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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
pretty proud of myself this few days
im exercising hard, mostly because im freaking out of my weight gain
i think my weight retain because im eating keropok lekor the day before
anyhooo
ive been working hard this few days
i exercised on the bike for 30 min,
do salcacise for 10 min (im actually flat out by this time...the exercise kinda hard..but i did it to shape my body)
then i have my breakfast which includes a lot of water plus two eggs
after watching diary AF i proceed walking to town to buy newspaper
to and fro walk took about 40 min
and i have my lunch after that
which is my maggie with a lot of fishball and veggie
two day after i did this, my weight goes back to 86
im hoping to get to 85 by sunday
please please
the CNI product that i ordered has not arrived yet
i think it's gonna be helpful cause i have problem with doing my number 2
aaa cant wait to start taking that
mr bf gonna take leave in two weeks
so i need to lose few more kgs before going out with him
(plus i promised him that)
oklaa update later
toodle
did a good job today, walking for 50 min
if it's not for the kitty, i would continue doing the salsa-cise
but im too lazy to move the smelly kitty cage
but i did my crunch, i think 25 times...after this i will continue to do at least 50 more
i wanted to buy some magazine
im deprived from my reading
got sth..continued after
okay...im bored to death right now
i exercise extra today
the day looks gloomy, which is good
since i dont want to walk under the hot sun
although i think i need to exercise more
especially since i got all the time in my hand
let see how it goes after this
mind you,im tanned like crazy right now
im under my own diet experiment right now
since my own mom selling CNI product
my bf asked me to try the organic thing for a month
and see if it works in losing weight or not
my aim is 60 kg of course
but i want to lose up till 80 kg by the end of july
sooo...i will update here of the CNI thingy works or not
and who knows i can be the walking advertisement for my own mom...lalalala
ogh btw...anyone who's reading this and want to be my weight loss buddy, feel free to leave a message...preferably 80kg and above.
he did the sweetest thing yesterday
instead of smsin me, he surprised me by saying that he already outside my house
and im in my tshirt bodo and sarung buruk okay
i tried to look mad, but upon seeing him...i smile like one crazy lady
heh....and guess what, he gives me money
lalala
aint he such a sweet guy
okay diet update
im at 86kg today 
i kg down from last week..
my aim this week is to lose at least 2 kg
3 kg would be ideal
hmmmm....
pissed off with a lot of thing
firstly...had a huge fight (again!) with mr bf over petty thing
i asked for money to buy some stuff, and he said i tried to kikis him
little that he know, the money that i asked is the money that i lent him a few weeks ago
i just want my money back...and he dont want to give it to me because he want to put it in the saving account
im sooo pissed off and that creates a huge fight
that is just the tip of the iceberg
a few days ago...he starts it all by telling me some "truth"
he been lying to me all the way
and im hurt
but that fucker acts like he is the victim of the situation
i dunno
im still thinking about the whole thing
another thing that make me mad is some gal has been sms with me
it is sooo annoying
i even manage to piss her even more
fuck you, little motherfucker
ok im seriously pissed
i jsut dont know where to go
lose another 3 kg
actually, im hoping to lose 5 kg by the end of the week
but something come across...and i feel like sabotaging my own diet
all i did was watch my diet and exercise
ok..i really really want to fume out here
right now i dunno what to do
i really really want our relationship to upgrade a little
you know...like being official
but his answer is always i dont have any money
i dunno what to react to that
im tired actually
holy crap
finally after 4 yrs im home
with extra fat around my waist
and hips and arms
hahahaha
well...no worry
i'm dieting and exercising
the best thing is the weather here is soooo good
30 min cycling make you sweat literally like a pig!!
anyhow
from now on i will jot down what im eating
and my weight
the whole she bang
i want to lose at least 10 kg by the end of the month
why??because mr bf promise to buy me sth if i manage to lose weight
soooo
today
breakfast: 2 boiled egg with kicap pekat
water:3 glass now
weight: 89kg (oh btw i have lose 20 lbs so far)
lalala
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