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i'm pretty pissed off right now...well it's more like missing someone but he doesnt give a damn about you. That is what i'm feeling right now.
Our relationship is too hard to be make through. I dunno if he feeling the same way too, but i must admits sometime i feel so exhausted trying to make things work between us. Everything is seems so hard..Every night i just lie there waiting for that damn phone to ring. And mind you, i also kept trying calling his home but nobody picks up the phone...and each time i feel so much hurt inside....
i gave everything i could for this relationship...i try to make everything perfect...each and every time!!i gave so much that i dunno what left for me....and right now i feel i so wasted...even my feeling is being ignored.
Yes...i dont wanna fight....but i dont want living in misery like this too...if only you could understand,I rather stand your angry temper....than to not hear anything from you at all....
I'm so damn low right now....i'm so depressed right now...
i decided to drop the class so that i can wait for his call anytime anyday...
and call me stupid....cause im so in love with this damn idiot!
last modified Jul 17, 2003 at 1:22
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3.44 petang: 17 Julai 2003: kuala lumpur
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