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Realize that I can never win
sometimes I feel like I have failed
inside where do i begin my mind is laughing at me
this is so true about myself...
i feel like im betraying myself for not being what im supposed to be
a good girlfriend
a nice daughter
an excellent student
i never feel good in everything that i've done
not a bit
not a single thing
everything seems so fucked up
i realize i never find the way out from anything that held me
everything is not in favor of me
nothing ever
tell me why am I to blame
on me
both will be the same, that's why
I can never change this thing that's burning in me
angry at myself....yes!
hating my own reflection on the mirror....definitely!
call me insane
because im not truly me
im just a fat girl
fat,stupid girl
fat stupid and ugly girl
no one can erase this depression inside
this ugly anger i hold from day one
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel you hate the change in me
pick the wrath inside me
and shove it away
cause i cant
cause i just weak
to fight my own agony
sometimes I can never tell
if I got something that remains
that's why I just hang in grief
or this I just let me think
i feel empty
i feel lifeless
i feel nothing
hit me in the face and im not complaining
everything is too much for me
yet im still cant do anything about it
tell me why am i to blame
on me
both will be the same, that's why
I can never change this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel you hate the change in me
Betrayed,
I feel so insane
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldnt last
I feel the life pulled me free
I feel you hate the change in me
I feel you hate the change in me
I feel you hate the change in me
i did my time
i wish i can undo it
i'll be happy as a 10-yrs old
i did my time
and now i cant undo it
i have to live with the path that ive choose
if i dont have faith....i'll be an alcoholic now
just count how many soda bottles scattered in my room
last modified Aug 4, 2003 at 4:40
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