2nyaa dapat cahaya keimanan melalui usrah2
dan translation al quran
oi boleh gi mampus
aku sangat tak suka orang alim sbb depa nih laa orang yang paling terer judge character
paling suka cop2 orang"ohhh dia tuh suka pegang tangan ngan balak die---tak ingat tuhan laa tuh
ohh die penah gi genting ngan laki tuh---dah berzina aaa tuh
die nih suka tulis a'kum padahal tak sampai maksud salam tuh"
oh fuckwit
kalo ko tgk video2 lucah orang melayu
yang amik curi2 kat taman2
kat tepi tangga
sumanyaaa pakai tudung tutup dada
mana de pompuan yg pakai strapless (nih aku cakap video curi)
mana de yang pakai mini skirt masuk vcd lucah nih
sumanyaaa golongan yang rasa bagus
soooo
tolonglaaaaa
aku memang in deep hatred kat orang2 camnih
aku lagi suka orang yg tak bagus dan mengaku tak bagus
dari orang2 yang bagi2 nasihat nih
tp sendiri punya perangai tak bagus
slalunyaaa orang2 camnih akan suka tgk cerita jepun bongok
sbb in real life they will never get a cute bf
sbb diorang sangat fake
so boleh mampus
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on other hand
i always taking drastic measure
in my life
but as far as i concern
i only care for my family
and for my bf
so orang2 lain yang menyampah kat aku boleh blah
today gonna be my last attempt.
i hate it when all my work is concentrated at certain week or day
i want to sing
i hate him for marah me last night
i want to shower but im too lazy
i have a lot of money right now
i just about to be proud of myself
before i stupidly succumb to my own weakness
i just hate myself for that!!!!!
updated financial breakdown
Allowance=$733
Hutang=-$500
Pressent=-$100
Grocery=-56
Leftover=$77
Not bad
i still have some leftover
but definitely not going to used that for anything
I dont have any plan on spending any money
Right now I have some system
In order to gain something, i must lose something
the fundamental rule of life actually
sooooooo
in order to spend my money on useless thing
i have to lose some weight
if i can lose 10 more lb
im gonna get myself some sexy satin panties
cant wait!!
got my allowance early
and hmmmm what to do with that 700 bucks in my accounts
Duh!
bayar utang laaa
i promise myself not to buy nonsense thing again
because i need to save up for my big vacation plan with mr bf 
lalala
but need to bayar utang first laaa
so this is the break down
Allowance = $733
Hutang = -$600
Diet program = -$50
Grocery = whatever left
fortunately i dont have any crazy desire to buy anything stupid
if i keep up with this
i will burn off all my debt within 5 months
yeay!!! and i will use that money for my vacation
counting for vacation
tix = $400
acc + food = 1000
hmmm i can do that hopefully
mess it up again
big time
have to stop doing this to myself
cepatlaa kasi duit
i have some project going on
im sooo sick with malay people who want to do western-people parenting
didnt work laaaa
cant you see all around you?
orang yg gi clubbing suma tuh
orang putih nya ajaran laaaa
fuck
stick with the old-school laaa
much better person than orang putih
ingat suma orangh putih bagus kaaaa
nih mari laaa ke US tgk bagus mana orang putih dia
high confidence my ass
tuh bodoh namanya
penat dan nak nangis
try macam2 tapi tak gak turun
i really really desperately need to do something
ive been to gym every single fucking day
and still no use
weird
feel pms
but maybe not
last night go on bingeing on the mozarella stick
and jalapeno poppers and calamari rings
damn it!!!
