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something ordinary
last modified Sep 4, 2004 at 7:15
sometime i questioned myself
am i doing the right thing?
i thought im going to be happier
but im not
skarang nih rasa macam depressed sangat
like i dont care
kalau ada, ada
kalau takde, takde
just i hate it when im being punished for being good
hate myself for this one huge mistake
i think i can go crazy
im a very good listener
mcm kat tempat kerja baru nih...my officemate easily cerita ttg problem dia
i thought at a new place, i can change
but i cant
im still a nice girl that cant hurt others
no matter how hard they hit me
sekarang nih emotionally hurt
cant take it anymore....but somehow i can
kalau ada kawan menangis sama2 memang bagus
at least i dont feel depressed as i am right now
trying too hard to take it all in
hate my situation
sometime i wish for bad thing to happen
and im wishing hard for that to happen now!
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