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WARNING: FULL OF JIWANG-JIWANGAN nostalgic mode right now hahhaha i guess it's been caused by that darn Edwin McCain songs right now still remembering the sweet memories with all the men that ever find their way to my heart (this doesnt include those one-month stand haha) from all of those, one man certainly standing out well i had the biggest crush on him and i guess till now i still cant stop smiling when i see him nope, he's not my present bf well a lot of memories there but sure i cant forget the night when i was playing sick and complaining to his bestfriend (in case the msg will get to him) and yup he did called with concern in his voice and makes me feel bad and happy at the same time bad for lying and cost his time and money for calling me but happy for every single word he said he's not good looking at all i still puzzled why i like him so much why i didnt just go on with him,you ask? he said that he cant even take care of himself...for sure he cant take good care of me so sweet yet its killing me in the end im rebound on my current bf much much handsome much much sweeter much much caring just that we're to soon to be a couple no memories on "mengorat" hahhahah ahhhh talking about this make me miss my bf so much darling where are thou? we have unresolved issue and im still mad at you but i want to hear your voice on top of all but remember im still mad at you for everything you said that night how come you dont care of seeing me again i've been waiting for one and half year for us to get together again and you said you dont even care but i miss you and i love you just dont say that you dont care about me cause i know that you care a lot... come back to me cause i need you
last modified Jan 20, 2004 at 22:05
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