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:: The Voice Within
I'M NOT READY TO MAKE NICE
I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting
last modified Aug 29, 2007 at 9:19
"When you planted a kiss in the valley of my shoulder" - Yasmin Ahmad
When you planted a kiss in the valley of my shoulder,
my lips were parted, but I was not speaking;
my eyes were closed, but I was never more awake;
I stopped breathing, but I was never more alive.
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Macam2 aku dengar pasal Yasmin yang kepastiannya tiada... apa pun Yasmin memang best... aiii bila lah ada rezeki nak jumpa dia...
Ceritanya pendek dan ringkas, tak sampai satu hari aku habiskan...
Aku baca dalam LRT airmata bergenang sedih... Aku baca dibilik, aku tak tahan lagi berjurai airmata aku... sampai ke helaian yang terakhir aku menangis... Cerita tentang penderaan yang membuat aku meremang... tapi yang buat aku menangis, bagaimana hati seorang kanak-kanak yang mendambakan kasih sayang...
Dulu di Malaysia kecoh dengan penderaan, aku pasti perkara seperti ini masih wujud behind that close door...
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing
You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing
Isn't something
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Petang semalam ter emo lagi (hehehe, sekarang baru aku tahu maksud emo) untuk entah kali yang keberapa... Bergenang jer dalam lrt sampai rumah... aku benci, benci bila aku berperasaan sebegitu biarpun sekajap, aku benci sebab dapat aku rasakan yang aku adalah manusia yang lemah, benci, benci... Kenapa aku emo? Bila saja aku terpandang Masri dan awek dia berpegangan tangan... aku hairan aku mengaku dengan dia aku tak boleh terima dia tapi bila dia ada awek aku rasa lain macam pulak...
Mungkin aku rindukan dia, rindukan kemesraan seorang kawan... kami dah makin jauh, tidak lagi bertegur sapa, makan sama-sama... pulang bersama, aku faham dia dah ada awek... tapi aku tertanya-tanya, cepatkan dia berubah hati, mula-mula suka kat aku, bila aku x nak... cepat jer ada awek lain... hehehhehe... jadi lelaki memang sempoi... hati diorang kuat macam besi, apa pun yang terjadi mesti maju kedepan... tiada tunggu lagi... tiada fikir lagi...
Take the quiz: "Which Amy Lee (of Evanescence) picture are you?"
WEIRD
You're odd. Go you! You know how to be yourself, and how to make people laugh. Your inner child is probably your best friend. I bet you're into new age art, what with the awkward shapes and loud colors.
Beberapa hari lepas, boss aku tanya pasal weblog aku... aik terkejut jugak... katanya kawan dia tahu yang dia ada staff nama zareeda, kawan dia tau melalui weblog aku... ha sudah macamana kawan boss aku boleh tahu pasal weblog aku ni? antara dia memang kenal aku dan kengkawan aku atau kawan bos aku ni pun ada weblog sendiri... yang aku pelik tu macamana dia tau aku staff bos aku rasanya takde entry tentang company atau bos... yang banyak lelehnyer entry adalah... hmmm takpe lah... yang penting jangan siva tau pasal blog aku, kalau dia tau malunyerrrrrr... ke dia dah tau, sebab dia tak de call pun untuk session kedua.... hmmm mungkin tidak...
Kaki aku sakit lagi, kali betis aku pulak yang sakit... hish, sakit kat lutut aku ni dah berbulan tak baik-baik tambah satu lagi lak... jumaat lepas buat treadmill tu, sabtu pagi dah sakit... nak kata aku dah lama tak buat baru seminggu aku tinggal... risau betul aku... Body balance guna track baru... boring giler... dah takde mood aku nak masuk kelas... nak masuk body pump, lutut aku ni problem... bila dah sakit-sakit ni, semua benda tak boleh nak buat...
:: Frequency Cannon ::
Every morning when i look around i try
To find the face that i saw inside my dreams
My dreams last night
And every morning i see an empty room
Full of memories i wish would vanish soon
‘Cause it hurts me so
And like a dream an angel came my way
She gave me hope and a smile on my face
And i’d like to tell her that she means a lot
To me
Alley girl you drive me crazy
Like the wind that blows a soft cool breeze
Alley girl you are the first star in my sky
I hope to see you ‘til i die
When you came like a wave that swirls and turns
You taught me things that i never thought i’d learn
About me
How can i ever think of hurting you
My angel baby that came out of the blue
Skies above
You know its true that me and you
Will always stick like paper to glue
That's why i’d like to sing this song to you
Sing to you
Alley girl you drive me crazy
Like the wind the blows a soft cool breeze
Alley girl you are the first star in my sky
I hope to see you till i die
Alley girl you drive me crazy
Like the wind the blows a soft cool breeze
Alley girl you are the first star in my sky
I hope to see you till i die
You drive me crazy, you drive me crazy, alley girl
" nampak tak??? tu Siva, eeee geramnyerrr, ooopppsss "
Dah lama tak baca novel yang bagus... finally aku faham apa citer sebenar Ring, macamana boleh jadi tape berhantu dan macam-macam persoalan yang bermain difikiran aku terjawab kini... Brilliant, best giler idea melampaui batas, yang pasti Koji Suzuki memang terrer macam Dan Brown... Sekarang aku tengah menjejak Spiral, harap dapat cari... nak cari Ring ni pun bukan senang, sekarang baru ketemu...
http://www.theringworld.com/index.php
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