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have a fun night yesterday
he called me and seriously i miss him so much right now
life is so unfair
while everyone can easily walk side-by-side with their love partner, i dont have the luxury to even talk to him regularly
maybe it is my fault
got exam tomorrow...right now has to finished the essay to be written during tomorrow's exam
want to start fasting tomorrow
i eat so much lately
i felt terribly guilty to God....always
im not a good Muslim yet i always try to be one
i love my perfect religion
it just some things that i cant control
and it is absolutely wrong
i seek guidance
but people always judging me
i try to do it step by step
but always stop in the middle
i have lack of motivation
last modified Oct 14, 2003 at 23:04
InshaAllah....i try my best....just sometime it feel so hard to do the right thing
Dear Utopia...
I am like you too...still seeking guidance. Everyone has and will make mistakes in their lives...no question about that. That is part of our dugaan. Nevertheless, no matter how big a mistake we have done, as long as we are still alive, we still have a chance to repent and ask Allah for forgiveness. Allah is all forgiving so we must not give up on ourselves and on Allah because Allah loves those who tries their best to seek His pleasure eventhough sometimes we dissapoint Him. Be strong sister and let us not give up trying to be good Muslims because as long as we keep trying, Allah shall not forsake us. Insya Allah.
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