i ate about 60 g of carb when i shoudl have 20
but when took my measurement this morning
im losing 5 more lbs (1kg)
i hope its true
today totally need to control myself
no stupid binge anymore
running my simulation sambil tulis blog
damn
baru dua minggu skolah dah banyak keja
well
have a breakdown this morning
all for the stupid craving for mee goreng
i was crying like im dying tomorrow
cissss
fortunately i have a support system which is my bf
heh
he was like
"yeah i know its hard
but i promise i'll bring you kfc when i go there
only 6 more month
and then you can eat all you want
i dont mind"
yeah
6 more mind
i think i can get hold of it
have a break from gym today because of the workload
lalala
orang arab tak suka "star academy" (ala2 akademi fantasia)
and they do something about it
they blocked the voting sms
hahah orang melayu tau menyalak je
cakap haram laa itu ini
satu hapah tak de buat papa
almost all my prof wants us to called him by his first name,
no sir, no proffessor, no any-crap-salute
but in Malaysia,
they want to put Cendekiawan infront of the name
ouuuuuu
melayu melayu
memang tak berubah
ok here's the deal
i dont want anyone to know about what's up with me
that's why i kept this weblog as personally anonymous.i'm a good listener but have a hard time to talk to ppl about me, about my feeling
and that;s why i decided to do this think
for once i want to let go what's going on in my life
what i think
what i dont want to talk to you
just dont pester me
if you know about this then shut up
please respect me
for once
make a deal with my baby
i lose 10 kg and he'll secure the visa to US
lalala~~~~
dream come true
just now, i have to save some money for him to go here.
That's mean more hours working, no more junks
waaahhhh cant believe this
bodohnya malaysia
sedangkan schumaccher pun boleh kasi 10M derma
sedangkan germany yg kecik tuh pon boleh 600M dollar
malaysia kasi apa?
bodoh
nihlaaa negara melayu
tau cakap je
tolonglaa derma laa itulaa inilaa
gi mampus ah
tak malu ke ngan negara lain yg tak Islam tuh
bodoh
memang betul laa
orang melayu nih bila benda camnih jadi
bleh plak cakap allah turun bala kat orang acheh laa itulaa inilaa
oi bodoh ko sape nak tau rahsia alam nih
daripada cakap baik gi derma
dont question where the money goes
just do it
orang melayu nih memang dolak dalih banyak
takut duit sampai ke tangan orang kapir laa
takut orang salahgunakan duit derma laaaa
derma je laa
takyah nak berburuk sangka
banyak je reliable tpt derma
100 ringgit 200 ringgit tuh banyak mana
beli pinggan ribu2 dapat plak
bodoh bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!
heh, while other countries kasi ratus2 million
negara Islam kasi 10M je
malaysia kasi berapa?
1 juta malaysia je?????
babih
dah kena malapetaka camnih pun nak berkira duit
dont let me start on badawi
dah powell turun acheh
powell-->remember the powerful man
yg orang islam benci2 sbb serang iraq
laki yg hangpa suma benci tulaa pegi tolong orang acheh sana
pegi tolong sedara mara awak suma yg islam tu
badawi buat apa?
negara sebelah je
us pegi indon tu amik masa lebih 24 jam perjalanan
kl ke acheh 3-4 jam je
what took you so long
stupid melayu
aku benci orang alim
aku benci orang alim
aku benci orang alim
dah baca benda camnih tak derma gak tak tau laaa
pasal jadikan anak2 acheh jadi anak angkat
bodoh
time benda camnih jadi pun ko nak ambik kesempatan
tuh budak tgh trauma
dont interfere laa people
indon ada govt sendiri
ko nak ke kalau ada musibah orang thailand nak angkat anak kau jadi anak angkat
no way dude
biarlaaa govt depa settle sendiri
takyah nak gatal2 simpati
tolong laa derma
sikit pun takpe
kalau banduan pun boleh kasi
takkan kita yg konon2nya lagi mulia dari banduan nih takleh
kat malaysia dah ada derma sms
http://www.bharian.com.my/m/BHarian/Wednesday/Mukadepan/20050104232905/Article/
sapa tgk battle of ozzfest?
babi ah
omputih nih mmg tak reti nak paham adat orang lain
ahmad guy is arabic, so he's not eating pork is not his fault
its about morality dude
why some stupid white man cant understand simple thing like that
just like why jewish cant do the tatoo
fuck up
and its a good thing he is a nice guy
did not punch the others in the face
while he should
to other people in ozzfest
you guy just sucks
Happy New Year
May this year bring you a lot of happiness
what's happening in 2004
-sweet reunion with my darling after 2 yrs on long distance relationship
-no major study failure
-still fat
cant think of anything significant
well i kept my red book around to remind me
and its helpful
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