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good news first : He called me and say sorry...yeay!!
we talked just now and how relieved i am to hear him not shouting angrily at me....he says that he sorry for all the mistake that he have done...and i also apologize to him for being stubborn. Well...it has been days since i heard he said "I love you" sincerely....
bad news : i dunno how to handle days without him
i kinda sad actually....why do i have to meet him and be with him....i never met a couple like us....living solely on phone and postcards...why do i have to be his girlfriend in the first place? I knew from the beginning that i have to go to States and he will work somewhere so far away....
despite all that....i cant imagine my life without the phone call between us....maybe it is the sign i need to be stronger than now...to be more independent in the sense of feeling....and to prove to all others that I like him for real....
*sigh*
last modified Jul 22, 2003 at 2:03
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