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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
first of all,
nak beli vs stuff,
the sales end july
then next pay used to pay cc
and phonecard
i missed my baby soooo much
bloc party is wicked cool!
they have this british-flare , kinda blur-meet-the strokes
wish they touring US
fucked up my exam
but its ok
im still proud of myself
altho i wish he didnt post that "if grade is due today"
anyhow, finally got some real money in my pocket
after living up with some loose change and recycled bottle
i can finally buy craps
lalalalala
still long way to go though
to get my really own money
guess what?
the univ has increased limit of borrowing book
form 8 to UNLIMITED
o wait need to finish my bingo
ok...so i have borrowed 5 books
mainly a chic read
because it summer and we supposed to have light reading
im done with shopoholic series btw
all of them
ok for the last time i want to say
i love my chekgu
i went to see him yesterday
and i stutter for a while
and i think he notice that
and i can feel myself blushing
damn!
anyway
today will be the last day i'll be seeing him
:(
hmmmm i know why i attracted to him
because he is jongang 
i like guys with big teeth that make him look like he is jongang
my bf has big teeth
my chekgu has big teeth
lalalalala
ouuuuu Tim Horton punya bagel amat sedap
saya suka cinnamon and raisin bagel,
dulu saya suka onion bagel, tp sudah muak
waaaahhh sedapnyaaa
sambil minum iced cap dia
ok im suppose to study
tp amat malas laaaa
but have too
nobody said if you're doing great in SPM
you will get scholarship to oversea
wimpy geek will not have what it takes to go to oversea
sooo shut the fuck up!!
im pretty pissed off cause i have sacrificed a lot of stuff to get where i am right now
not only i have to study hard
i also have to dedicate my extra hours doing crappy stuff
such as being in debate team
or tennis club president
i know i'll get the scholarship because the amount of my hard work
not by amount of A that i get
not only that, i also have to face the grueling interview
sooo all the people that get their sympathy scholarship can kiss my ass
i'll be ashamed if i get the scholarship because i cried "saya dapat banyak A tp tak dapat pegi US)
damn u!
i'm totally hundred percent behind the new policy against aids
giving free condom and needle is certainly one way to help reduce HIV case
set aside the fact that it also increase the injection rate
few country agrees about this issue,
free needle and condom helps lower new HIV case
the argument is simple : less HIV, more money to the govt, more benefit to the society
free condom mmg dah ada kat US nih,
you can go to any clinic and get free condom
for the sake of health
free needle program mmg berjaya kat New Zealand China etc
mmg betul laaa apa govt cakap, lagi berbaloi kasi needle than to treat HIV patient.
even in NZ, each needle will help lower medical cost for each orang kat negara tuh about $3....so each needle save more than million dollar in health cost.
Malaysia really really need that, since we provide free health care for the citizen. So, if we can lower HIV case, more money can be distributed to improve our health care system (this is in long run)
soooo, dont complaint...help our govt
cause i think they will never issue something without doing any study on that
I'm all hundred percent behind the idea
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any guy who can pull a polo shirt and jeans
and still look definitely cute
are totally hot
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someone suggest to list out the stuff i need to buy before graduating
-big platters (extra long/extra wide so i can put my ikan masam manis comfortably)
-corelle set (one for mum, two for me)
-coffee set (one for mum, one for me)
-bedding set
-a lot of seasoning (mrs dash, lemon pepper, oregano, spanish, poultry and so on)
-of course Harley jacket for daddy
-branded stuff for sis/bro
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recipe to try
chicken and rice pot
-brown chicken in oil/butter
-add rice and coat rice with the oil
-add seasoning to the rice (spanish/all spice)
-add chicken stock
easy eh
you can add veggie too
you should expect something like chicken rice
geez the maintainence people almost give me heart attack
im smuggling a cat right now, and the apartment didnt allow any pet at all
sooooo i didnt have time to cover up the cat sand
although i manage to hide the cat in the bathroom
good lord he not coming inside
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i think i have crush on my lecturer
i know he know i always have the dreamy gaze at him
hahahahah
i definitely go out with him if he asked me
he is a very interesting person
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still contemplating to buy an aircond
it'll cost me a leg
big leg actually including the installation and so so
but it'll keep me and little blackie happy
me want me want me want
let see how it goes
hah!
about arabs
most arabs, no make it all,that i know is very cordial and inviting
even the guys in pizza parlor is always gave me extra hot wings
or those UAE ppl always stop you and says hi
oh oh what about in the ramadhan
i ate their food all month long, bless them
hah and you said arabs are snob?
yeah whatever, maybe your attitude make even arabs despise you hahaha
oh and show me where did i take back my words just to please anyone?when did i turn into hypocrite?
