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absolutely not having a good day
slept at 5 am last nite and woke up at 11 to go to office hours
turn out my favorite instructor is not there and have to suck up with the lazy one
aaahhhh
spending 3 hrs in the room but cant even solve one problem
go to library and still cant answer the question
at 7 pm decide to back to my room and go to gym
back from gym ruin my diet
i started to binge again
really hate myself right now for that
the pressure to get thin before going back home is so painful
nobody understand
but everyone smirk at the idea of me being thin?
me?
really hate it
really hate today
damn it!!
i dont want to go through all this
but i promise myself
and i dont want this to be the ephemeral thing again
and i dont want to binge eating again
its hurt :(
last modified Jan 29, 2004 at 21:54
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