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today i went biking with my friend....i jsut noticed thai did a lot of activity after he's gone.i go biking. shopping even boat paddling to spend my time after he's went away
i am sad actually...i miss him terribly actually....we've been through a lot to stay in this shaky relationship...and i know the hurdle aint over yet...
i miss him
he is the one who make the wake up call every morning because he knew that i will not get up to that alarm clock ring...
he is the one who i told all my problem...although he didnt undestand what theorem i'm talking about...but he always told me that i am capable to do the hw about that theorem
he is the one who i unshamely cry to when on phone....may it be just my PMS or ppl bitching about me...or he himself who cause me to shed tears....but he never hung up until he hear me laugh with that wet eyes [and wet pillow]
he is the one who willing to hear my rambling about the bitch downstair or the freaking guy in my class.....and he always ended up hating the same person
he is the one who make me feel tresured...calling me with tonnes of sweet nicknames...always let me know that "i'm his beau...his japanese girlfriend...his sexy girl"[and i know that is not true at all]
i just miss him
i dont know what to do to forget him for a while....i mean the pain to live without seeing him is hard enough....now i cant hear him....i feel like dying....nothing can replace the precious time with him...he is just a dearie...such a wonderful person
and i miss him
i remember that he always let me keep in touch with his mom and auntie and everyone in his family...to prove how serious he is with me...and i know he is damn serious about us together....the fact that he treat me like a real girlfriend make me feel so much in love with him....im not just that high-school sweetheart...or just one-month stand...i know we are for real and i have no regret...
oh....i really miss him
i really prayed for his safety and for our future together....may all the pain that we suffered now make us a stronger couple...after i finished my study...i will never ever going out of his sight again...the separation is hurting me...even if i just lay in my back..everything seems so unfair...why we have to be in this path of life....why dont we like other happy couple who can set to see a movie this Saturday, or having breakfast together tomorrow morning or just a quick chat after Math class yesterday!!Damn!!
i really really miss you honey
i want to go away...far away from here....there's too much things reminds me of our happy time here in my room...i'll buy my ticket tomorrow and yup!!i'll be gone by the end of this week...
-wish you were here-
last modified Jul 29, 2003 at 23:25
alaaa
too much "rindu" make me sick
:P
Benci tapi rindu...& rindu itu membuat kita jadi dewasa.
"Remember where you have been and know where you are going. Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way."
Nikita Koloff
...jauh itu mendekatkan
dekat itu mengasyikkan
hargai kejauhan ini
kerana bila berdekatan nanti
belum tentu terasa akan rindu yang sama....
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