i've been bingeing tonight... 
i feel empty 
and i order anything that cross my mind 
i dont even eat half of it 
nvm 
tomorrow i give my fren the food 
 
feeling very empty inside 
feel wanna cry 
but dont have anyone's shoulder to lean at 
feel like cursing 
but dont know about what and to whom 
feel like puking 
 
i miss him so much 
i feel so very empty without him 
doing anything feel like shit because everyone dont give a damn about me 
no one 
and i feel totally like shit 
without him i feel lifeless 
i sound like im so happy going to UK 
but i dont have any heart 
not at all 
i have yet to pack my stuff 
i miss him so much

last modified Aug 4, 2003 at 3:15

ntah...
i so messed up
cant think straight
*sigh*

70160 | posted by utopia on August 4, 2003 at 4:42

...sedari tadi aku perhatikan
semacam ada yang tak kena
mengapa begini
usah diikutkan sangat perasaan itu

4.48 petang: 4 ogos 2003: kuala lumpur

70151 | posted by unsunghero on August 4, 2003 at 3:49