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im fasting today....
i want to tried new method of dieting...introduced to me by my beloved friend
she done that and manage to lost 2 kg in 2 weeks
that's an achievement
i've gained back my weight
and i really depressed about it
my problem is i dont have supporter
nobody encourage me to lose weight
[and calling me fat is not an encouragement okey!!]
dieting involve strictly controlled choosen food
and a very strong will
i failed cause i dont have strong will
this is killing me
now i have an Elle pant waiting for me to downsize myself
so that i can brought her out
Poor Elle pant
She still in the closet
i want to get into the right weight
slim is not my priority
i need to go out from this "dangerous zone" of BMI
and being normal
this is hard
i know it
i wish i have someone to share my feeling with
last modified Sep 15, 2003 at 12:08
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