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maybe what my bf told me is true after all 
i should never have the affinity towards my friends 
as in the end i will hurt myself 
he knows me better that i know myself 
i kept giving chance to other people 
 
well im tired of all this 
i dont need even a single sympathy 
i just want a friend  
to talk with 
to listen to 
 
i talk as if im in high school 
yada yada 
i've been through this  
over and over again 
 
dont want to promise anything again 
like i care 
 
right now im in phase of making big bucks 
well trying to fill in all the sub 
i want to settle the credit card debt 
insyaallah  
in the end of this month 
and maybe in the mid of next month  
the student accouts will clear up 
 
havent done the chores for today 
got no quarters to do the laundry 
 
its ok 
im more comfortable living in this messy room 
spanking clean room make me wanna jump outta the window!

last modified Oct 29, 2003 at 23:30



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