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i guess the cough medicine supposed to make me drowsy
but
what the hell am i doing here?
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i cant sleep
so pardon me with all this rambling
im in PMS mode
so whats i wrote down here may or may not be regretted later
gosh i repeatedly said that i hate laki melayu
i just hate them to death
even to see random pic of them can make me puke
urghhhh
my life is soooo surrounded by people that i dont like
i have strong feeling about everything
what i like will be the love of my love
and what not...will forever be not
so are the people im with
i hate her since high school
i realized i still hate her till now
when she's here for road trip from NY
i cant even say hi or say sweet thing
i hate her since the second semester of school
and till today i never see her in the eyes
for the sake of hatred
and she live just next door
i hate them
soo much... i promised myself to married chinese guy when i grow up
my luck i dont have too
i hate them for the smell, for the attitude, for that clothes their wearing
for the social life their having
for everything they do
i just hate them
and this feeling is for real
will never tolerate for anything else
when i hate i'll never like
last modified Mar 11, 2004 at 23:18
hmmm...
the more you hate... the more you love... ???
hate and love go together...
when you hate...
there's still that attachment...
well. i don't know...
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