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its good thing langdon is not out in the inferno
im soooo dying for them to win
just because i hate those three biatches (oh well, who doesnt)
still surfing for good tv
except for Real world Austin, i havent got any taste on anything else yet
reruns is always there, thanks heaven
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i said it before, i want to said it now
"alim" people are sooooo fucking hypocrite
i wish that hypocrite "alim" gals, who shriek like a gedik girl when mawi(whoever he is) gets into AF gather their brain in their usrah session
bukan last year ko kutuk2 ke?
matlamat tak menghalalkan cara laaa people
i dun care if he qariah whatever,good for him
what the fuck the qariah doing singing jamal abdillah song, if he really have good intention
sorry to say, not everyone can get what i mean
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its easy for people to dissect others
and take out the bad things and spread it around
and leave the good things behind
i always thought the good before the bad of the people
when i was young, i can never understand why b-rok can make it into BSB although he is sooo damn ugly
then i realize that if you look, everyone is beautiful,cute,nice,
even if they're not
there is a lot more adjective to describe "good thing"
"oh at least dia pandai"
"tak lawa pun, tp kulit dia licin"
"ok je, kalau dia kemas2 skit mesti orait"
and so on
i grew up living that philosophy
the only hard thing is, i cant never instill that into other people
oh pardon me
im not the kind who like to shove my opinion into others
i know it sound utopian, but open your eyes laaaa
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yeah, the people that i care in this whole world, is my family, my bf (and his family) and of course ME!!!
soooo that argument agains me being selfish will not work on me
im a self proclaimed selfish, narcisist little lady
waaaaahhh i cannnot start on how much i like myself
my skin, my face, my brain
thinking about myself makes me happy
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my summer readings:
-Sophie kinsella's collection of course (although i could never be a shopoholic)
-The Good Earth: Pearl S. Buck
-Day of Confession:Allan Folsom
-The Little Friend:Donna Tart
-What Should I do with my life
sure coffee (or better iced cappucino) and a slice of cake wont hurt
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there you go, the hormones are kicking!
woke up early because the cat is stuck in the window
hahahaha the sight is sooo dam funny
i think he want to chase the leaves outside
wish i took the pic first before help him out
ouuuu i think i need to call home
my feet is soo itcy right now
i see few hives on my leg
but honestly i dont know what the heck im allergic at
i never have any allergy history
oh well...just wait for couple of day
exam was good
i think im doing ok
aaaaaaaa ac is soooo damn cute
oh remember the guy in coffee shop?
he said hi to me on the street
ahahahaha clearly im not just a customer
dunno what else to do
sooo damn bored right now
kinda stressed right now
have one more topic to go and then need to revise all over again
aaalalalalal
im 22 right now
my bio clock is ticking away
thinking about that make me feel soooo depressed
i gave myself one more yr to get rid of all this fat
and go back home with a new weight, new me
and by 25 i want to have a baby!
im sorry, this is not a gedik soo desperate nak kawin girl talking
im such a health freak, i can even prescribe you any drug you want
25 is the ideal age to have a baby,
my body need to get rest from the monthly cycle
25 is the peak age for metabolism ( this will help to get thin after pregnancy)
i want to have baby by 25
aaahhh this is getting depressing
but if i dont jot this down, i'll think about this the whole day im here at lib
nice
need to get back to work
what a weekend...
im declaring myself broke over the trip that cost me a lot of money
now im moneyless
sigh
but im a pretty smart lady
i'll find my way to feed myself
like i always do
soooo
im soooo in love with my own lecturer
aaaaa... he sooo remind me of my own mr. bf
but he is closer and i can always see him without causing any ruckus
hahahaha
im suppose to spend my time studying right now
the pc is such a crap
dont even have headphone slot
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