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right now i'm totally stressed. I just realizing that i cant drop the class...i need to make an appointment to withdraw from the term...
Gosh!! I hate studying here....everything is so hard..even of you put your 100% effort. I hate it here....if i could...i wish i go back home and studying there and be the best student ever...
everything is out of control for me...i hate this feeling...rasa burn out sangat2...wanna cry? tears cant make me happier...wanna run away? i'm broke....
right now how i deal with everything is just by doing nothing....i sleep all day i awake all night....everything seems nonsense to me...
right now i feel like everything,everyone steering away from me...i dont talk my heart evem to my friend...all i can do is just put it all inside of me and write down what i feel...and i think i cant hold no more!
today i planned to go to the Art Fair..i know nothing about art,maybe go to this fair will help me to be art-literate....and maybe the hustle and bustle in the fair will help me to forget about my trouble for a few moments...[hmmm...i sound like Beatle's Yesteday]
i'm eating craps since yesterday...its not that i'm lazy to cook the rice but i dont feel like eating heavy food...the consequences? minor headache (the indomie tastes too salty..)
feel like eating baked chicken again....
last modified Jul 18, 2003 at 4:41
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