something ordinary

last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15

woke up this morning
found out that ive lost another kg
so i'm at 83kg now...

then i took some measurement from my body
and i lose more inches

lalala
im so happy...
my target is still to lose another 2 kg by the end of this week
and hopefully by next week I'll already in my 7+

oh i'm sooo determined to lose weight
i need to be at least 65 kg during raya
i think i can do that

ok will report again later

155340 | posted by utopia at 19:27 | 0 comments

i was browsing through my old photos
and guess what
i cant believe how fat i am exactly a years ago

even mr bf is laughing at that picture
and said to me "isk, gemuknya time nih"

seriusly...i almost look like syanie
i think at that time i was at 210lbs or maybe more
now at 185lbs, i cant believe how can i be that big!!!

155323 | posted by utopia at 1:58 | 0 comments

Just got back from holiday
Good news: I'm at 84 kg now
Bad News: my goal is 83 kg (i miss one kg lose)
but it's okay
i supposed to be glad that i didnt pile on weight after 5-days holiday
lots of good food, but i think i control myself well


so what happened...
i feel itchy to walk after this
been a while since i did my routine walk

my goal for this week is 82 kg, i want to lose 2 kg per week

i need to buy milo, weetameal, and tuna for my diet
so i'll update later

155317 | posted by utopia at 19:23 | 0 comments

you know what my problem is?
i like to eat
well...i LOVE to eat

so to diet is to take away something that i love
and i really depressed right now

but i dont want to stay fat
it's unhealthy
i dont look good
it makes me weak

one thing i fear the most is
when there'll be bad guy chasing me
and i cant run fast enough cause im fat

155134 | posted by utopia at 18:59 | 0 comments

i never cry as hard as today
fuck you

155058 | posted by utopia at 23:45 | 1 comments

lalalala
85 kg now
very very happy...

that's mean im doing something right
so up to now, i've lose 10 kg
and im happy about it

HOWEVER
hahaha i still have another 20 kg to go
and i still have about 2 month to go
my dad asked me to go to clinic to get some help
and i think i should
my bmi is over 30 okay...
so from information that ive gathered
it's okay for me to take pill

im not a skinny freak
i dont care about that
im not your typical malay girl
the reason i want to lose my weight
is because ive tortured myself long enough (4 years okay)
this weight is not meant for me
there is not a single photo of me being fat in this house
i'm never fat
that's me

maybe after my trimz and klenz i will go to clinic to get some help...
anyone with positive experience are welcome to share

155042 | posted by utopia at 1:51 | 0 comments

5 days update after using trimz and klenz

my weight havent moved yet...still stagnant at 86 kg
maybe i eat too much on sunday...it's dating day..so i have to follow mr bf to eat
oh well...
but i did measure myself and i found out that ive lose 3.5 inches...most inches came from my hips...and arm
and i really want to lose inches from my belly...
3.5 is not much...but okay for 5 day treatment right

so i have another 15 days to go
and im planning to do another 20 days (tgklaa dulu camner)

my goal is to be at 70 kg by the time ramadhan (14 weeks from now)
started and hopefully to lose another 5 kg during ramadhan
because my ultimate weight goal is 65kg...
my perfect weight...

i dont think it impossible...i can do that...
20 kg in 3 month...
yeah..im positive about that..

right now i dont have any specific diet menu
but typically this is what i ate

morning: 1 big glass of Milo (but only 2 tbsp, no sugar or sweetened milk added)
3 weetameal biscuits
one satchet trimz

lunch: 1 toasted bread with tuna
1 litre green tea
2 pieces of chicken frankfurter

snack: 1 green apple

dinner: usually one bowl of soup
after dinner, take the capsule

actually i feel good doing this
for exercise, i walked to town to buy newspaper (1 hr walk to and fro)
and in the evening, i jog with my cuzz

ok laa..
i will update 5 days later...
to see if trimz and klenz really work...

155001 | posted by utopia at 1:29 | 0 comments

baper aribulan skang nih
im still at 86 kg,
actually more permanently
not fluctuating between 86 and 90 kg
so alhamdulillah
at least i can say ive lose 5 kg in 2 month
which is suck btw

so...
yeah im still at 86
im doing pretty good this week
earlier, have to forego 3 days walking since period
but now ive increase my walking time
to 2 hrs a day
hope to see some progress in few weeks

this is what i got from magazine
how to lose weight (my summary lah)

1. mental preparation
2. eating
3. medicine
4. exercise

something like that, i'll write more later
ive date with my cuzzie, to go walking together

i've to push her, we have the same problem
the only thing that differ, i used to be slim once
she never felt what it's like to be slim

ok later peeps...
keep praying for my progress

154963 | posted by utopia at 2:08 | 0 comments

i change my product
instead of CNI i use trimz and klenz
and the result is unbelievable
after only using for 2 days
i lose 1 kg
lalalalala
and i have 2 boxes in my hand
hopefully i can go down to 80kg (better yet 75kg)

the reason i want to lose weight is
im going to be engaged hopefully by the end of this year
and i dont want to engage in my fat self
i want to look nice

alaa but if using supplement still need to diet and exercise too
anyhoo i'll update later

154864 | posted by utopia at 21:52 | 0 comments