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WARNING: FULL OF JIWANG-JIWANGAN 
 
nostalgic mode right now 
hahhaha i guess it's been caused by that darn Edwin McCain songs 
 
right now still remembering the sweet memories with all the men that ever find their way to my heart 
(this doesnt include those one-month stand haha) 
from all of those, one man certainly standing out 
well i had the biggest crush on him 
and i guess till now i still cant stop smiling when i see him 
nope, he's not my present bf 
 
well a lot of memories there 
but sure i cant forget the night when i was playing sick 
and complaining to his bestfriend (in case the msg will get to him) 
and yup 
he did called 
with concern in his voice 
and makes me feel bad and happy at the same time 
bad for lying and cost his time and money for calling me 
but happy for every single word he said  
 
he's not good looking at all 
i still puzzled why i like him so much 
why i didnt just go on with him,you ask? 
he said that he cant even take care of himself...for sure he cant take good care of me 
so sweet yet its killing me 
 
in the end im rebound on my current bf 
much much handsome 
much much sweeter 
much much caring 
just that we're to soon to be a couple 
no memories on "mengorat" 
hahhahah 
 
ahhhh talking about this make me miss my bf so much 
 
darling where are thou? 
we have unresolved issue and im still mad at you 
but i want to hear your voice on top of all 
but remember im still mad at you for everything you said that night 
how come you dont care of seeing me again 
i've been waiting for one and half year for us to get together again 
and you said you dont even care 
 
but i miss you  
and i love you 
just dont say that you dont care about me 
cause i know that you care 
a lot... 
 
come back to me 
cause i need you

last modified Jan 20, 2004 at 22:05



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