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YG PAHIT ITULAH UBAT........
Detik bermulanya hidupku
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Sehingga terlupa
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Jauh dari nyata..................
last modified Jan 9, 2004 at 1:52
When a friend confide to you his/her problem, share with you their happiness, share with you their biggest fear, aren’t you proud of yourself? You know your friend trusts you. Definitely you are a person who has some good value that people could see and make them believe in you. You know deep inside, you are someone who cares deeply about others. You value your friendship. You love being among friends.
Being a good listener is always a trait that can ensure long lasting friendship. A good listener. Good at keeping secrets. Ever ready with helping hands. All these ensure you with lots of friends.
But, what about yourself? When you are lonely, when you have a problem, do you confide to your friend? Do your friends have the same shoulder as yours? A shoulder to cry on? Have you ever felt lonely though you have a lot of friends?
You want to confide to your friend. You started to tell him/her your problem but suddenly he/she started to tell his/her problem as well. So you ended up listening to his/her problem instead of you confiding your problem to him/her. You feel so frustrated. You ended up keeping the problem to yourself. Swallow it. Making your heart bitter. There will be no more next time. You decided not to share your problems anymore.
It's not fair at all!
“table for two”, a sitcom produced by popiah, the extension from the popular advertisement of Pond was aired for the first time last Saturday. I have waited for the sitcom to appear on tv since it was announced by Pond. I like the pond’s advertisement and I like to see the cute face of azizan. So patiently I waited for the sitcom to appear.
But what a shock it is when I saw the notification of the time allocated for airing the sitcom. It is at 7.00 pm on Saturday. Tv3 has so many other days to aired the sitcom, why did it has to choose Saturday at 7.00 pm. That is the time when ntv7 aired my favourite cartoon, sin chan!
I was forced to make a BIG decision, “table for two” or “sin chan”.
Last Saturday I was in dilemma. Tv3 or ntv7. I chose to watch table for two. The reason being, the sitcom was aired for the first time. I had to watch it, to see whether it is as good as the advertisement. So “table for two” on that Saturday. But whenever it’s time for advertisement, I quickly changed the channel. But of course, Malaysian tv, they all decided to aired advertisement on the same time. I only managed to get a glimpse of my naughty boy.
“table for two” a story about this couple and the ups and downs in their relationship. Though I’m not currently into any relationship, it’s good for me to watch the sitcom because the ups and downs in their relationship are the normal things that happened in the real life. Maybe I could take one or two as a lesson.
But after 5 days of working, tired and boring about work and life, watching sin chan really helps me to unwind myself.
The BIG decision. Maybe I would choose sin chan. Definitely it would put a smile on my life. “table for two”? maybe once in a while. I’m not in love yet.
hahahahhaaa...............everybody was crazy about euro 2004 and here i am worrying what to choose between a sitcom and a cartoon!!
Think about these one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one...
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.
NATURAL HIGHS
1. Being in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No queues at the supermarket.
5. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
6. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.
7. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
8. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
9. Chocolate milkshake ... (or vanilla ... or strawberry!)
10. A bubble bath.
11. Giggling.
12. A good conversation.
13. Finding a £20 note in your coat from last winter.
14. Running through sprinklers.
15. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
16. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
17. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
18. Waking up and realising you still have a few hours left to sleep.
19. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
20. Having someone play with your hair.
21. Sweet dreams.
22. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
23. Holding hands with someone you care about.
24. Running into an old friend and realising that some things (good or bad) never change.
25. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you.
26. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
27. Knowing that somebody misses you.
28. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
29. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.
Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
Last week I “celebrated” my birthday. Maybe “celebrated” was not the right word cox I hardly “celebrated” it. The most appropriate word could be “I reached my 30th birthday”. Unlike previous years, by reason unclear to me, the Day was passed thru with mixed emotions. One minute I could be laughing with my office mate, next minute I would crying my heart out.
That was me the whole day. Smiling, laughing, crying, good mood, bad mood, everything jumble up. Why was it I was like that? Everytime I felt like crying, I would ask myself why is it you want to cry. Age is just a number. I felt so helpless whenever the tears do not want to stop flowing out.
You know what! Maybe part of the reason bcox coincidently I got my period on the same day! Women and that time of the month………it does affect the mood…..men would never understand. But then, I know who I am. I was hardly affected when the time of that month struck previously. Again, my mood should have not been jumble up bcox of that reason.
Aha! Maybe bcox the number…………”30”. I have reached the age where every single woman dreads about it. Age 30, still single, do not dating………wow! It does sometime manage to worry me. My biological clock is running faster.
I asked the same question that I asked myself last year. “what have I achieved in my life that I can be proud of now?” the list of what I didn’t achieved goes on and on and on……………..that makes me depress.
Secretly hoping though deep down I know it is an impossible thing, “A birthday wish from someone I care”. it comes too late.
Suffice to say, it was not a happy day though not altogether unhappy. As always, mak is the first voice I heard in the morning wishing me a happy birthday. If everything in the world does not go right for me, I would always have my mak to falls back.
thank you friends for not forgetting the Day. for those who forget, u r still my friends. sometimes i forget too. for those who do not know, dont worry it's not a big deal. not remembering a friend's birthday doesnt mean we are less friend than others.
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