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i read something that really about me...it is about "priortize about me first" thing. 
i'm not kind of person that think too much about myself. i always suppressed whatever i am thinking negatively about myself. Like my fallen academic life, like the thing that i dont like about myself. I do talk about that but i will not worry about it. I think i am the only person with this attitude. When other people (i.e "friends") were in trouble and need someone to talk to, i always be there for them. but when its my turn to express what i am thinking inside...there is no one for me. And that's make me what i am right now, 
i dont care about myself much. If i fail , if i am doing great, i dont give a hell about that... 
i dont want to neglect myself...but i dont want to feel hurt too 
hmmmm dunno 
maybe i'm just blabbering

last modified Apr 29, 2003 at 8:19



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