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kinda nostalgic today
watched Petronas ads just now make me cry silently
i must missing home so much right now
hmmmm.....
or maybe im still feel hurt about yesterday talk's with him
think so
feel like talking to someone
but hell knows who my friends are
emo=online shopping
since i cant eat to overcome my feeling
i shops
and i ended up bidding and buying $60++ worth of dvd and furniture from eBay
damn it
but i dont care
that is the money i supposed to save and bring back home
and now i dont feel like going home at all
just to be hurt
by some crazy idiot!!
dont want to watch my weight anymore
i feel totally useless right now
all i want to do is fade to black
dont wanna get my ass up from the bed
fuck you
rasa nak gila
kalo tak takut gigi kuning
kalo bukan sebab tanak bibir ungu
dah lama dah aku hisap rokok
everything seems so crazy
ko maybe kuat
tahan dugaan suma benda
aku tak
dont judge me
im so frail inside
altho i facadely look monsterous
i will not stop rambling
until this feeling of chaos go away from my head
kalo tak sebab haram
dah lama aku mabuk
suma benda against aku
ingat aku suka pandai?
ingat aku suka duduk us?
ingat aku suka hidup?
ingat aku suka kau?
go away please
i'm bad news
aku pun tak suka aku sendiri
i wish the death...of you and me
last modified Nov 4, 2003 at 2:21
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