i am weak! yes i am!!! this evening i was fighting with myself on either i should buy the chinese food that i dont even like to eat....but im craving for. I spent 30 minutes(seriously!!) trying to restrain myself from fetching the phone and start dialing that devil number! but i'm failed!! i let myself succumbed to this urge to eat!! arghhhh really hate myself right now!! really want to throw out those $16 worth of food! gosh.... 
but i feel good too today...i just send my family some stuff(shirt cap etc) and managed to register myself into the aerobic class...wohoo!!im officially in that class already  
can wait for my new shoes and new tight to arrive and mostly can wait to feel good!!!!!!!(im sick of being big!!)

last modified Apr 8, 2003 at 19:20

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