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i'm pretty frustrated with my body actually....
i have done everything to lose at least 10 pounds...
i tried aerobics, dieting, weight training
i do all that without avail
i even eat those yucky yogurt to have all the calcium that may help me to lose some weight!!
but nothing happens.....
i just stay there with those horrifying number on the scale...
if you want to tell me to "be happy about myself"
no way man....that doesnt work for me
and it doesnt work for everyone too
please ask any fat lady out there if they happy with the way they are and i'm sure everyone will willing to give you everything to be thin.....and then we can talk about happy
seriously....i have tried everything everyday....pill, slimming tea and all the exhaustion...
may it from my gene?
i strained myself from eating right now...
a several shot of coke each day just to get some calorie and that's it....
i even developed bulimia before...but i stop after i have a lot of the ulcer in my mouth due to the acid from my stomach
i'm sick?
yes i am....I'M FAT AND UGLY
i feel good about myself?
NEVER!!!!
the dietition in the clinic doesnt help....i've told them i dont eat meat so dont give me that damn nutrition card!!! i dont eat what on the card!!! i dont even know what is it?
if you sensing pressure in my entry....yes i'm depressed
why is it too hard for me to lose weight
i dont cheat in my diet ok!
i do all the weight training....and even double the repetition!
and surgery is not an option
i dont have big bucks!!!!
sucks!!
being fat sucks big time........period!!!!
last modified Jul 31, 2003 at 1:04
hahaha dun worry
i'll post if i got time there
but i will not promise anything
heheheheh
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